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Life equals Challenges
You either Complain about them
Or you dig Deeper and you Change Something!
ANYTHING withing YOUR Ability to
Make Things Better For Yourself and Those You Love
People who reach THEIR Personal Top in Life called Success
They Don't Rest
They Get More Hungry to STAY there
Because they know what it COST them in Blood, Sweat, and Tears to get there
People with more to lose, people whose family and friends and community depend on them even if it's for Inspiration to Achieve Their Dreams, Their Goals, those willing to DIE for theirs, those are the ones Not To Fuck With!
Ever!
Period!
But, there will always be those that don't listen to Words of Wisdom.
They want to be able to monitor my Blood Pressure from home instead of me having to drive to them.
I likes that.
I mean, whatever this Lung Illness truly is (they say it's Adult Asthma..((tea sip)), it has me on 3 different BP meds and more.
Pills and potions
We're overdosin'....
High blood pressure, also called hypertension, is dangerous because it makes the heart work harder to pump blood out to the body and contributes to the hardening of the arteries, or atherosclerosis, to stroke, kidney disease, and to heart failure.
Blood pressure is a major part of asthma. You can have high blood pressure with asthma. But it usually isn't because of a severe asthma attack. When you have less intense episodes, your blood pressure might go up because your lungs won't pull in enough air. Your heart will pump faster to get enough oxygen to the rest of your body, so your blood pressure will go up, as a result.
All I'm saying is, this would have turned out a lot differently in someone else's home.
Like those people who you might walk in their house by breaking in, but you're going to be carried out.
I think it should be legal where if you break into someone's home, you just gave them the right to use 'Deadly Force' at there discretion. Suicide by Homeowners/Renter.
Well, I remember closing my eyes sometimes after 5 a.m.
I opened them around 8 a.m.
Either I fall back to sleep in the next 30 minutes or I get my Gym/Sauna on which I was going to wait to start around 3 p.m., but whatever.
I also have 3 videos still to edit and publish.
I also have 1 more 'Living My Best Life' sign to make since the one I discovered at Ross's was not a mass-produced item. So I simply went to Hobby Lobby and purchased some wood and a gold leaf paint pen.
So as I figured, I over-exerted myself yesterday, but fuck it! YOLO!
I felt it going to sleep around 2 a.m. and then again when I woke.
I still dragged myself out of bed to drive into town for some supplies, but now I'm back home and back in bed.
This mysterious illness that causes shortness of breath and chronic fatigue is shitballs!
But, they prefer to call it Adult Asthma. Yeah, aight!
As states across the U.S. expand the eligibility for getting a COVID-19 shot, a conservative website blasted out a warning from Europe.
The Gateway Pundit claimed two of the vaccines being used in the United States are behind thousands of deaths and injuries in Europe.
"From Europe: 3,964 people have died from adverse drug reactions for COVID-19 ‘vaccines’ – 162,610 injuries," said the headline of the March 28 story, which was shared on Facebook.
The Facebook post was flagged as part of Facebook’s efforts to combat false news and misinformation on its News Feed. (Read more about our partnership with Facebook.)
The Gateway Pundit cites information from Global Research, a Canadian website run by the Centre for Research on Globalization, which was accused by NATO of posting conspiracy theories, spreading Russian disinformation and undermining Western media.
The post specifically looks at vaccines from Pfizer/BioNTech, Moderna and AstraZeneca, offering a breakdown of the different injuries and deaths purportedly associated with each vaccine using numbers from a European Union-maintained database called EudraVigilance.
The implication is the COVID-19 vaccines are harmful and could result in injury or death.
However, the numbers are taken out of context to exaggerate the risk of vaccines.
The EudraVigilance database itself cautions the information it collects is for "suspected side effects ... but which are not necessarily related to our caused by the medicine."
"Information on suspected side effects should not be interpreted as meaning that the medicine or the active substance causes the observed effect or is unsafe to use," EudraVigilance’s website says. "Only a detailed evaluation and scientific assessment of all available data allows for robust conclusions to be drawn on the benefits and risks of a medicine."
