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Ey yo WTF?!
02:47 Jul 14 2021
Times Read: 364

How the FUCK you gonna be a known cheater.. A liar.. Fuck over LITERALLY EVERY PERSON YOU EVER BEEN WITH OVER... Reach out to the ONE FUCKIN PERSON you should PROBABLY BE AFRAID OF among your list... And have the gall to start bawling over being cheated on...?

BITCH DID YOU FORGET... who you ARE.. And who I AM...?

COMMENTS

HRHPrincessIrisOfEngland
15:11 Jul 15 2021

Who you talking about

Florescence
00:57 Jul 23 2021

Yeah who :D

AgelessNightmare
02:24 Jul 23 2021

An Ex, Florescence. Nothing to do with anybody here. Just a vent lol

Remnant.
00:09 Jul 11 2021
Times Read: 421

It's been a ride, being in this place. Been a trip watching time pass so fast in my eyes, I still remember everything as though it all happened last week. Perhaps this is why I'm always tired. Why it seems as though I am hopeless or stuck.

Years pass like days to me, making things seem so fast pace. All of my peers.. Always in such a hurry to move on or grow old. To spawn another generation despite the wretched state of this world, not knowing what they will leave to them..

Peers.. Shall I call them such in earnest? They never considered me one of their own.. For some reason or another... Looks, style, interests, some arbitrary sense of status created among themselves, ANY reason really..

I do wonder if they even remember my face.. My name.. The life story we all wrote together.. The pivotal roads I walked down as they closed certain ones to me.. Whether or not they think of me and what happened.. Or perhaps what could have been..

Or were they too much in a hurry with life.. Rushing on past whilst I remain to figure out my life and how it will be.. Watching from a distance in the gray mist of memory.. As nothing more than a snapshot of their train wreck of a film..

Seeing me pass them by.. Still the same.. Still unchanging as far as they know.. As not...

But a Remnant..

COMMENTS

Toxicbite29
08:25 Oct 07 2021

That is deep and soulful.

Interesting..
03:47 Jul 10 2021
Times Read: 445

So.. The limitation chart states that a level 10 shadow may message without limits.. I am now a level 13 vexer... and apparently have reached my message limit for today... (40 per 24 hrs)... this message has shown up 6 times today, and I'm able to talk to a couple of people on and off..

I am confused as to why. Is there a cycle I need to wait for?

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Devils Advocate Vol.1
10:59 Jul 08 2021
Times Read: 497

Let's say you were given a one time choice..

You can extinguish 1 LIFE.. from history altogether.. who would it be? A historical figure? A tyrant? A liberator? A leader? A dictator? ANYBODY in the history books? Anybody that SHOULD be in history books and is NOT?

Or would you serve yourself? Maybe take out the absolute worst person in YOUR life? A personal enemy? Spare yourself a tragedy by extinguishing the cause? Give someone who got off too easy a well deserved death sentence?

But before you answer that, I ask you to think about this..

Say you did opt for the former..

Why..? Humanity wont allow good to thrive in the end.. someone will always take what is, and twist it into a nightmare for everyone else.. it's our way.. peace and love is an awesome idea and all but.. it will never last..

So why not make life just the slightest bit more bearable for yourself? After all..

Can you really say even half the people you potentially save would do the same for you..?