Profile for Nightshade
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Nightshade
Hellhound
Quote: Her blood coursed through my veins sweeter than life itself.
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Destiny, you are the oldest of The Endless, you are eternally chained to a book that holds the secrets of the universe. You are all business, never have time to even crack a smile, and always make sure you do not draw too much attention. You do not want people hunting after you!
Which Endless are you?
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Self-titled shepherds and guardians, Clan Ventrue wears the crown of leadership with head bowed and hand on heart. Their blood intermingled with everything from kings and lords top residents and corporate moguls, the cunning politics of this clan baffle outside (or "lesser") minds. Famously gallant and genteel, the grip of the clan reaches from world governments and business holdings down to individual souls held in bondage of blackmail or manipulation. The natural capacity for manuevering and manipulation is one for which members are normally selected, but this is always aided further by the unmathed, unnatural powers the clan wields over the hearts and minds of others. But with exquisite status come exquisite tastes, and a Ventrue must sometimes suffer for their refusal to drink any blood aside from the one sort he or she deems sweetest. This clan also holds the seat of leadership of the Camarilla, a vast vampiric sect devoted to hiding the species' existence from the eyes of humanity.
Which Vampire: The Masquerade clan do you belong in?
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How old are you?:
27
When is your Birthday?:
July 16
What is your zodiac sign?:
Cancer
Where were you born?:
Ohio
Where do you live now?:
Pennsylvania
What color are your eyes?:
Green
What color is your hair?:
Red
How tall are you?:
5’9’’
How much do you weigh?:
180lbs.
What is your worst fear?:
Being alone
Do you smoke?:
Yes
Do you drink?:
Yes, Guinness is good for you.
Do you cuss?:
Yes
Do you use drugs?:
Not any more
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?:
Yes, I am a drummer
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?:
I have two tattoos, and one piercing
Do you wear jewelry?:
Not any more
Do you have any self inflicted scars?:
Yes, I have a couple
Do you skateboard?:
I’m uncoordinated as hell
Do you study martial arts?:
Not really
Do you suffer from depression disorder?:
Sometimes
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?:
Yes
Do you take your anger out on other people?:
Everyday I work…
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?:
No
Do you watch wrestling?:
Sometimes
Do you watch pornography?:
No
Do you like biting?:
Yeah, just not very hard
Do you like candles?:
Yes
Do you like incense?:
Yeah, especially Sandalwood
Do you like to write poetry?:
No
Do you like to do your own photography?:
Does using disposable cameras count?
Do you like modeling and/or acting?:
No
Do you like to rave or go to clubs often?:
I used to
Do you go to many concerts?:
Yes, the best bands I have seen were Tool, Slipknot, and Ill Nino
Do you like meeting new people and hanging out?:
Yeah
Do you like your handwriting?:
Yes
Do you own a web cam?:
Yes
Do you own a thong?:
Hell no
Do you own a pair of converse?:
No, I wear flight deck boots
Do you own a pair of dickies?:
I think so
Do you like being around people?:
Yeah, as long as they are family or friends
Do you attend a church?:
Yes
Do you believe in god?:
Yes
Do you believe in vampires?:
Sure
Do you believe in witchcraft?:
Sure
Do you believe that you can be possessed?:
No
Do you believe in love?:
Yes
Do you believe in soul mates?:
Yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?:
Yeah
Do you believe in forgiveness?:
Yes
Do you wish on stars?:
No
Do you want to get married?:
Yes
Do you want to have kids?:
Yes
Do you believe you know the person you'll marry?:
Yes
Do you ever get off the damn computer?:
Only to sleep and work
Are you evil?:
Most of the time
Are you a paranoid?:
Not really
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?:
Yes
Are you a violent person?:
Hurt anyone I care about, and you will find out
Are you a virgin?:
Ummm…no
Are you kinky?:
It depends
Are you hyper active person?:
No
Are you religious?:
Yes
Have you or will you ever steal?:
I have
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?:
Hell no
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?:
Yes
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?:
No
Have you ever played a ouija board or used tarot cards?:
No
Have you ever had a song written about you?:
No
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?:
Anyway that was quick
Does pain turn you on?:
No
What is your favorite game?:
Board:
Monopoly
Cards:
Spades
Xbox:
Halo 2
RPG:
It’s a MMORPG but, World of Warcraft
What is your favorite movie?:
Original Sin
What is your favorite band?:
Tool
What is your favorite song?:
46&2
What is your favorite color?:
Red
What is your favorite food?:
Sushi
What is your favorite drink?:
Mountain Dew
What song makes you cry?:
“Zoe Jane” by Staind
