I thought of going to the cinemas to catch Kong and Godzilla... but I am not. Imma wait till there is a legit horror movie showing.
It has been nearly 4 months since I carried out a ritual. The last cleansing ritual I had done was sometime towards the end of last year. I just haven't found a place to call it a sacred place. I mean, yeah, if I had my own garden, I'd prolly be traipsing around happily, conducting rituals every damn day. I am a Luciferic Vampire Priestess and it unsettles my soul and inner rebel to go without rituals.
'Tis time.
I so badly needed a tattoo, that I had called and fixed an appointment with my tattoo artist, only to splurge whatever cash I had left on prayer, household, food and drinks items. Tattoos will just have to wait for now, I guess.
Damn, why am I not allowed to have any fun, huh?
Never show people that you are happy. They have itchy buttocks.
Now I know why my mother rarely ventures outside the home. I have not gone out in a while, now. I see dumbass people and it scares me, tbh.
I just made 3 separate online orders for simple food and drink items.
And college starts on the 5th. I have always been a loner... I am the happiest, alone, doing my own thing.
Now, shit hits the fan, and I just feel like there are creepy crawlies scurrying about, under my skin, and there is not a damn thing I can do, but, suffer through it all.
Man, I hate it.
Why can't the masses accept that I don't belong to them? Have they ever heard of individuality? And yes, this is a sub-culture...
Why should I apologise for my pain? My pain is my own.
I don't answer to anyone.
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be you.
my pain feeds me
I'm the center of attention my rules my way my life.
don't let them asshats get to you.
omg. it's fizbop
is it?
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Fizbop
18:02 Mar 29 2021
let me know if that ever happens til then GODZILLA rawr!