Vampire Profile - Profile for BlackenedxWings at Vampire Rave.

Ok, might as well get this first thing out of the way. Most that THINK they know me really don't. Those that do are either highly regarded or people I wouldn't care about even if paid to. If you think I care what you think of this or me, I really don't and NO I really don't care who you're friends with here. Make you upset? Really, I don't care. I'm a nice person to some, but not to others.

If you're new here and this is among the first pages you have viewed, I recommend the VR Manual be your next stop. That will help you understand things about this site, especially the point of forced induction. If you think that being in a coven is an option, you REALLY need to read the manual.

Do not ask to cyber. I will block you. That's all the warning you'll get.

I am the proud MASTER of The Coven Of Shadowed Angels. Anyone who wishes to join please message me or one of my ACM's. Before you do, please have a look at our Rules And Requirements though.

I am also the mentor of The Legacy.

As a Mentor and Acolyte on other accounts, The Legacy is designed mainly to help teach newcomers and anyone who chooses to learn the subtleties and not so subtle elements of the site they have stumbled on to. Message me directly if you are below level 80 and would like to join in.

I am a complex individual. I am like an open book, I simply remove pages though because I value my privacy. Even those who have known me for years or for my entire life do not know everything, but that's how it must be. I was born and raised in New Jersey, though I have no desire to return. I have my reasons for that, but they are my reasons to know. I was born in 1980, making me 31.

What you must know about me on the site is I have been here for over 3 years, I have multiple profiles and I am the mentor of 2 mentorships between them. Here are a few of my opinions about the site though, as I will outline below:

The Society System is as interesting as it is crowded now. Since gaining membership in my first coven I have been learning the complexities of the system and how to negotiate running my own while helping other run theirs. Yes, I have more than 2 profiles. No, it's no one's right to scrutinize me for such more than I will allow. Administrators know which ones I use because of their IP tools but I don't have to say what the names are here so I will not.

I do what many are afraid to do here because of the repercussions of such- I rate honestly. I base how I rate on content, not fear that a rating of 1 will get me 5 more of the same number. It's a number, no more no less. Can't take being rated low? Check your wounded ego at the door and simply move on. I will not be pressured into a rate you did not deserve- period. Try and I will block you, if I find your rating comment offensive I will do so as well, you don't threaten me or scare me with your comments, instead I find them funny knowing you're that childish.

Occasionally I will write in my journal venting about what someone says or does here. Unless told by an administrator that my entries are inappropriate I will continue to do so. Don't like what you read? That's not my problem.

I am loyal to myself first, my friends second. I decide who I stand by, not intimidation attempts by those who don't like such so save your cheap-shots and personal attacks because they'll only get you a spot on my block list if you try.

I have noticed the changes here over the last 2 years- be it the drastic changes down to the ones admins barely notice themselves. As a Dark Network Acolyte on other accounts I help people understand what the changes may be along with helping resolve a problem if there may be one- if I cannot I will not respond to a request help message.

Eventually if I find a pathway to such I would not mind assisting as an administrator, but not as high as Master Vampire or Regent. I would not mind attempting to be a Sentoran or one of that type as they would not require me to disband or forego a coven I formed. Those who have chosen to join my coven are loyal to me as much as I am loyal to them which is why I call my covens 'families'. Don't like that? Sorry but I don't care.

As a Coven Master on this site I do not need to watch for 'Promised' stamps. This has to do with a part of the system known as Forced Induction- and NO it is not against the rules. Want to claim a member is 'yours'? Be quick enough to induct before someone else does. If not be ready to offer a trade RESPECTFULLY.

Now for some more about me as a person, but simple and small facts that I care to share with you:

Religion: I am agnostic, though my beliefs mirror those of a LeVayan Satanist. To clarify, being a Satanist by Levay's teachings is not 'devil worship' anymore than Christianity is without fault. Fanatics killed in the name of their God, and wars were fought putting millions of lives in forfeit. Let's just say I exercise the beast within me instead of attempting to EXORCISE it.

