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My given name is Joshua, but most people know me as Nowhere. I'm 27, I live in Oregon and most of my time is consumed by internally asking and answering questions about the world inside of my own head...which upon reading does sound a bit schizophrenic.

I don't really subscribe to any "ism's", but Satanism is the only organized belief structure that truly makes any sense to me. Possibly because as a very co-dependent little boy and young man I spent the majority of my time trying to please others and not paying much attention to the fact that I had gotten used to sacrificing my own feelings and aspirations so that others around me might achieve a higher sense of comfort.

My mother had a stroke on January 1 of 2013, and she currently is still in the hospital. My mother and I are very close so when she lost the use of her legs it was the straw that broke the camels back, so to speak, in regards to any validity of their being an all knowing, all loving god. FUCK your prayers, FUCK your bible, and most of all, FUCK what you believe in. It will be a day of rejoicing when all the churches of the world are incinerated and left as ashes upon the ground...

I love music...I write it, I play it, I live for it. My tastes vary immensely as I have a huge addiction to underground hip hop as well as black metal, death metal, and metalcore. I also have room in my musical taste for at least a little bit of everything in between. Everything from Atmosphere to Zakk Wylde. If I could put my favorite tracks into a syringe and inject them, I would.

Which reminds me; I'm a recovering Meth and Heroin addict with over a year clean and sober. There's no shame in my game, it is what it is and I am what I am.

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