What song makes you happy?:
“Figured you out” by Nickleback
What do you like to listen to before bed?:
Silence
What kind of cologne/perfume do you wear?:
Aqua Di Gio, by Armani
What kind of clothing are you wearing now?:
Jeans and a Guinness T-shirt
What is your job?:
Aviation Electronics Technician for the U.S. Navy, but only till March 11th
Which finger is your favorite?:
Both middle fingers
When did you last cry?:
Don’t remember
What kind of car you drive?:
'05 Dodge Neon
What subculture do you belong too?:
I hate labels
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?:
Someone else, if they hurt someone I care about
Would you rather be with friends or on a date?:
Be with friends
If you could have any animal as a pet what would it be?:
A lion, a giraffe or a monkey
3 cities you wouldn't mind re-locating to?:
Dublin, Tokyo, or Sydney but not in that order
Something you wish you could understand better?:
Women
Miss someone you haven't seen in a long time?:
Yes, very much
Are you a daredevil?:
No
Do looks matter?:
No
Ever liked someone you had no chance with?:
Yes
Ever lied to your best friend?:
No
Ever wanted to get revenge on someone b/c they hurt you?:
Wanted to, but didn’t
Cried over the opposite sex?:
Yes, and too often recently
Have a certain 'type' of person you go after?:
Yes
Rather be dumped or dumper?:
Neither
Rather have a relationship or a hook-up?:
A relationship.
Are you happy with yourself?:
Yeah
Are you happy with your life?:
Yeah
If you could change one thing what would it be?:
I would have better hearing
Forty-six & 2
My shadow's
Shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in
My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again.
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within
My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.
I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through.
I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.
See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me.
Schism
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing.
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication.
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication
The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it.
Finding beauty in the dissonance.
There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I've done the math enough to know the dangers of our second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication.
Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any
Sense of compassion
Between supposed lovers/brothers.
Vermilion
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever
Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)
She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in posession
She is home to me
I get nervous, perversed when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever
Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)
Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize
I won't let this build up inside of me (x4)
(Yeah!)
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self ablige
She is something in me, that I despise
I won't let this build up inside of me (x8)
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
Ω
What a skeletal wreck of man this is.
Translucent flesh and feeble bones,
the kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic domes.
Running rampid with free thought to free form, and the free and clear.
When the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a
laundry mat to sift and focus on the bigger, better, now.
We all have a little sin that needs venting,
virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems are ripped
from the branches of office, do you know where your post entails?
Do you serve a purpose, or purposely serve?
Wind down inside your atavistic allure, the value of a summer spent, and a winter earned.
For the rest of us, there is always Sunday.
The day of the week the reeks of rest, but all we do is catch our breath,
so we can wade naked in the bloody pool, and place our hand on the big, black book.
To watch the knives zigzag between our aching fingers.
A vacation is a countdown, T minus your life and counting,
time to drag your tongue across the sugar cube,
and hope you get a taste.
(What the fuck is all this for?
What the hell's going on? Shut up!)
I can go on and on but lets move on, shall we?
Say, your me, and I’m you, and they all watch the things we do,
and like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs,
haven’t felt like this in years.
The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse, let me go,
and punch me into the dead spot again.
That’s where you go when there’s no one else around,
it’s just you, and there was never anyone to begin with, now was there?
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with their thumb on the pulse,
and a finger on the trigger.
Classified my ass! That's a fucking secret, and you know it!
Government is another way to say better…than…you.
It’s like ice but no pick, a murder charge that won’t stick,
it’s like a whole other world where you can smell the food,
but you can’t touch the silverware.