Relationships: I don't do cyber relationships. They don't work. With that said don't hit on me. I not make exceptions in this so don't think you're somehow special because I viewed your profile. Go to eHarmony or somewhere else if that's why you're here.

Do I drink? Yes, I do but on occasion. I don't get drunk and stupid like I did before the age of 21, I have a few and stop there.

Drugs: Other than smoking marijuana as a painkiller I do not do any drugs, I have seen the harmful effects over the years in those I have known and I never want to see that happen to me.

I am a fast learner, however I don't learn by reading- I learn by doing. That's how I constructed my current desktop computer and I have other projects to work on that interest me.

I am empathic to a point, and I have been told that I feed from emotional energy, though the most toxic in my opinion is hatred or anger.

I have been severely injured in my life, twice actually. When I was only 15 years old I was hit by a car requiring surgery on my left knee. In 2009 I suffered severe injuries to my facial extremities, resulting in 75% of my face being broken. When I look at pictures from before the accident I can barely tell my nose or facial bones were broken though.

I registered as a Republican but I don't 'vote with my party'. If a Democratic candidate offers a better idea I will vote for them- if they fail I don't again though.

I do not trust easily, if at all because of being lied to from the point that I could understand up until now. I will not say who did so- please do not ask as your question will be ignored.

HONOR: I do not give this freely or if someone asks for it. If I do not consider you an honorable person I will not give it- demand it and I'll take it instead. It does not mean that I consider you without honor or even that I lack respect- I must know you to make such a judgment.

Now, for how I rate.

Here is the scale I go by:

0: I will not rate a blank space most times. Sorry but if I am going to rate I want to be rating the content. If I do it is a very low rating but changed when updates are done.

1-3: You left a sentence, are rather offensive or simply piss me off when reading your profile. Or, you're asking to be turned or trying to start fights with your rating comments. Have some sense, you don't leave a MySpace or Facebook blank... do ya?

4-8: You have a background and the font works well with it, which includes the color. If you're a PM your style sheet works well on the browser I'm using though if it doesn't I might try another browser.

9: Your profile is almost perfect, and everything works well together. If there's background music I liked what I heard or was able to mute. You put a lot of work into this but it's not quite perfect.

10: RARE from me now. You have to have an impressive profile for me to just drop a 10 on you, or you're one of 2: Coven/Alliance members or you're on my friends list. The highest is not and should not be automatic.

Here are the exceptions.

If you have nothing but pictures on your profile I will rate you a 1.

If you are pretending to be who are what you are not you get a 1.

Twilight annoys me, but I'm fair here. If it's all obsessing about the 'sparkling vampires' or werewolves and nothing about yourself you get a 1. Any of the retarded 'Team' shit gets you a 1 as well.

Ask to be turned and you get a 1. No one can be turned into a vampire with a bite, piercing the jugular vein and draining one's blood from it can KILL YOU.

Claim to be 1000 or more years old and I'll rate you a 1. No one lives that long, you're no exception.

Racist bullshit on your profile will get you a 1.If you rate back with a threatening comment I'll block you and report it to an admin. This is the 21st century, not the dark ages. That shit does not belong here or anywhere else. As I'm not an admin I cannot suspend for this but you WILL however be rated low.

Revenge rating gets you an automatic, not to mention permanent 1. I will not consider changing the rating score I gave you no matter how many times you ask or no matter how much it bothers you that I don't.

If you block me and we have never spoken you automatically get a 1 and your block returned, if I have rated you before or not.

I rate all permanently suspended profiles a 1. If banned you violated the rules and were punished by being kicked from the site permanently- what is left of you will not be treated kindly by me at all.

If you add me to your friends list or favorite journals list please tell me as I would like to quickly return the favor if you do. I can see who rates me and all the lists I'm on as a PM but it's just easier that way.

Lastly, I don't demand a 10 for this. Rate what you think is fair, not what I do. I don't 'rate what I get'.

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