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Well, let's' see, I'm awake soooooo, what the fuck do I wish to do today?
Medicate....Absofuckinglutely!
Record Mon's video for sure.
Sauna Sesh for sure.
Surf the internet..Daily!
Eat....yeah, whatever.
Go swimming....Maybe.
Read...Hopefully.
Take Big Pharma meds....Have to remember.
Family time....Of course.
Bandit time....Of course.
Masturbate....What? I haven't already? LMAO!!!
Did laundry
Filled the swimming pool
Played a game of pool
Paid bills for Sept
Drove into town
Purchased Meds
Edited Sat's Video
Purchase food
Stayed AWESOME!
Purchased a NEW Medicating Device that will work well with my Mask and Helmet
I remember as a young U.S. Marine hearing stories about Retired Marines who had been on full speed ahead for over 20-years and once they found themselves at a slower pace in life they either died or end up killing themselves.
For me, suicide is NOT an action.
Never!
I can understand the pain some of them had to have been going through after no longer having the next mission to focus on allowing one too much time to just begin thinking about all one did while in service to our country.
Training and then Applying in an actual Combat Zone that which you have trained for and then actually survive is AWESOME!
However, you're one of the lucky ones.
But, yeah, sometimes the worse place to be is in our own heads.
I don't know about anyone else, but in Retirement, my 24-hours are full of activities that are designed to bring me Pleasure & Happiness....Serenity.
Maybe the struggle has been really real over the past year, but I'm hanging in there.
Her videos are some of the best to watch while Blazed!
She is such a talented artist and very easy on the eyes.
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The struggle is real. I just bought a Polaris P825 for my pool.
21:39 Aug 27 2020 Times Read: 943
So I was informed 1 day prior that I now have a new VA Primary Care Doctor.
So I opt for a simple phone conversation instead of a video call just to get a feel using the Sense of Hearing only.
It did not leave me with Positive Vibes.
Let's start with this "doctor" misspeaking and when I started to question her, she finally realized she misspoke and proceed to talk over me so that I could not confirm that she did indeed misspeak to ensure I don't have to change anything.
Then, only based on labs and prescription history, she proceeded to give me a short lesson on Diet and Nutrition, and saw that I take meds for Gout Prevention and asked did I drink alcohol. I said not really, she asked how much, I said oh maybe a bottle of Arbor Mist Merlot Wine in a 6 month period, she asked what about at one time, I said, oh I've finished off a half a bottle at one time, depending on the flavor, and boom, she's giving me this vibe that she feels she's speaking to an alcoholic.
So in my head, I'm like....
Like, lady, you don't even know me. You know some lab work and medical notes that apparently go back to 2015 or later.
I'm a Blazer, not an Excessive Drinker of Alcohol.
She then tells me that any amount of alcohol could contribute to my Gout flare-ups and asked when was my last one. I tell her about 1.5 years ago. She says, well great, keep doing what I'm doing and taking the meds.
She then forever lost creating a professional-bonding when she asked if the Mental Health side of the VA that provides Talk-Therapy for Depression knew of my being a Medical Cannabis Patient? Ummm, yeah. Then proceeded to tell me of some mysterious study that states it can possibly bring on Dementia.
Dementia, the illness my Grandmother is currently slowly transitioning from this life to the afterlife. Oh, she also now has cancer and isn't expected to live 2-years.
Soooooo, if what a Google search states is true below, I might dodged the bullet from it hitting me through DNA, but may get it from consuming a burning plant?
"Many people affected by dementia are concerned that they may inherit or pass on dementia. The majority of dementia is not inherited by children and grandchildren. In rarer types of dementia, there may be a strong genetic link, but these are only a tiny proportion of overall cases of dementia."
So, of course, my Spiritual Path Of MOGYOLOGY took over and I realized that although medically all that she is saying is correct right out of a medical journal or some other mysterious literature. Since my lab work shows my diet over the last 3 months to establish a baseline or trend into my eating habits, which are not always healthy I assure you, and I'm in danger of Diabietes, and Kidney and Liver damage.
Of course it's not the 11 fucking pharmacuticals being prescribed to me to take daily due to health issues brought on by a Combat Tour in Iraq.
Nope, it's my diet so bad things will happen if I don't change my eating habits and stop creating all that Artificial Happiness.
