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I know we are ultimately responsible for our own behavior. I do feel like if we hang around others that they can influence us in good or bad ways.
I have felt a lot better recently not allowing certain people access in my life.
I haven’t told them how I feel about their presence in my life but I have been much calmer not having to deal with them.
I know it sounds mean to say that but being around people is so draining and exhausting to me. I used to hate being alone but over the past year or two I have actually preferred it much more.

So I just stretched my non bitch ear up to 9 mm. It didn’t hurt at all.
My bitch ear well who knows when she’ll be ready not to mention she is a week behind in healing so I’m just gonna let her go a bit longer. She is at about an 8.30 mm because the stone plugs I got measured slightly bigger than 8 mm which can be the case with stone and glass plugs. So I’m slightly closer to my goal size of 10 mm.

It’s going to take years if not decades to fix four years of fuck ups. 🤦🏻‍♀️
I feel like we are moving back into the dark ages again.
Our country was founded on immigration how the fuck you going to ruin that for the greater good? I understand that it’s to protect from terrorists that are in this country but there has to be another way to do that without screwing over good people who are just trying to make a better life for themselves. You just can’t throw up your hands and say not my problem. What’s turning a blind eye going to do? Their country their problem…When did we stop helping others? Of course it seemed times were a lot different then. It just feels like a bad long rerun of The Apprentice. I hated that show so much. Can someone just please fire him?

Trying to not think about it. Trying not to think about how the next four years are going to pan out.
I just hope we don’t have another pandemic. I don’t think I could take it again. I feel like I’m just now starting to heal from how traumatizing it was.

I’m now a 8 mm and I ordered a 9 mm and 10 mm. I feel like 10 mm is my goal size but I may decide to stretch up more but not for a while. Will probably take a few months or more for the next two sizes.