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22 entries this month
 

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00:54 Apr 22 2026
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-Started the morning with a four hour hike to the beach for some exercise. Worked out my chest on bench press home gym after eating some food which I guess is my new "breakfast" to be literal. Okay been really working the vampyre magick which I've been exercising while well exercising. It's quite energizing. Posted image to the left in Stream today titled: "Dr. Herbert West (Re-Animator)" by intothefade. Also watched the Accountant 2.


Well there it is another problem and it seems to be by embedding you tube videos. They must have changed something and now it has fucked up embedding them. Oh well I rarely use them except as a research tool.



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Adain
Adain
11:42 Apr 22 2026

I always enjoy your posts. They hold lots of positivity.

I lost your reply to my last blog btw. I don't know what's going on with that. Same thing happened yesterday on a different blog I did. Comments lost. Goodness knows.





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
21:51 Apr 22 2026

Anytime you edit an entry it erases any comments.





 

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02:44 Apr 21 2026
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05:25 Apr 20 2026
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-Today was an off day and took it easy. Even went out to eat at fast food place. These places are getting to be too expensive at least here in California to my budget. They just went up in price again then the cashier had a bad attitude. Shit just ain't the same when I was young I learned the value of the dollar and to appreciate work many people don't seem to anymore. I get the fact that times change and the circumstances that shape what lifestyle people have are different and is something to consider in other incarnations apart from times in this life alone. Is something to give hope or dread pending what dispensation one is at at any given time. though I'm not pleased with what shaped mine still I pretty much average in the middle somewhere...usually. Anyway Posted the image above in the stream titled: "Red Eyes" by NukeRooster.


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Adain
Adain
12:22 Apr 20 2026

Nice image. Will pop into the stream and give it a like.





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
13:47 Apr 20 2026

Thanks





 

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17:01 Apr 19 2026
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-This morning made a hike to the beach while fasting in tandem with vampyre magick that has become a routine now. Posted in the stream with image above titled: "Beauty in the embrace of darkness" by TiaMarch. Well that morning hike wiped me out for the day and just listened to a new audiobook. Went ahead and bought this classic King Diamond album.



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Adain
Adain
17:16 Apr 19 2026

I'll pop back into the stream later. I have some images I'd like to share.





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
17:34 Apr 19 2026

Cool I'll be back on later.





Adain
Adain
17:54 Apr 19 2026

Will look forward to it.





 

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01:36 Apr 18 2026
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-Well today I worked on my arms. Feels good to get back to an exercise routine. I bought and posted above image in the Stream today titled: "Blacklight Nightmare" by SentientArtStudios. I like the surreal aspect to blacklight art and think there is a spiritual component to both "violet" blacklight as well as red light and its effects on perception. I know many associate it to the trippy drug culture but I rarely do drugs; Maybe smoke some weed once a year which is legal here in California. My drug of choice is just caffeine from black coffee and I've been limiting that to just 5 cups per day max.



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Adain
Adain
09:11 Apr 18 2026

Nice. A bit different.





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
15:40 Apr 18 2026

Thanks. Yeah a lot like me...different. ;)





MorgenxStern
MorgenxStern
01:27 Apr 19 2026

5 cups a day wowzer.





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
10:13 Apr 22 2026

That's literal cups which equates to two of my mugs.





 

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05:21 Apr 17 2026
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-I worked on chest and been listening to an audio-book that helps stimulate my imagination that I find very useful in other...applications. Today posted in the Stream with the above image titled: "Bro Hug" by intothefade.



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Adain
Adain
06:07 Apr 17 2026

I love these images you post in the stream.

I'm liking the stream more than journaling atm.

I'm going to start posting there soon.





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
15:42 Apr 17 2026

Cool. It was our last upgrade to Vampire rave back in 2021.





Adain
Adain
09:15 Apr 18 2026

It'll make a nice change to blogging.

I have A.I imaging software so I'll make up some images.

Posted one to the stream last night. Not sure if it was that good but wanted a start.





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
16:07 Apr 18 2026

Yeah I saw the one you posted. Nice. I like having more image file storage the stream gives. Though I'd imagine it can rack up expenses to maintain the memory and bandwidth. I'm thinking of posting banners to offset the cost though I don't have a society yet it won't matter if the site doesn't survive.





 

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08:31 Apr 16 2026
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-Went Greek today posting image above in the Stream titled: "I wasn't the first?" by Andvarinn and music by the Greek metal band Yoth_Iria. Today was an off day for me besides the pre-breakfast hike early in the morning. Not really in the sharing mood today.



