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all net problems seem to be sorted hoorah!



anyways, I can't say this past week as been one of my better ones... hopefully from tonight onward it'll have improved greatly

grr...stupid isp, nothing seems to work lately

remember, you're uniqe! ..just like everybody else

hmm.. well, the sooner we get rid of this new graveyarder the better.. the idiot dosn't seem to have had an intelligent thought in his life.. he's telling people how much he has in his till while telling them he can't give cash out.. now this little problem is compounded by the amount he keeps.. almost thrice the amount he should have ever ..this is not a good thing.. in fact while I don't give a damned if he gets shot, this is also putting me in unnessessary greater risk, I don't get paid enough for this..I've even offered to cover his shifts (which mean a 7 night working week for a little while).. if they get rid of him earlier then they plan to, since they still have to train up his replacement

hmmm... seems I maybe up for a promotion of sorts.. the title of 'head graveyarder' for the 4 sites since the previous one left... basically means I get stuck with fixing everyone else stuffups

..at least it'll look good on my CV*













*Curriculum Vitae

or for you americans wondering what that is you'd proiblby call it call a Resume'

it seems everythings back to normal fortunately, despite myself... I so need a vacation from my mind

I seem to have an inane ability to make things worse while trying to make them better.. I wish i could let things alone to sort be sorted out without my help, but that just dosn't seem to the case



so hopefully despite myself all is forgiven and back to the way they were

I believe I hurt someone very dear to my heart today, I had no idea how untill I'd gone over the case, unfortunately I'd realized it after they'd already left and so could not appologize for it then and there..



ofcourse, now i'd done something I'd said to myself i would never do and written an email to them which to me borders on begging forgiveness..



I just hope I haven't made things worse

my thoughts of late, rewrite my profile.. hmm, haven't decided on this but who knows.. been trying to get hold of an old friend Abbaddon, as far as I know she's still in wellington though havn't heard from her in a considerable amount of time.. music..I need a new cd..maybe get system of a downs' latest



I need to sort out getting some paints sometime soon, hehe I'm just being lazy of late