Taking the raw data of possible COVID-19 vaccination reactions at face value and using them without context is an oft-used tactic by people attempting to undermine public confidence in the vaccines, according to the New York Times. They frequently interpret the numbers from EudraVigilance or from its United States counterpart, the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System, as evidence of the vaccines’ dangers.
Since VAERS doesn’t show whether an adverse event was caused by the vaccine or occurred coincidentally, it’s generally not useful on its own for assessing whether a vaccine poses a risk to human health, Dr. Walter Orenstein, associate director of the Emory Vaccine Center in Atlanta, previously told PolitiFact.
So after today's workout and sauna sesh treatment, I grilled some chicken breast and since I'm all caught up with editing until tomorrow, think I'll take a nap, and if and when I wake, record some bonus content for my YT channel.
Someone once said, they never want to retire because there wouldn't be anything to do?
Yeah, I got 900 videos uploaded to YouTube alone and it's not as simple as pointing the camera, recording, and uploading for someone like me. LOL!
Her: Well, I don't think I could ever love you more than you already seem to love yourself.
Me: Hey, hey, don't compete with me, compete with who you were yesterday.
Her: ???
I CAN'T FORGET....I WON'T FORGET....I LIVE WITH IT DAILY!!!
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ARTICLES ABOUT MY MYSTERIOUS COMBAT ZONE LUNG ILLNESS
Following Reports Of My Same Type Mystery Lung Illness Which Is Affecting Other Iraq & Afghanistan Veterans
01/14/2019
Iraq and Afghan war vets exposed to toxic air struggle for breath — and a diagnosis
https://www.pbs.org/newshour/show/exposed-to-airborne-hazards-countless-veterans-struggle-to-breathe-and-get-care
Gonna just lay here in bed until I feel like running 3-4 miles on the E-machine.
You'll know I'm doing it when I appear on the VR Cams in my gym
After that 30-minutes of movement, it'll be Sauna Sesh time and a meal.
This week is editing and publishing all the videos I've recorded last week and maybe I'll record some bonus videos for YT. I'm going to be at 900 videos soon. On the path to 1,000!
- Woke up (hey, that counts...lol)
- 30 minutes on Elliptical Machine (3+ miles). Did 4.1 yesterday, but you know, whatever! LMAO!!!
- Prepared a meal.
- 60-minute Sauna Sesh Treatment (Music, Heat, Light, Sound, Sight Therapies all in 1) #1....Complete!
- Consumed meal in Sauna
"The current world population is 7.9 billion as of June 2021 according to the most recent United Nations estimates elaborated by Worldometer." ~ Google Search
"As we revealed in our Digital 2021 April Global Statshot Report, more than 60 percent of the world's total population is now online. More than 330 million people started using the internet in the past 12 months, taking the total number of global internet users to 4.72 billion by the start of April 2021." ~ Google Search
Many are sharing their Life Story. Just a glimpse into their Individual lives......
It doesn’t matter where you are in life… if you don’t feel blessed… you won’t BE BLESSED.
You’ve got to know your worth… BEFORE you can be worth anything
All the days where not a thing went right
All the pain all the sleepless nights
I am not blessed because it all went right
I’m a warrior
I’m blessed because I’ve got fight
When failure tried to take my mind
I wouldn’t let failure take my life
I am not blessed because it all went right
I’ll never give up
I’m blessed because I’ve got fight
broken in pain lonely battered and bruised
Always the same day, nothing new or unusual
Seems like nothing changes,
always the same rules
No matter how bad it gets
I refuse to lose
No matter how bad it gets
I’ll keep on moving
No matter how bad it gets
I can still choose
To keep fighting, uh
to keep trying uh
To keep grinding uh,
keep rising up
I just go to that point where enough was enough
I can’t keep complaining, sitting and waiting for luck
I had to stop asking “WHY ME?”