Oh, and apparently, there is a danger in eating EVERYTHING I enjoy, even Fruit, except my Veggies, especially the Green Stuff, but then, hello Listeria Contamination, hello Salmonella Newport Contamination...etc, etc..
I'll take the Pharmacetucials because they're paying me to be treated for what a military life created.
So, then when I told her that I knew all about Nutrition, but that I'm purposely eating foods I can afford and which release 'Happy Chemicals' since I've been having to create Artifical Happiness by any legal means since childhood and having a family of 5 beyond the 1 year mark, well, Chat Therapy was called for and that Doc knows all about my current Diet.
Her response was, well, at least I knew why I'm doing it.
Then she tells me she'll reevaluate me in 6-months, a good 4-months after my Son and his family Re-Launch into Independence and I'll be back to my Zen where my body then is able to generate it's own Happy Chemicals allowing me to refocus on more Healthy Eating Habits.
But oh wait, my Daugther (27) and her 2 young boys (7, 3 ) and my Niece (24) are now looking my way.
In fact, my Niece is shooting for 1 Oct. each looking to go through the same program as my Son who graduates, one way or another, NLT 31 Oct 2020.
Well, The Path of MOGYOLOGY believes one must Laugh to keep from Crying so if I do get Dementia, I'm going to have my Son sit me down each day and have me watch '50 First Dates'. Shout out to....#TenSecondTom.
It's PCP's like this that make me want to take their DEA# and do some serious investigating, instigating, and mf litigating. Some people just shouldn't be allowed. Just my thought anyways.
10:27 Aug 27 2020 Times Read: 954
All caught up publishing videos Mon-Thur.
Hmm, I've selected my background music for my Friday Series video and now wondering should I record at 0228, or Sauna or try to Nap?
I know someone who might like this video....(Hint) He eats brainssss......LOL!
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Omido - LSD
I wanna make a difference
A slave to the distance you keep
And ever since you're on my wishlist
I keep on falling for your redlips, oh no
Tell me is it right, staying by your side
While the devil's on your mind oh no, no, no
You need me? That's a lie
Broken over time, so you're breaking mine oh no, no
I can't take it anymore, anything that you adore
Keep on begging me for more, more
I don't want your
Love, sex, drama
Love, sex, drama
Love, sex
Love, sex & drama
Trying to reflect emotions, drowning
oceans deep down in my soul
I can't take it anymore, anything that you adore,
keep on begging me for more, more
I don't want your
Love, Sex, Drama
Love, Sex
Love, Sex & Drama
Love, Sex & Drama
I can't take it anymore, anything that you adore,
keep on begging me for more, more
I don't want your
So I just finished recording my Sat Series Video and am High-ly Medicated.
I'm in my Dungeon with minimum lights burning.
Candles remind me of when I was a child growing up in a 3 Bedroom home. All 6, sometimes more, of us.
My Grandmother and her Husband, my Mother, and her 3 kids.
Then relatives looking to set roots would be allowed to use our home as a staging area and launching pad until they got out on their own and stayed out.
However, we were so poor that maintaining on basic utilities was a struggle from time to time.
Now, when even with a lamp turned down to very low lighting and 4 candles lit, once I turn off my stage light, it gets very dark. Just the way I LOVE it.
However, I'm no Bat nor a Supernatural Being with Night Vision so I had to remind myelf that I had a portable light bulb that operates on batteries as I was attempting to struggle in the dark to put my medicating devices away.
That reminded me that when the lights would get shut off, we had candles since we get hurricanes in Florida and my younger Brother and I would crawl around the as if in a jungle.
However, when that water got caught off,
The Struggle Was Really Real!
It was a blessing that we lived next to a Service Station about 50 yards away from the side of our house across a short field that was always full of trash and was allowed to carry water from the sink back to our house to flush the toielt, wash dishes, cook, bathe and brush our teeth with.
Yeah, but there are those not only in this country, but around the world that have it a lot worse.
You ever met those folks where it seemed like they were just touched my magick. Like they didn't have a care in the world. Life was just so easy for them.
Well, even those people have their own Demons to fight. Life challenges to overcome even if their challenges don't seem like much of a challenge to others.
So since humans will be sad at least once in their lifetime, I feel I'd rather be sad from time to time in a Paradise than in a Hell.
