I got two wins and two losses
With my goblin deck
Got a foul oblirate lol
Then later that night
I played in the prerelease for war of the spark
It was a sealed tourney
It was 3 rounds
I lost 1 and won 2
I won 3 packs for.my sponser
I was playing a red blue black deck
I chose that color scheme because it provided me with the best bombs and removal lol
I played my friends mono blue tempo deckthere was 4 rounds
I lost 1 and won 3
I got 3rd place of 15 people
I topped lol
So there is a woman i will refrain from naming that i just realized i am In love with.
I am going to keep her identy to myself
For the sad and honest truth is that i am dying and if i was to be lucky wnough for her to feel the same way(which she does not) is that i will spare her any kind of pain i can.
I made peace with the fact im gonna die alone
But still i felt like i had to get this off my chest and vampire raves seems like the safest place to do it
I am tired and i no longer want to cause any more pain....
Just realizing the truth....
I dont know where im going yet but i just have to leave.
So i just got to hear her voice
Thank you god for showing me for what heaven sounds like......
So on 4/12/2019
I went to fnm
It was 4 rounds
I won 2
I played mono red goblins
I lost my first round due to not showing up in time
I did some errands for my brother lol
And i lost my 3rd round becuase i was stuck on 2 lands both games lol
Next time im at the tourney
Im hoona add goblin gatherings to my deck and see how that does lol
because I'm trying to get saving for housing for the month of April I'm pretty much just going to stay home until I can get into housing hopefully it will save me some money and I'll get back on track next month