And start looking INSIDE
Push through the pain and tell my story on the other side
Had to renew my mind and start fighting
I won’t lie it was frightening
but I survived
That choice got me to where I am today
If you think things always went my way,
Listen close to what I’ve got to say
All the days where not a thing went right
All the pain all the sleepless nights
I am not blessed because it all went right
I’m a warrior
I’m blessed because I’ve got fight
When failure tried to take my mind
I wouldn’t let failure take my life
I am not blessed because it all went right
I’ll never give up
I’m blessed because I’ve got fight
They never got to see all the sleepless nights
All the sacrifices
The choice between heating, eating or having lights
All the knock-downs knock-backs and failed tries
They don’t see the wounds and the scars ‘cause they’re internalised
They think I’m blessed and think everything went right
They just see the end result
And think I’m alright because I always smile
But they ain’t seen the grind
I work so hard that overtime is just normal time
When you lose it all and then still lose again
it builds a different kind of fight inside
it builds a different kind drive
Different kind of fight
A different kind of fire
A different kind of desire
A different kind of life
But I’m blessed because I’ve got fight
I wasn’t handed nothing
The callus on my hands shows you I ain’t bluffing
I’m like the time you can’t stop me for nothing
It’s a marathon and I just keep on running
All the days where not a thing went right
All the pain all the sleepless nights
I am not blessed because it all went right
I’m a warrior
I’m blessed because I’ve got fight
When failure tried to take my mind
I wouldn’t let failure take my life
I am not blessed because it all went right
I’ll never give up
I’m blessed because I’ve got fight
That’s my blessing. NOT that I was handed my dreams… but that I had enough FIGHT in me… that I had enough BELIEF in me… to go after MY DREAMS.
That I had the courage to keep going… to push through the PAIN… to rise through the darkness… and to tell my story on the other side… MY STORY. MY BLESSED STORY.
All the days where not a thing went right
All the pain all the sleepless nights
I am not blessed because it all went right
I’m a warrior I’m blessed because I’ve got fight
When failure tried to take my mind
I wouldn’t let failure take my life
I am not blessed because it all went right
I’ll never give up I’m blessed because I’ve got fight
You know, there’s gonna be a lot of people in life who are salty because you are going after your dreams and they are not going after theirs.
Just keep your head up.
Don’t stress, you are blessed, an omen
You’re just a piece of a puzzle in which you don’t fit
They’re trying to stop you but the thing they don’t know is
that something about you needs heart to be noticed
Their path has been laid right in front of them
Thorns gone ‘cause concrete has covered them
Laid down by people who fought destiny
Mentally stronger than most and you are one of them
They can’t look fear in its face
Say “I’m not scared! You’re the kind of beast that I tame!”
Instead of doing something all they do is complain
Trying to drag down real greatness to its grave
Most people quit not because they’re weak
or incapable, blind, but ’cause they don’t want to see
Fighting fears is not the enemy of safe
but their brains have been trained to settle for mediocrity
You are not like the most, the most, the most, no,
you are not like the most people
You are different than most, than most, than most,
know that you have no equal
Go toe to toe with fear, with sheer will, don’t let it defeat you
Feel in your soul, you can’t be like most people
Play the game while they watch from the sidelines
During the day you are great because by night
You spill blood, sweat, tears, overcoming peers
And your fears, but they only get why in the hindsight
They seek a change, but the only way to get it is to be the change
But when you tell them, they get filled with rage
You can’t explain it when their mind’s been engraved
by definition of security as staying the same
So they get salty every time that you level up
Down talk your dream, only cause they let it up
Become fiends when they see how you’re changing up
Battling your fears knowing tears are essential, yup
Throne’s a chair, you can’t judge it by looks
It’s like saying that a story’s good by the cover of a book
The value lies in the journey and how you attain it
And that is why they get jealous when you make it
You are not like the most, the most, the most, no,
you are not like the most people
You are different than most, than most, than most,
know that you have no equal
Go toe to toe with fear, with sheer will, don’t let it defeat you
Feel in your soul, you can’t be like most people
They won’t like the fact that you are committed to your dreams, because it reminds them that they gave up on theirs.
They might start saying ‘you’ve changed’ since you became successful – not understanding that your goal was ALWAYS to change. To develop.
