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Random news in my life so-far.



I noticed by our town hall in

Town.. right outside sat Two

Church podiums. They were out

All winter and in the rain.

I asked about them, and I was

Told this..

"Oh.. we are going to burn them,

But If you want them, take them."

And,

I was like O.O ooo..yo.

They are still very sturdy..

So I took them both.



Inside lays shelves and the tops

Are facing forwards a bit,

With hard wood.

I decided since I don't have

An kitchen island..

One of these will be one,

And I can store stuff in it.



The other one...

Well.. I laied it down facing

Up.. and since I lack furniture..

It makes a good sturdy

Coffee table.



I'm gonna paint them in the

Summer. It's gonna be very cool.



Next,

Gonna get my indoor plants

Some fresh dirt, with somthing

In it, to make shure I dont

Get thoes aphids, or gnats.

And,

Get tomatoe plants..

And wild flower mixes.



I can seem to find chia seeds,

Anyplace. I wanna go some cool

Projects with thoes.



This Sunday the town is having

A baking contest with just cakes.

I know people get hungry,

And we can't just eat cake,

I stated that I'll bring BBQ

Chicken and side dishes.

And after judging we will

Play bingo.



This world has changed alot too.

Nothing is the same anymore,

And none of it is good.

Even the people in town

Are having trouble.

With, health,money,sanity,

Transportation, and food.

We

Had a food drive today in town.

But way less food this time.

They said that over 90

People from all towns were

Lined up for the food drive.

Each town had about 20

Families to feed.

That's alot of hungry people.



This summer,

I'm gonna plant pumpkins and

Potatoes outside.

Bugs and deer don't seem to

Like them. So it's good

To grown.



Been hard to sell anything

Online. I craft and sell

Things I dont need anymore.

But,

Too many scammers and just

Plain crazy people are online.

Or people that don't know how

Sales work.

If I sell somthing for 80$

Don't ask me to sell it to

You for 5$. That's crazy.

Boy-howdy I get some strange

People on online market

Places. I think humanity has

Lost reality and common sense.



I think I have an ear infection

In my left ear. Strange thing

Is.. that I can hear perfectly

Fine, but when I open my jaw,

My hear has a hallow scraping

Popping sound. Like I'm

Underwater with fireworks.

Not shure if I should see a

Doc, or wait.



I still got like.. 5 pumpkins

From halloween. 1 giant orange,

2 smaller orange, and 2 small

Albino ones.

Really pays off,

To not carve a few and let

Them sit inside, to

Appreciate these beauties.



Took my husky pup, to the giant

River that runs threw valleys,

Here. Looks like somthing from

Jurassic park. The water has

Never been so low.

I think.. the river is gonna

Dry up in the next 7 to 8

Years.

Sad, because the rivers protect

Us from fires that rage threw

The mountains almost every

Summer.



Well,
Guess that's about it for now.

Got alot of stuff on my mind.

More then you'll ever want

Me to write about.



Being an adult is super complicated.

Wish, schools tought children

Correctly.

Like all the basics they don't

Teach you.

Like child care, jobs, banking,

How to care for a home, or how

To buy a home.. or car. How to

Shop smart, and everything needed

To know about cooking and health.

If would have

Rather learned all of that,

And not about dead presidents,

Or math that I'll only need

To know if I'm a space expert.

Lol.



Life is hard being on your own.

All.... alone.

How lucky am i, to be walking to the
Post office in the middle of the night,
And find...
A box of FREE Vampire movies, sitting
There with a note saying...
"Free..Please Take Them."

Had to have been 9 vampire movies.
I took True blood seasons 1,2,3,4.
And one called Hunger, and vampire
Diaries, also a black and white one
I never seen before... I forgot the
Title.
All of them..
Were still wrapped as well.

No one in town knows who did this.
Not even the post lady.

I know dreams are dreams,
But when does a dream stop
Becoming a dream?!

Lately..
In the past year..
I been dreaming of other lives
Or ultra verses of my other lives
Within other realities.
So.
Let me explain.
I would dream that.. Me.. myself,
Within another ultra verse or
Reality.. but, i felt it all as-if it was
ME in this reality.

Like..
In a different house or place.
Or I can look different.. and feel
As if that body is my body..NoW.
I see what I do in thoes lives..
Then wake up disoriented..... and
Kinda scared that I'm not in my
Reality anymore untill I open my
Eyes and are fully awake.
Then sigh with a relief.
Because.. some of these dreams..
I'm not in a good place.

Even within these dreams..
In other realities.. I'm looking
For my dog and cat.. panicking that
In this reality,
They don't exsist.

But each time.. good or bad..
I wake up confused ,disoriented ,
And scared that I might be stuck
There or might not wake up
Correctly.

I had some really bad ones.
I would wake up crying.
Some scary ones... and I wake up
Panicking.
And a few good ones, that even
Though they were good.. I still
Like being here in this reality.

I dream these at least once a week.

Does this mean anything.?
Am I transcending in any-way?
Or am i having ..wake.. dreams?

It's hard to ignore.

I wonder if I'm alone in this.

But it's good to see some
Family back still alive.. even though
I wake up and they are gone again.

The scary ones..
Phewww..
I get weak and tired all day from it.

COMMENTS

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ReaperSoulMate
08:32 Mar 15 2022

you're not alone I got answers if you're interested.

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Sorvena
23:24 Mar 15 2022

Sounds like past life memories and that doesn’t stop here on planet earth. There’s other realms and dimensions as well. If that’s not it, then maybe look into a hypnotist for answers because my youngest son has had 4 past life memories and generally nightmares are very common among those that have memories.

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DragonDracoDraconis
23:57 Mar 15 2022

I know I've had one past life. I remember is really well. Though, i always thought, maybe I only had that one and no more. I can't afford hypnotherapy. And in montana, you can't find any specialists. Can't meditate worth crap either.

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