Ahh well, visiters...
Welcome to my domicile....
WARNING!...
You must come out after dark or the dark will come out after you...
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First things first. My name is Rabynion, and I am NOT new here. Need I go any further?
Greetings. ~Bows~ You may enter. May I entice you with a glass of.......wine. Thank you for visiting. Please, take my hand. Allow me to guide you through these halls of mine, but before we begin, please take into consideration that I myself am made entirely of flaws stitched together with nothing but only the best of intentions.
Beware, these halls are full of illusions. Not everything is, as it seems. Enter at your own risk and discression. You Have Been Warned.
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I follow the concepts of "The Black Veil" composed by Michelle Belanger of House Kheperu and Father Todd of House Sahjaza, which states:
"We are about being different and accepting that difference as something that empowers us and makes us unique. We are about accepting the darkness within ourselves and embracing that darkness to make us whole beings. We are about celebrating the thresholds: body and spirit, pleasure and pain, death and life."
This, I believe.
~*A Piece of Me...*~
Watch your step, I havent cleaned up from my latest feeding as of yet. Forgive me.
~My Night Side~
I am vampyric in nature, day and night. I am sanguine vampyre and I hold tight to the darkness within me. I also hold within, and protect the immortal bloodline that flows freely throughout my veins. Along with many others, we are here for something great. We are coming together and will change this world for the better. For you, and for ourselves. This is what we are here for. It is our purpose to serve to better ourselves, and inturn, awaken the world around us.This is the time of awakening. For ourselves and this planet we inhabit.
The community is stronger, and is working harder than ever to attain a new, more focused vision on what it is that we have been brought here once again for. None of us have all of the answers as to why this is happening, but it is, and we all know that it is for the best. We will find each other. We will make the family whole once again. When the time comes to test our will, something very amazing will happen. Be it War, or Eternal Peace. We will only know when the time is right. Untill then we will continue our journey to regain our strength, and reunite our kin, and in time, Zhep'r will occure.
OUR WILL BE DONE!
Many Thanks To;
I am proud to say that I have the fortune of being watched after by The House of Noctem Aeternus, Thank you Lord Ryu, Lord Fios, MissanthropicBitch (Lady Falon), LadyBloodMoon, and Lady NyX. They have shown me how to reach down deep get in contact with my inner self.
My true,
Dark,
Animalistic,
Blood Thirsty, Primal, Raw, and Unbridaled Self.
If not for them, I would not have been able to find my path to immortal peace.
I can never thank you enough.
~Bows
I am a Solitary soul. I always feel most comfortable completely alone.
My nerves have gone numb, and I can feel no pain.
Even if I slit my wrists, it just feels all he same.
I do not play well with others.
I have tried time and time again to put faith and trust in people and every time I get bit. I chose to remain hidden. Faceless. A shadow walker. I do not feel comfortable in crowds. I have few friends in my day side life. This is not by choice, but the way it needs to be.
The Noctem Aeternus Charge:
We are the many-born, we are the Immortal,
Eternal we wander the aeons.
We are the gaurdians of our community laws.
We are active elements moving through passive worlds.
Endlessly we die and are reborn,
changed yet unchanging through the years.
We move from lifetime to lifetime,
To gaurd our way of life,
from those who would brake our laws, and do us harm.
We are Guardians
And we are Destroyers,
We stand at the beginning
And we stand at the end.
We are Eternal!
Ours is a journey toward understanding,
and our charge is to uphold our laws with honor.
We are the catalysts, and as we Awaken to our Selves,
we serve to Awaken the very world.
THE CREED Of Noctem Aeternus
I am a living Vampyre of Noctem Aeternus So We begin!
Truth is within my nightside, all I must do is listen to
myself for I am my own temple.
I Lead, Explore, Learn, Inspire, Honor and Enforce the laws of my community.
I acknowledge my dayside as the mundane side,
because I have to pay bill and live in thier world.
I acknowledge my nightside as my natural, primal, and
magickal self.
I uphold and respect the Black Veil, the Noctem Aeternus
& Septem Civis Covenant, the foundation of ethics of our Community.
I acknowledge that I am at the top of the food chain,
however, respect the chain I am on.
I worship those who give me their most precious gift.
The gift of them selves.
The Blood is the Life.
Noctem Aeternus is my chosen Family, I honor our path and traditions.
Therefore, I Live to uphold our laws and the Laws of the Community.
For I am a Vampyre of Noctem Aeternus.
So We Begin!
HAIL ELORATH!!!
HAIL NOCTEM AETERNUS!!!!
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~My Day Side~
I am a Virgo.
I was born into this cycle on September 11th, so many years ago.
I work at a local animal shelter where I perform duties as a Kennel Tech/Animal Care Consultant for now. I have recently landed a job that I have been working on getting for the last three years. I am also soon to be a Private First Class Marine. (Support the troops)
Semper Fi, sometimes the hardest things, and the right things, are the same things.
All gave some, but some gave all. I thank you Soldier.
