My name is Amber, I often go by fallen, or Evinky.
I was asked not to quote the person that said this to me so I wont. But I will tell you what they said.
"Fulfillment of the dream destroys the dream...Hence, fallen dreams"
I am a quiet person that is often over looked, ignored and underappreciated. This is not something that suprises me or bothers me anymore. I wish I could sit here and rant and rave about how terrible my life has been, but whats the point? Why dwell on misery? I am a person that believes in being genuine. I say what I mean and mean what I say, and rarely if ever do I lie. I hate when people obsessively complain when their circumstances could be changed by their own actions. I am a fairly happy person that at times can be easily irritated.
I often have bouts of depression and anger, which aside from meds is taken care of by pampering my beautiful daughter, listening to some music or destroying something. Other than that I am a fairly goofy person. I notice things other people dont and find humour in the strangest of things. I randomly spout things from my mouth that seems to make everyone stop and stare at me like i'm retarded, but its all good, cause its a tension breaker. I tend to be the person that others can come to about their problems, I tell no secrets, and I dont judge (not often anyway).
I am a hands on person. I like to do things myself, and often have trouble understanding something until I do it myself. Which is also why I love to dis-assemble and re-assemble things.
I care very deeply about the people that are important to me. Even if they do their best to destroy me, it wont change the fact that I care for them. I think sometimes that is a curse...It makes me feel like a doormat emotionally, but its who I am.
I figure I will throw in the likes and hates thing, mainly because I have never had one on my profile; and I usually am willing to try nearly anything once.
LIKES:
The artist Gunther Von Hagens
Music, rain, the smell of wisteria and magnolia, the night, my daughter, a good piece of literature, clove cigarettes, aurora borealis, Ms. Ramirez's empanadas, pepsi, anime, photography, and dont get me started on cars...*drools* I love cars, muscle cars, old cars, drag races.
HATES:
Yellow font on a white background. Its great on black, stupid on white. Liars, users, abusers, people who wont say what they mean or mean what they say, people who say they are your friend for some alterior motive, pedophiles..(If you are one-do NOT speak to me. I have no qualms about clearing the earth of beings like that)
MY RATING SYSTEM:
It is pretty straightforward. If you make any sort of effort on your profile, and are active I will rate a 10. I am more than willing to help people level up here at VR. I also, typically add any person that I rate. Now if your profile shows a lack of effort or is created clearly for dating or sexual purposes I will rate lower based on just how bad it is. If you are being an a$$hole here at VR I will rate a 1.
MY COVEN
LET ME WARN YOU!!! I am prone to being nerdy, goofy, spontaneously perverted, extremely curious, highly and overly emotional and strange.
It's all a part of me. I really enjoy talking to people, and having intelligent conversations. I will ask you a million questions if you let me. Along with my oddness, I have a strange obsession with death. Death has never frightened me, only intrigued me. One day I hope that I can truly understand what death and the afterlife is.
As I said before, curiousity is something that comes natural to me. In fact, it is my one weakness. So, along with curiousity goes perversion....Its hard to keep the brain on a one way track when it has so many others to derail on.
I along with everyone else here am moved by music. It is a part of my soul and always will be. I like rock, techno, some r&b, and many other things. Sometimes I like to think that music could cure anything.
My Protectors
A COMPLETE LIST OF PROTECTORS IS IN MY JOURNAL.
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