Profile for LimitlessNikkie
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LimitlessNikkie
Bestial Spirit
A good girl knows her limits, A great girl know she has none.
Set at 08:25 on March 09 2010
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WHAT LIMITLESSNIKKIE IS DOING
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Quote: Life's journey is not to arive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways totally worn out shouting HOLY SHIT, what a ride!!!
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Welcome!!! Come in sit relax and let me tell you a little bit about myself.
I'm a wild, out of control, amazing girl. My philosiphy in life is to enjoy absolutly every moment and to never have regrets. I never want to look back at my life and go I should have said this or I wish I'd done that. If I want to do something, or say something I don't hold back. I live like there really is no tommarrow, I don't hold back and I don't waste my time.
    
My 'do before your die' list consists of a bunch of things to do that will probibly kill me lol, cliff diving, base jumping over a waterfall, cave diving, any extream sporting activity with a huge risk factor is on my list. I'm an adreniline junky, anything that makes my heart race and palms sweat sounds extreamly exciting to me. I also want to travel extensivly and see the world in all it's glory.
    
I've decided that I want to be a writer. I'm planning on taking literary classes to improve my writing style and learn more about the craft I love as well as literature in general. Other then writing I enjoy working with people and am currently trying to get a job as a waitress because it sounds like fun and when I help out at a friends family reasterant I had alot of fun.
    
Music is my passion I literally can't go a day without music and I feel naked if I don't have the weight of my ipod in my pocket and the headphone wire wrapped around my neck. I've been surrounded by music since the day I was born my grandpa is a struggling musician who makes his own instraments. In my life I've played the claranet, the flute, the piano and have sung. most of the instroments I only learned to play half way before kind of giving up on them but I've been singing for yours and am in love with it, I sing every day usually annoying everyone else in the house belting out random songs while showering, washing the dishes and playing online.
I love listening to all kinds of music but my go to music is rock or indie. At some point I'll add a list of everything on my ipod but for now some of my faves are: Fall Out Boy, Bullet For My Valentine, Paramore, Flyleaf, Nickelback, 3 Days Grace, My Chemical Romance, PANIC At The Disco, The Academy is..., The veronicas, Fall Out Boy, Boys like Girls, Everlast, All American Rejects, Boys like Girls, Bowling for Soup, Crossfade, Demi Lovato, Disturbed, Drowning Pool, everclear, Foo Fighters, Good Charlotte, Hey Monday, Incubus, Jimmy Eats World, Katy Perry, Linkin Park, Orianthi, Reliant K, Seether, Skye Sweetnam, The Hushsound, Treaty Of Paris, We The King and theres more just can't think of them now.
  
I love to read. I average 3 books a week. I read what I have avalible right now I'm working my way through my moms collection of romance books but I love those teen girls books like the ones written by meg cabot and sarah dessen. I know they are kinda juvinial but I just love them, they're like a hunderes times better then teen tv.
    
I play soccer all the time, I thrive on competition and since most people don't like when you argue with them for fun, or pick a fight when you bored (totally guilty of doing both of these things ;) its a great outlet for all that competitive energy. I also love to run the feel of the wind throw my hair is abslutly freeing, when ever I'm worried or stressed I grab my ipod turn it up to max and go for a run and it makes me feel better every time.
   
Aside from soccer, reading and music some of my other hobbies are baking. Have you ever watch one of those cake shows on the food network with the elaborite designed cakes that are more like a peice of art then acual food. yeah I watched one of those shows and said to myself 'hey I want to do that' and now it's one of my latest projects. but aside from the elaborite cake fatisies I like just to bake period, I can't cook but I can make a mean chocolate chip cookie lol.
I also do crafts; you know oragami, knitting, bead work, scrap booking, stuff like that. I like photography and acually though about being a photographer for a while but I grew out of the idea of being an artist after a while.I also dabble in painting as well as drawing though I'm really not good at it I just enjoy it.
    
My family is my world, I spend every weekend at my dads even though I'm way too old for sleep overs lol, so I can be with my 2 little sisters, Crystal 3 and Jewel 1. I also have a brother David age 17 and I spend a few days every week hanging out with him. I also have a few friends who are my family( love you Ricole and Katy). Basically I would protect them with my life, I feel sorry for people who hurt them because I'm not nice when I'm angry(you could make that arguement that I'm not really all that nice but that besides the point lol).
    
I grew up in a broken home but unlike many I don't blame anything on it. It made me into the person I am, it made me strong and able to handle things many people would have no idea how to handle. I wouldn't change a thing about my early life if I had the chance.
    
Everyone has scars but I wear mine proudly. There are three days that changed my life foever 8/24/93 the day my brothers dad was aressted for beating the crap out of my brother, mom, and I, 12/14/04 the day I tried to kill myself and woke up alive, and 4/27/07 the day I found out my sister crystal existed giving me a reson to not only exist but start living again. These days changed my life dramatically and changed the course of my life. I'm thankful for each of these three days.
    
I love every single moment in life because I know how close I was to dying. I'm not wasting my second chance. I love ever cayotic, horrible, insane, wonderful, amazing moment of it. I will never take a moment of it for granted again.
Because I'm a suicide survivor I'm also an advocate. I never got the help I needed so desporatly even after I ended up in the hospital. I was alone through everything and had to find a way back all on my own, I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I speak at schools and help council other kids my age, if you need to talk message me.
    
I am not the girl in the picture and you will never see a picture of me on this site. I refuse to be judged on my appearance. I have red hair, fair skin and green eyes thats all you ever need to know about what I look like. Please don't ask for a picture of me I will not give it to you. I made this desition because I hate how society judges people by their appearance and not for what they think.
  
People have asked so here it is, I'm single and not looking. I like my independance and my freedom. I'm also not interesting in cam to cam, RP, or getting on msn with you so forget it. I'm looking for friends thats it. But if you feel like annoying the crap out of me or getting yelled at message about that kind of thing, other wise don't.
   
Please don't bite me, I never know what to message back so usually end up not replying so if you acually want to talk to me please no biting!
    
Well theres your glimps into the complicated person that I am. I'm always looking for friends so don't hesitate to message me and please let me know if you add me. please remember to rate and leave a comment I love reading them.
    
I realize rating is an individual thing and we all rate diffrently so if you rate me below a 10 please tell me why so I can improve my site, a bad rating means nothing with no feed back.
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the rain
Windy days
Root Beer
Vanella Ice Cream
Mangos
The cold
Fresh mint
Snow
Honesty
Competitivness
Good Conve
Eye liner
Stilettos
Yellow
humitity
heat
Beef
Lavander
Grape soda
Wool anything
split ends
Pet hair
Favorite Song For The Day: GoodBye - Everlife
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Profile Created: Jun 28 2009
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Last on: September 7 2010 at 01:39 BST
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awesome profile good job..... 10
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03:43:28
Apr 15 2012
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"People think dreams aren't real because they aren't made of matter, of particles. Dreams are real. But they're made of viewpoints, of images, of memories and puns and lost hopes..." - Neil Gaiman
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Mar 20 2012
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