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I recieved my 1st Degree Black Belt at the age of 9 years old while under the instruction of Ms. Chris Anderson and Mr. Jack Wenenn. I then joined the Black Belt Club and began assisting them in the teachings of adult classes which included my but not only, mother, older sister, and older ex-brother-in-law . I traveled the states competing in many different tournaments and brought home many trophies and medals for my school. I was also personally recognised by Grand Master H.U. Lee (Good Lord rest his soul) for my hard work and Dedication to Excellence within the organization.
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I have traveled far and wide competing on a world class level with multiple different percussion enselmbles. I have performed in front of an average of anywhere from 60,000 people to sometimes 80,000 people a night, every night, all summer in the DCI (Drum Corps International) summer time Circuit. In 2004 with The Americano's Drum and Bugle Corps, 2005 with Phantom Regiment Drum and Bugle Corps, 2006 with The Bluecoats Drum and Bugle Corps, and I aged out in Pasodena Ca. in 2007 with The Colts Drum and Bugle Corps.
Drum Corps. Where tossing babies and melting faces happens.
(WGI World Championships 2007, Nutter Center Dayton, Ohio)
I also performed from 2004-2007 in the WGI winter time Circuit with Gateway Indoor World Class Winter Percussion Ensemble.
In my spare time I enjoy composing book (show music,) warmups, and cadances, giving personal and group lessons to prospective/current drum line candidates/members, as well as teching many high school drum lines in my local area at rehearsals and on the road at distant competitions. Funny thing is...
...I'm a rudimental percussionist. Meaning I'm a drum line enthusiest. Place me in front of a drumset and I'm completely lost. No joke. If you wish to find out more about what I do, I you can find all you want to know by going to Youtube and typing in:
DCI on ESPN
(this will explain to you all about DCI)
as well as
DCI Athletes
(This will show you first hand what i go through to play my particular instrument.)
* YOU CAN NOW FIND MORE INFORMATION ON WGI AND DCI AMONG OTHER ASPECTS OF ME IN THE HALL OF PHOTOS (Portfolio), WHICH WILL LEAD YOU TO SCRIPT HALL (Journal), FOR EVEN MORE LOVELY READING ON DCI AND WGI. *
If you would like to see me drumming personally, message me and I will tell you where to go to see.
Music has, and will always be my first love. I have lost a few great relationships do to where my percussive capabilities have taken me. I do believe that the right women for me will understand and support this whole heartedly, and if I find her, this will just be one of the many small reasons I will care for her and love her so much.
I graduated from Jefferson City High School in Jefferson City, Missouri in 2004 on the B Honor Roll and with a Perfect Attendance Record my sophomore and junior year.
I am currently not taking part in any higher education, but when I'm finished with my tours and military services, I do plan to use the G.I. Bill to go to Veteranarian School.
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I came up in a broken home. A poor home. But a home indeed.
My mother is the only reason I walk this Earth with a beating heart. She made me what I am today. I credit all of my accomplishments to her. She is my muse, my role model. and my hero. She did everything in her power, on her own, and by herself, to make sure that I had what I needed to get by safely and happily. Yes, I am a momma's boy and proud of it. I love you momma.
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I am here to meet others with like minds. I am here to seek knowledge of my night side, and primal nature. My real self. I seek family, I seek mentorship, I seek knowledge of myself. I am not here to find a relationship, though I am very much so, well known to flirt.
Im 24 years of age in mundane years. I grew up in the buckle of the bible belt. Not the place for me. If I had the choice I would have been out of here a looong time ago.
Pipe Dreams
One thing that I've done in my life that If I could turn into my life, would be costal living. Im not one that needs tall corperate buildings all around me, I dont need the top of the line fashion wardrobe in my closet, or the biggest house, phatest back account, or fastest car. A place to put my blazing heart and weary soul that is stressless, drama free, tranquil, and natural. A nice little bungalo right off shore, amongst a few others, or on its own is all I ask for. A bike, or longboard skateboard, and my surf board. Id be copacetic. I house a Jaded heart, and I am a kind, and tender soul. Doesnt take much to make me happy.
I think its the ocean that Im a sucker for. When on the water, its just you, and your thoughts, yet, simply place your face through the glaze that is the surface of the liquid land your treading on, and you will find a place where you cannot be bothered by any other body. The surf, the sand, the sweet and sour seaweed scent in the air, and the sunrise/set. The cleansing water slick across your skin as you paddle out. All that is, is you, and the glass beneath you. Your thoughts could be screamed at the top of your lungs with no worries.
Tubes, rails, slices, bruhs, betties, bon fires, beers, positive vibes, laughs, love, and a yearning for pure bliss. Contentment. Satisfaction. Relaxation. Good friends. Good times. This is where its at, where I Dream to be. Soon enough, you'll see, and you'll fall, all over again, in love with me.
