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3 entries this month
 

It begins.

02:30 May 31 2023
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So, it begins.
Tomorrow.. I get to finally make a
Small change into everyday life,
For 2 weeks or longer.

I get to house-sit.
A really nice house, too.
And it's just a 10min walk away.
So, i can go between my house and
There house to take care of all
Chores, animals and gardens.

They filled up the fridge and told me,
I could eat anything out of it.
And watch hulu, netflix, and Disney.

It's gonna be nice.
Don't like my house, I'll just go
To another. Lol.


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Realization.

02:44 May 29 2023
Times Read: 134


I have had this realization, that my life has
Almost NO meaning anymore.
I have Very Little left to wake up for anymore.

Family being all gone, i am the last of
My bloodline. No joke.. I am the last one.
Family told me this long ago, and it has
Come true.

I know I can do things with my abilities
And art.. but.. there is no purpose to
Do these things anymore.

I'm to the point now, that I am getting too
Old to do the things I love anymore..
No one to enjoy anything with.
I'm tired, sick, and exhausted with trying
To make a life when I don't feel alive.

I wake up to my fur babies, and to get
Chores done. And even that, is almost
Not enough to get out of bed.

I used to have so much hope and so many
Dreams and ambitions.

Almost meaningless to wake up.
My life still has too many questions,
But.. too exhausted by pain and depression
That.. I no longer care.

I almost got nothing left.
To make changes, I'd need money,
Good transportation, a will to do it,
A muse, and trust in humanity.. And
I got none of that.

Even the quest to FinD myself has ended.
And the meaning to what I am.


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ReaperSoulMate
ReaperSoulMate
08:30 May 29 2023

Sounds like you can use a friend.





 

Randomness.

09:08 May 22 2023
Times Read: 162


Hello!
Not shure how everyone is.
I'm shure y'all got loads of things
To do, when summer is so near.

Me?
Well.. My gardens are all done.
And the seeds I planted are all
Coming up and looking healthy.
Though..
I had a hard fall in my garden.
Tropes over the stool and fell
On my back.
My Siberian husky, ran over to me
And lifted me up with her neck..
And then let me climb on her to
Get up.
I think I panicked her.
As i got up, she did a happy dance
And did Zoomies.
Now my right leg pinches and throbs
Every night so-far for a week.
It hasent gotten better yet.

Oh,
By the way...
Face-book.. kicked me off for a month.
All because, i was telling someone on
How to defend themself from an
Intruder. FB.. stated that I was
Promoting violence, and battery.
So, they gave me 24 hours to save my
Stuff, and blocked me for 26 days.
I think,
Standards have changed, cause I
Never gotten this for something so
Simply stupid.
I think.. I might stay away longer.
Might be good for me.

Everything seems to be ok, all
Except for my leg.

I finally..after like 7 months, got my
Tests back from my doc, when I
Took tests on how my mind is
And body.
They said something I never been
Told. They said.. They concluded that
I got PTSD.. from past experiences
In my life.
Dunno how they came up with that.
I guess, explains a little on things.
But,
Really.. They just told me everything
I already knew. Just glad it's all now
On files.
And no one can say, I'm making stuff up.

Been experiencing alot of strange
Energies around my home.
Alot of shadows and noises.
Not like ever before.
My cats are getting more paranoid..
As helicopters, Blackhawks, and
Planes been riding low over my home..
And took a mini vid, of an kitchen item
I had, duplicating right in front of me.
People linked me to other vids of
This happening.
I'm not the only one.
Probly.. gov.. doing something near...
Why all the helicopters too.
Freaked me out, just sad it wasent
Money being duplicated.
Lol

I take The Strange.. with pride.

Well..
If anything else.. I'll be back.
Night.


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