Quote: If you look in the mirror and dont like what you see, you can find out first hand what it's like to be me
I am a proud member and detail master of...LBO
Have you ever felt alone?
Have you ever felt like a freak?
Have you ever felt you were worthless?
Have you ever felt your best could never be good enough?
Have you ever been heart broken?
Do you feel you are not worth anyones time?
That you will never be special to anyone?
That you are destined to die alone?
Welcome to what it's like to be me.
I am...
Myrrhkuri the fallen one
I am the freak everyone likes to point at, the person who does not fit in among the normal or the abnormal. I struggle with the thoughts of leaving this existance everyday and sometimes do things that dont make sense to anyone but me in order to cope with things.
I have been married, inevitably divorced, had children, a home, a life...
That was a lifetime ago...
I only have my animals to keep me company now and my music and art to entertain my dark mind.
Some may think I am cold and heartless with some answers I give, but it's just that I've had too many lies in my life, lost love too many times and will no longer give the pleasure of sharing my emotions with people, except the occasional outbursts of anger if pushed too far.
Unwanted in Heaven, Useless in Hell...
THINGS I LIKE....
Vampire, myths, history, and movies...
Medieval things, period clothing, swords, knives, armour, dragons, wizards...
Music, collecting it, writing it, recording it...
Egyptian mythology, and collectables...
playing with sharp object...
drawing creepy cartoons...
playing my guitar...
ANIMALS! (they are the only ones who can truly love me for me)...
collecting dvds...
hockey...
blood...
and many more...
THINGS I DO NOT LIKE....
Myself...
living...
people who judge me without knowing me...
uncomfortable silence...
hot sunny days...
ANIMAL ABUSE...
being broke all the time...
materialistic girls...
people trying to change me...
I AM WHAT I AM...
I am a struggling musician, I prefer 80's hair/glam metal. When I first heard Motley Crue's Shout at the Devil, thats when I wanted to be a musician...
IN MY JOURNAL SECTION POTIONS THERE IS A PLAYER WITH ALOT OF MY DEMO RECORDINGS...
I am a starving artist, I prefer drawing creepy cartoons a couple pics I have done are in my portfolio...
I am an aspiring writer, (after all I have to write my songs)
There are alot of my lyrics in my journal and also alot of interviews I have done for the LBO and the VR...
MUSIC I LIKE...
Motley Crue, Steve Vai, Poison, Ratt, Winger, White Lion, Wasp, Megadeth, Metal Church, Yngwie J. Malmsteen, John 5, Marilyn Manson, Wednesday 13, Peppermint Creeps, Pretty Boy Floyd, Alice Cooper, Joe Satriani, Cradle of Filth, Slayer, Dimmu Borgir, Murderdolls, My Chemical Romance, The Scream, Spread Eagle, Celtic Frost, Tesla, Kix, Misfits, Necromantix, Horror Pops, Seduce, Halloween, Bourbon Crow, Johnny Cash, Beatles, Elvis
MOVIES I LIKE...
The Crow, Lord of the Rings(trilogy), Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2, Hellraiser, Nightmare on Elm st., Nightmare Before christmas, Dracula, Underworld(trilogy), Resident Evil series, Evil Dead, Edward Scissorhands, Pirates of the Carribean series, and many many more....I own about 2000 movies
ME WITHOUT THE MAKE-UP...(bleh)...
SOME ARTISTS I LIKE...
PROTECTION STAMPS...
these are just a few, more are in my journal..
Special HooRahs too!!!
xMISFITx...for doing my backgrounds and coding all the time..
PsiVampire...for the cool Warlock guitar graphic he made for me..
Pixie_Wytch for the cool flaming graphic of me
This music playing is my own....there is more in my journal. Check it out, leave some comments, critisicm, or hate mail etc...