~~~Likes~~~
Music Performance
Music Composition
Music
Family
Friends
Sports
Work
Money
Occult
Biking
Reading
Writing
Poetry
Cooking
VR
Food
Physical Health
Animals-Dogs in particular
Photography
Movies-Interview with a Vampire-Fave of all time
Surfing
Camping
Bon Fires
Partying
Tattoos-2 going on a billion
Piercings-1 maybe more in the future
Scarifications-want one
Magick
Ritual
Meditation
Energy work
~~~Dislikes~~~
Liars
Cheaters
Thieves
Those who always have to one up you
Know it alls
Euthinasia
Fighting
War
My Hair
Poverty
Dog Fighting-any/all animal fighting for that matter.
Cybering (I will not fuck somebody by way of typing on a keyboard!)
*UNDER CONSTRUCTION*
~*My Rating System*~
Fair warning, If you do not like your rating and chose to rate me low simply out of retaliation, you WILL be blocked. NO ACCEPTIONS!!! Your a Fucking loser that does not know how to control your emotions. You've gone from tripping to a full vacation. You've sprung a leak in your dingy and you obviously have splinters in the windmill that is your mind. You have a six inch layer of dumb on yourself that needs to be shaken off, and fyi, if you act this childish in real life, somebody will eventually go 9/11 upside your head so if you continue, just be prepared. I suggest going out and purchasing a helmet. Get a grip on youself and GROW UP!
I am actually very fair and giving. This is how I rate, take it or leave it. Though I suggest you take it. It may be the best implemented rating system you could come across. If you wish to know why I rated you in the manner that I did feel free to ask, and I will gladly tell you. Correct your errors and I will happily rerate accordingly. If not, forever hold you peace.
I don't use numbers 2-8.
1)
If there is no substance to your profile. If its completely blank and your getting good ratings, its probably from the opposite sex of yourself and ur probably ok looking. Well guess what...Looks only get you so far in life. Eventually someone will come along, strike you down and tell you how it is. Im that person. Suck it.
9)
You have a pretty decent profile but you have a few pictures that are not showing through do to the no longer active account that you pulled it from off of photobucket or whatever other image site you use.
10)
Simple, Rate me a 10 and you will recieve one in return. If you have not yet rated me and you recieve a 10 from me, you have a great profile. Congrats! It doesnt take much to have a profile deserving of a 10 from me. Taste, Tact, substance, and no errors. Sound easy enough? Thought so.
Again, let me reiterate. If you do not agree with my rating, ask me why I rated you what I did and I will tell you. Correct it, let me know, and I will graciously rerate with the proper rating according to my scale. Thank you come again.
~Living Loud~
Live with intention.
Run to the edge.
Listen hard.
Practice wellness.
Play with abandon.
Laugh.
Chose with no regrets.
Continue to learn.
Appreciate your friends.
Do what you love.
Live as if this is all there is.
You'll never regret it.
You'll never be happier.
Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves. WS
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Spit take.......
"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.".....funny thing....I used to work as a manager at Hollister Co. and I still believe this....
"Sonnets"
O that you were yourself; but, love, you are no longer yours than you yourself live: Against this coming end you should prepare, And your sweet semblance to some other give. So should that beauty which you hold in lease find no determination.
~Shakespeare~
Making Wise Decisions
It is better to have soup with someone you love than to have steak with someone you hate.
IS IT?
Is all that we see or seem but a dream within a dream?
~Edgar Alan Poe~
I did never know so full a voice
issue from so empty a heart: but
the saying is true 'The empty
vessel makes the greatest
sound'.
WS
We all have a dark side. Some more prevalent than others. If only we chose to view this ominous beast that we all hold within ourselves more often.
There is no good without evil. After focusing on what is right for so long, it is now time to release your fears, expose your soul, and DANCE WITH THE DEVIL.
I hope you enjoy your time spent, because you will never be the same again.
If you do this you'll never get a chance to try again,
If you do this, you'll never get a chance to try.........
My Coven
My Mentorship
My Alliance
Never Give Up
Never Give Up, for if you stick it out, through all the pain, turture, hell, and termoil, something truly magnificent can arise from your heart.
From The Heart
Im glad I came to this life. Honestly, I don't know what took me so long. I guess it took individuals like us and our life stories to make it special to me. To make it personal. So many of the good times traveling this world relate directly to finding a similar face to associate with your destination. With the people you meet and the memories who keep with you forever. The best times are when its impossible to be sinical about anything. When you find yourself letting go of the past, and preconceptions, and viewing yourself in your basic nature, the snarkyness of suspicion, the irony and doubt disappear. At least for a time. When for a few moments or a lifetime, you change. Sometimes something in you just needs to be kicked loose from its shell. But thourh pure gyle and persistance and a fervent beliefe in something as fundimental as your family, or your country, and their enharent goodness, someone pulls you out of yourself. A close friend of mine, did that for me.
A Vampire's Prayer
I pray to thee so I may sleep
In hopes the sun shall never rise in my defeat
In hell we reign and in heaven we cry
But until we burn we shall not die
Now lay down low so I may drink,
My soul forever yours to keep.
If you wish to add me as a friend please let me know your doing so.
Thank you all for your fair ratings
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