No one is happy 24/7 so the goal is when you do feel sad, make sure you can be sad somewhere that can help you ease out of it.
Surround yourself with people and things that bring you Positive Vibes.
So basically, I haven't been on a regular sleeping schedule for over 9 years now. When I feel sleepy, I go to sleep. Whenever I wake is when I'm awake. No fucking alarm is going to tell me to wake-up, unless I deem it so. You know, for things I WANT to do at a certain time...Unless I simply change my mind...and sometimes on short notice.
That is my Reality.
So I find myself waking up around 2:45 a.m. and I decided before I went to sleep sometime after 9 p.m. that whenever I woke, I'll Sauna Sesh.
So I Sauna Seshed from 3 a.m. until 4 a.m., showered and decided that I'll go into my Theater Room and snack on something while watching a random movie, afterward, I'll probably return to my room, watch some porn, masturbate and go right back to sleep since I try to do as little as I can during Daylight Hours.
In other news.....
I have the following immediate family members:
Grandmother
Mother
Half-Sister (Share Mother only)
Half-Brother (Share Father only)
Brother
Surrogate-Daughter (and Grandkids)
Son (and Grandkids)
However, I've had nothing to do with my Half-Brother since 1996.
Anyway, for my Sister's youngest Daughter (soon to be 25-years-old), the Struggle is Really Real.
I'm not going into her personal life struggles in detail, but I will share that when it gets to the point one must physically remove themselves, if possible, from the toxic environment they've known since birth leaving everything and everyone behind because one's life and well-being depended on it, that must be pretty fucking scary along with being pretty fucking sad.
Therefore, I'll be once again opening my home up to another family member who has found themselves, due to any number of reason, Failing To Launch from the nest and remain Independent, and placing my life on hold as they go through 1year (2 max) worth of Life-Counseling (Adulting 101) by way of a 3-Phase Program that covers Obeying The Fucking Law, Finding Employment, Obtaining Personal Transportation, Obtaining Personal Dwelling, Budgeting, Building Credit, Filing Taxes, Voting, Thinking For Oneself, etc. etc.).
This emergency fill-in comes before my own Daughter is contemplating relocating herself and 2 sons here in the attempt to set down roots. She and her family will live with me as well until they are able to re-launch into Independency.
The ONLY family members allowed to ever live with me beyond a 1-2 week visit are my kids or my Grandmother.
My Niece in distress has been granted a waiver.
There is no plan to ever grant another.
I completely feel blessed to be in the position to assist the Next Generation to break a Cultural Cycle of Dependency, but I do dream to return to the days of living a Solitary Lifestyle (yeah, after 4 Divorces, I'm good with NOT pursuing anyone..lol), but I am open to the option to live with 1-2 female Subs for adult-fun and
I'm thinking about those movies where someone learns a person's routine and knows exactly what they're going to do and when, no one could do that to you lol.
Like eating a dick is supposed to be a "bad" thing? well dayum. what's a better term? Lick a dick? Suck a dick? I mean come on, it's a win win senario on both ends right?
So I just concluded Light Exercise (Shout-Out to Iraq and this Mysterious Lung Illness), Recording my Thur. ASMR Video in my Sauna (60+minutes...#Take2), and Showering.
I'm High-ly Medicated and feeling oh so Goooooooodddddd in Retirement. I'm Truly Blessed...Regardless!!!
I also have the munchies and the desire to generate even more Artificial Happiness to combat Depression during hosting my family of 5....yeah, much LOVE, but I need SERENITY & HAPPINESS, so heading to my Theater Room and sitting right next to the fridge. Anything in it Can Get It! LMAO!!!
It's simple really.
Stress in Personal or Negative Stress in Professional Life = I Eat to generate Artificial Happiness resulting in Weight Gain.
No Stress in Personal or Positive to No Stress in Professional Life = I Eat LESS, I'm Naturaly Happy, More Focused, More Driven, resulting in Weight Loss or Positive Weight Management.
I'm Highly Medicated so I'm going to talk my Gothic 3D-Eye Download shit!
I don't care what symbol represents "Life", in my Reality, Life has been a 51-Year MMA Fight.
Life never stops fighting me.
Challenge after Challenge it hits me with.
Actually landing some serious blows.
Sometimes, it feels as though Life gets in a 3-Piece on me. Face, Gut, & Groin Area.
