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I will search for them, although I do believe I am succumbing to the light. Until next we meet...

He tends to get irritable and becomes his old asshole self. That was not very nice for a sibling. He almost is as powerful as I am...
On a quick note, forgive my spelling, my pinky has been removed. By my brother of course, AND, i have deleted my new found account. So. this site here has no worries... Now, thee followers of that account may know me here.
Forgive me, I am recovering from a wound only a sibling can give.... Deep. Painful. Emotional.
Sweet Dreams...

I've been to the edge... Man I stood and looked down.. You know I've lost a lot of friends there baby, I've got no time to mess around...

Thee worst and thee best... I,m not sure what night ths is. Last i remember is fighting wit.... YWS!!! My brother!!! Lots of blood lost. Everything hurts... Hahahaha, only my brother...
And then, that fool, awakes, and dose not remember anythhing. Thatts my fault. I rescue him!!! Fuckin family!!! He , like any other young siblng, has no idea what he has done, only because I tore him down! That fool! And so, offf into the night he goes, like we used to party, I suppose that is my fault as well.. Just bailing him out, although i dont think he would like me if I told him thee truth, he may want to fight me again, hahahahahahaaa. And so the world turns.. I nee to feed more...
I am old, I am in pain, I have to explain it to our father when he goes crying to him... Fuckin family. Although, they are all we have, dont you ever let that go..

So. I have fed. Ahhhh... So wonderful... SO WONDERFUL that i remembered/found my old account. So relieved. It is a totally different feeling after I have fed. Its the bliss though. I almost have already forgotten..
While I am here though, I need to attempt to not forget what has been achieved here. Tis why I scribe. Yes, I do miss the past, although it is where it is, in the past. Since my awakening, it seem that I am becoming more and more of a monster. I blame that on all the loss in my life time. I just don't want to feel anymore, and then the hunger takes over, and I feed, and I go into that beautiful bliss.. And I forget and unfortunately its changing me more and more in to that monster... Something that has been around for so long. Cant die... Do you see whats happening??? I want to forget the pain so much that all I want to do is feed, until bliss and hibernate, and wake and do it all over again. I see myself just wanting to forget.
Don't let it end like this....

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xIVYx
09:57 Feb 20 2021

Nice to hear you, fed.


Welcome back

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Iamthedevil
15:01 Feb 26 2021

Thank you...

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