You are not like the most, the most, the most, no,
you are not like the most people
You are different than most, than most, than most,
know that you have no equal
Go toe to toe with fear, with sheer will, don’t let it defeat you
Feel in your soul, you can’t be like most people
I wasn't too worried to find songs for tonight's recording. YouTube is slowly building a profile of all its users and they have been on the ball with the Music Recommendations to me.
This episode is going to be 6 songs of Inspiration which I'll be playing again later during my Nightly VR Cams Lip Synch Concert.
Well, since I record upstairs in the Sire Bedroom, over in a corner I Minister in from behind a podium, I decided, why move all my crap back downstairs? I have a stool chair, why not hang out on the cams and give myself a different background view?
At least until Midnight...Then if I'm still awake (hello Sativa strain), then office it is because it'll be better for my lower back in that chair...
SST#3 complete.
WT#30 video edited and published.
Now time to record my Wed content for my YT channel.
After that, hop on the VR Cams and Lip Synch until I can't stay awake. LOL!
Well, I just finished recording content for both my WeedTube and YouTube channels.
Going to give my Puppy-Dog Bandit at least 30 minutes of playtime (usually, consisting of playing fetch which is his FAVORITE game).
Then, I'm going to prepare a snack, hop on Cams and eat, then edit the WT content and publish it while visible to the public for its view pleasure and Endorphins.
Then I'll go Darker (Hidden) and Sesh again while listening to all 9 songs I just utilized for my content and take myself to even
Higher Places
Elevating My Mind
and
Opening My Third Eye
I'll be Lip Syncing and allowing the music and the meds to do what they are going to do.
I have one more SST, 30 minutes on the E-Machine, and then Station #2 on the Marcy, but I am starving.
Think I'll take a shower, prepare a meal, and eat it while on the Cams.
Then take a nap. LOL!
Wake up, finish the remaining portion of my Gym Routine and then Record content for my WeedTube channel where I will now introduce any new Medicating Devices or share my thoughts on any new Med Strains I would have obtained, however, VR and offline stalkers will be able to view them as 'Glass Art' ONLY....No Function Testing and definitely no Medicating.
Unless you catch me during my "Hidden Cam Activities" that is....
Because I
I know, I know
So you are Cordially Invited to watch me shove food into my mouth while listening to music and songs found on my YouTube Favorites list. Hell, I may even put on a Lip Syncing Show as I get Endorphins from just Enjoying My Fucking Life!
Yeah, I've been through the Fire, and now as a New me for over 8 years now, Enjoying My Life 24/7 Is What I'm Blessed To Have Survived To Be Able To Do!
(INNER ME #DAILY_AFFIRMATIONS)
Some may say they never asked me to fight for them.
Aroma Therapy going, something to snack on, meditation music with the volume on very low playing on the t.v. and now time for some editing and seshing.
In this episode, I began sharing BDSM Role-Playing Scenarios found at https://beducated.com/mag/roleplay-id...
In this series, I share my thoughts on and information I’ve learned about the BDSM Community and Kinky Lifestyle.
BDSM is known as an Alternative Lifestyle that incorporates Bondage, Discipline (or Domination), Sadism (or Submission), and Masochism as a type of Sexual/Kinky practice.
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MUSIC CREDIT:
INTRO: Pink Floyd (Comfortably Numb)/Venemy & Aznar ft. Doubletake - Reign
Fall Out Boy - Centuries (LEXIM Remix)
Doja Cat - So High (Explicit Version)
Tyga - Fend ft. Nicki Minaj, Chris Brown (Official Video)
AViVA - EVIL (Lyrics)
Wrong Guy
Formal Chicken - Everything I Wanted
OUTRO: Venemy & Aznar ft. Doubletake - Reign [NCS Release]
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MUSIC FOUND ON YOUTUBE CHANNEL(S):
Trap Boost
Doja Cat
9jaFanx
LYMusics
Various Artists - Topic
Strange Fruits
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MUSIC GENRE(S):
Dubstep/House/Trap/R&B/Pop/Rap/Country - No Copyright Songs
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Current Series:
1 Mon: SESHING MEDICALLY WITH THE GOTHIC WARLOCK LORD & MAKING IT FUN!!!
2 Tue: SESHING MEDICALLY WITH THE GOTHIC WARLOCK LORD & WHATEVER
3 Wed: SESHING MEDICALLY WITH THE GOTHIC WARLOCK LORD & HIS BOOK OF SHADOWS
4 Thur: THE GOTHIC WARLOCK LORD'S ATTEMPT AT ASMR
5 Fri: SESHING MEDICALLY WITH THE GOTHIC WARLOCK LORD WHILE IN MY DUNGEON
6 Sat: SESHING MEDICALLY WITH THE GOTHIC WARLOCK LORD AS HE PLAYS THE HITS!
7 Bonus Videos
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Disclaimer: I do not own the music, Gifs nor Memes. No copyright infringement intended. For entertainment purposes only.
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SESHING MEDICALLY WITH THE GOTHIC WARLOCK LORD WHILE IN MY DUNGEON (EPISODE: #109)
I removed the CPAP mask from my face and listened as it went into auto shut off.
I answered Nature's Call and then figured, I should Medicate.
I then recorded content for my WeedTube Channel.
I think I smoked a Sativa strain because afterwards, I found myself in my Kitchen taking Pork Chops, seasoning and flowering them, splitting them open halfway, inserting a half slice of Pepper Jack Cheese into each, and then fried for a total of 30 minutes. 15 minutes on each side.
Two hours in the sauna and a nap later and now I'm downstairs preparing to grill steaks, eat, and edit a few videos while Bandit is actually watching DogTV playing on YouTube.
As previously stated, the cash amount to be 'Gifted' between $25-$50 USD will also be chosen by Bingo Spin Wheel method.
Winner failing to claim their prize within 3 days forfeits their winnings.
Serenity & Happiness To You
~ LM
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The Path of MOGYOLOGY Ministry continues to look at unique ways to share the results of living a life focusing on whatever contributes to the 5 Elements of Warlock Awesomeness: Serenity, Happiness, Love, Sex & Magick.
The Path of MOGYOLOGY is active when it comes to "Giving Back To The Community" or "Paying It Forward".
Therefore, it is my honor to share with you the first "Giving Based" program designed to directly "Bless" the lives of individuals from around the world.
The Program has been appropriately named, "The Bless Program of MOGYOLOGY".
PROGRAM PURPOSE: To Bless Others
PROGRAM DESIGN: As the Gothic Warlock Lord Minister and Coven Master of The Coven Of MOGYOLOGY, EACH MONTH, I will be Randomly selecting a Member of The Coven Of MOGYOLOGY and 'Gifting' that member between $25-$50 USD.
A Random Member will be chosen using a Bingo Spin Wheel. Each Coven Member's name will be assigned to a Bingo Ball and placed in the Spin Wheel for the chance to be 'Gifted' for that month.
The cash amount to be 'Gifted' between $25-$50 USD will also be chosen by Bingo Spin Wheel method.
Any Sire is welcomed to Join and then Leave The Coven Of MOGYOLOGY each month after the chance of being 'Gifted'. You are also welcome to stay.
The drawing will be video recorded and posted to my journal the 1st day of each month.
DISCLAIMER: The Ministry currently only utilizes PAYPAL, VENMO or ZELLE accounts to transfer funds. No, I am not endorsed by them, work for them, or getting some sort of kick-back from them, I just don't want to pay a Transfer Fee and I'm not trying to connect every Cash Transfer business to my bank account or providing other financial information.
Yes, I'm aware that I will be sending money to strangers, but I will not be looking at attempting to recover and have refunded back to me any money. This will be a 'One-Way' transaction only. What they do with the cash after I send it to them is their business and has nothing to do with me or the Ministry.
The Ministery is not Tax Exempt nor is the money going to a charity so there is no tax write-off. The Ministry is simply "Gifting Cash" to people on a "Monthly Bases" and for LIMITED TIME (TRIAL PERIOD) starting on 11/01/2018.
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