Huh, what luck. Fascism you can vote for.
Humph, isn’t that sweet?
And we’re all gonna die some day, because that’s the American way,
and I’ve drunk too much, and said too little,
when your gaffer taped in the middle,
say a prayer, save face, get your self together and see what’s happening.
Shut up! Fuck you! Fuck you!
I’m sorry, I could go on and on but
its time to move on so, remember: you’re a wreck, an accident.
Forget the freak, your just nature.
Keep the gun oiled, and the temple cleaned, shit, snort,
and blaspheme, let the heads cool, and the engine run.
Because in the end, everything we do, is just everything we’ve done.
Not Falling.
Always, known in, all my time,
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and
just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me
I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I... I bleed the demons that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)
Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting, I don't need you, or anyone, but me, I'll just be, living
my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting
I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime, plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)
Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stond cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow
I'm fueled godless
Come play, come play
KILL
Just be, just be
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down (for me and no one else)
World So Cold.
When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world
This cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
burning whispers, Remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by
The cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold
Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or
Darkness, I've had enough
sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone
I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything
Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking
Slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything,
I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,
I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
I'm running away,
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(Fucking head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold.
Happy?
In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders
I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure centerizing
My life overturned
Unfair the despare
All these scars keep ripping open
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens
Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
(Are you)
HAPPY?
(Are you)
HAPPY?
Are you feeling happy?
In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release?
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?
Peel me from the skin
(Peel me from the skin)
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
(Tear me from the bone)
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost, left with nothing
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost, left with nothing
B.Y.O.B.
WHY DO THEY ALWAYS SEND THE POOR?!
My god is of bible blood with morbid eels
Victorious Victorious steel
can your spending kneel?
marching forward hypocritic
and hypnotic computers
you depend on our protection
yet you feed us lies from the tablecloth
la la la la la la la la la la
everybody is going to the party
have a real good time
dancing in the desert
blowing up the sunshine
kneeling roses
disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
breaking into Fort Knox
stealing our intentions
every city gripped in oil
crying freedom!
handed to obsoletion
still you feed us lies from the tablecloth
la la la la la la la la la la
everybody is going to the party
have a real good time
dancing in the desert
blowing up the sunshine
everybody is going to the party
have a real good time
dancing in the desert
blowing up the sunshine
blast off, it's party time
and we all live in a fascist nation
blast off, it's party time
and where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
kneeling roses
disappearing into Moses' dry mouth
breaking into Fort Knox
stealing our intentions
every city gripped in oil
crying freedom!
handed to obsoletion
still you feed us lies from the tablecloth
la la la la la la la la la la
everybody is going to the party
have a real good time
dancing in the desert
blowing up the sunshine
everybody is going to the party
have a real good time
dancing in the desert
blowing up the sun...
where the fuck are you?
Where the fuck are you?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why don't presidents fight the war?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why do they always send the poor?
Why...do...they always send the poor?
Why...do...they always send the poor?
Why...do...they always send the poor?
They always send the poor!
They always send the poor!.
Random Quotes:
Interview With the Vampire
Louis: Most of all I longed for death. I know that now. I invited it. A release from the pain of living. My invitation was open to anyone. To the whore at my side, to the pimp that followed. But it was a vampire that accepted.
Lestat: Your body's dying. Pay no attention.
Lestat: You are a vampire who never knew what life was until it ran out in a big gush over your lips.
Louis: I'm flesh and blood, but not human. I haven't been human for two hundred years.
Armand: The world changes, we do not, there lies the irony that finaly kills us.
Louis: How do we seem to you? Do you find us beautiful, magical? Our white skin, our fierce eyes? "Drink" you ask me, do you have any idea of the thing you will become?
Lestat: Evil is a point of view. God kills indiscriminately and so shall we. For no creatures under God are as we are, none so like him as ourselves.
Lestat: Evildoers are easier, and they taste better.
Claudia: It's time we were on our way. I'm hungry, and the city awaits.
Lestat: Don't be afraid. I'm going to give you the choice I never had.
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Merry Meet Nightshade, awesome profile. Thanks for sharing so much ^.^
Best wishes
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