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I can't help but fuck up, I tend to do it whenever I'm with you.





alot of things right now are seeming less and less real and I keep getting stuck inside a world that I'm not so sure is there.



I did something that has annoyed you but you will never understand that its what awakens me from the dreamstate i seem to End up in....when everything goes right for me.



Okay yes I totally dis approove of it but, I am a hypocryte in this sense, just what you said a few months back made me wonder, you told me you don't care about it, its my body....but I see you do, #I took you for your word because between us there was nothing, I gave up on you completely and ou yourself told me you did aswell.



So, why are you so worked up over this and thus making me even more worked up?





I can't understand you, we don't communicate at all which I whyI feel this wont last any longer. You say I have to talk to you more well if I am to you yourself should.



I just don't get it no more, its been what Two weeks now and already I/We are fucking things up.....I knew it would do this.







I need some help.