Then, the Fucker kicks me while I'm down.
No Rules...., Well, None In My Favor.
And makes the mistake of not finishing me off.
So what do I do?
I Get up!
Over and Over
Shaking it off.
Raising my head before the 10-count to look Life in the eyes, while practicing Social Distancing and adjusting my mask.
And saying to Life, "You hit like a little Bitch".
Then I go on the offense.
And I Fight!
And those rounds when I don't feel like getting up and fighting Life anymore,
I Get Up and I Fight Life Some More.
I NEVER Give Up!
And each round, I've been winning, earning points, err, I mean Blessings.
Life wouldn't let me simply Earn my RESPECT.
So I've Been Taking My RESPECT!
Round After Round.
I'm not talking as someone who is saying what they are GOING to do.
I'm speaking as someone who Has Knocked Life Down halfway through my projected Life Time Bout, whatever number of rounds before a winner is declared and I'm just too far in the lead to lose, but I try not to get too cocky.
I Respect Life as I would a Pet Lion.
Sometimes Playful, But Never letting my guard down.
So, if no major damage is sustained to this meat suit either externally or internally, I'll be gaining my RESPECT from Life until this meat suit reaches its Expiration Date and The Fight Comes To an End and I transition from This Life to The After Life.
Or, as I sometimes think of Death as The Underground Fighting Champ and proubably old Pre-Life Friend and Mentor.
So since the GrimReaper is one of the symbols of The After-Life (a.k.a. Death), I have it on my altar front and center.
So as Death Stairs at me.......I'm staring right back.
In fact, I have two GrimReaper Statues.
So I stare at them Both!
Just in case one of them Fuckers didn't get the damn memo.
That I'm The Gothic Warlock Lord.....Lord....Godamn....Mogy!
As previously stated, the cash amount to be 'Gifted' between $25-$50 USD will also be chosen by Bingo Spin Wheel method.
Winner failing to claim their prize within 3 days forfeits their winnings.
Serenity & Happiness To You
~ LM
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The Path of MOGYOLOGY Ministry continues to look at unique ways to share the results of living a life focusing on whatever contributes to the 5 Elements of Warlock Awesomeness: Serenity, Happiness, Love, Sex & Magick.
The Path of MOGYOLOGY is active when it comes to "Giving Back To The Community" or "Paying It Forward".
Therefore, it is my honor to share with you the first "Giving Based" program designed to directly "Bless" the lives of individuals from around the world.
The Program has been appropriately named, "The Bless Program of MOGYOLOGY".
PROGRAM PURPOSE: To Bless Others
PROGRAM DESIGN: As the Gothic Warlock Lord Minister and Coven Master of The Coven Of MOGYOLOGY, EACH MONTH, I will be Randomly selecting a Member of The Coven Of MOGYOLOGY and 'Gifting' that member between $25-$50 USD.
A Random Member will be chosen using a Bingo Spin Wheel. Each Coven Member's name will be assigned to a Bingo Ball and placed in the Spin Wheel for the chance to be 'Gifted' for that month.
The cash amount to be 'Gifted' between $25-$50 USD will also be chosen by Bingo Spin Wheel method.
Any Sire is welcomed to Join and then Leave The Coven Of MOGYOLOGY each month after the chance of being 'Gifted'. You are also welcome to stay.
The drawing will be video recorded and posted to my journal the 1st day of each month.
DISCLAIMER: The Ministry currently only utilizes PAYPAL, VENMO or ZELLE accounts to transfer funds. No, I am not endorsed by them, work for them, or getting some sort of kick-back from them, I just don't want to pay a Transfer Fee and I'm not trying to connect every Cash Transfer business to my bank account or providing other financial information.
Yes, I'm aware that I will be sending money to strangers, but I will not be looking at attempting to recover and have refunded back to me any money. This will be a 'One-Way' transaction only. What they do with the cash after I send it to them is their business and has nothing to do with me or the Ministry.
The Ministery is not Tax Exempt nor is the money going to a charity so there is no tax write-off. The Ministry is simply "Gifting Cash" to people on a "Monthly Bases" and for LIMITED TIME (TRIAL PERIOD) starting on 11/01/2018.
COMMENTS
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MorningStarAldan
18:28 Aug 30 2020
Ooo Toni Braxton? Nice!
:::now waits for video:::
Lol