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Adain
Adain
09:55 Apr 16 2026

Haha! Love it!





Cadrewolf2
Cadrewolf2
18:47 Apr 16 2026

Love it





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
04:50 Apr 17 2026

Thanks





 

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09:17 Apr 15 2026
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13:35 Apr 14 2026
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-Well today I worked on arms with weight training. I bought and posted the image above in the Stream titled: "The Wicked Limb" by DevilLivedCYN. I see my computer is notifying me it needs an update. I use windows 11 which is notorious for fucking your computer up during updates. I'm *crossing my fingers*. If you never hear from me again you know why.



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IICrimsonII
IICrimsonII
13:41 Apr 14 2026

Yuck windows.





Cadrewolf2
Cadrewolf2
19:09 Apr 14 2026

Hope the update doesn't screw you up, good luck friend





Adain
Adain
20:32 Apr 14 2026

Add some love for the picture too.





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
08:41 Apr 15 2026

Thanks all. Yeah if I get another computer I'll build it myself and use Linux.





 

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10:56 Apr 12 2026
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06:04 Apr 11 2026
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03:20 Apr 10 2026
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-Today I bought and posted the exclusive image in Stream titled: "Gym Wolf 6" by GenaFurry. After a significant hike this morning I assembled my new home gym machine. Got it all put together and folded away in the corner with the free weights. Been a while since I pumped iron and am looking forward to working out in tandem with vampyre magick. Perturbator is some good workout music to me so posted them to commemorate this day.



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03:19 Apr 09 2026
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03:38 Apr 08 2026
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-Today I made an exclusive purchase and posted the above image in stream titled: "Horror Theme" by DamienAddams. If I ever get around to actually creating a coven then I'll use this in-depth graphic. I've set my bar higher than others it seems on creating a coven as I want mine built on donors and or actual sired members that I've bonded with physically In Real Life. I got trust issues when it comes to dealing with people over the internet. Certainly one can create bonds with such to a certain degree through it but one must be careful not to create fruit bats which are actually not ready to be awakened.


There's a particular member that frequents this site that demonstrates such character quite clearly to me that tends to be a nuisance to many. It's a pretty good reminder not to make the same mistake. So it is my coven will be forged of physical members I have personally met IRL. No deep feeds via the internet for me. There may be surface feeds which is hard to resist as an empath when one can sense others on a deep level that happens automatically.


Well today I got in plenty of aerobic exercise in with a hike to and through the woods. I'm eagerly awaiting my exercise bench and weights so I can really start putting the muscle back on. I used to be so cut and built but got lazy there for a while. I'm already 6'8" so have an imposing stature but just don't feel right without the bulk too. Plus when it comes to glamour magick I like to work with my own body as a foundation then extend it out from there to other things. Not into illusion like some.



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Adain
Adain
07:31 Apr 08 2026

Inside a single image, for those who see its deepest nature, there is only peace.


You have a clear path. It will save you from those who are weaker than you and, while they may hold the best of intentions, may inevitably fall off a cliff while dragging you with them.

I see your strength, yet the strongest are also the kindest, and I wish you, with my heart, that you stay on the path you have forged, and not be taken into the thorns through your kind heart and nobility.

I feel you've traveled this path before. This time, make it yours and yours alone, until the time comes when you are sure of those around you.





Neowise2020
Neowise2020
09:42 Apr 08 2026

@Adain Thanks I'll strive to do just that. It's the mob mentality that is the hardest to contend with to me that find power in numbers like lemmings running off cliffs.





Adain
Adain
07:19 Apr 09 2026

The mob can try, they may hurt you, but they'll never be able to break your heart, unless you let them.





 

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01:54 Apr 07 2026
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15:13 Apr 05 2026
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-Well here it is the next morning I decided to post after I got some coffee in me; Yesterday after spending the day hiking in the sun I wasn't in the mood to post. Anyway, this morning posted the image above on Stream titled: "Escape from the Void" by heartyjessman. Also bought BLVCK CEILING's (Dan Ocean) entire discography which is 131 releases on Bandcamp. Probably be seeing a lot of his work embedded for a while. I really like his style in the witch house genre.


Real vampires love Vampire Rave.

Getting ready for another hike to establish some new habits to get aerobic exercise in everyday then after I get the weights can replace these elastic bands I've been using for resistance training. Been eating a lot better too to rejuvenate my health. Need to strengthen my heart. Well I'm off.


...Later. Phew, had a decent hike/run in the sun today in tandem with vampire magick. Came back to see my journal wasn't in the open journal page. It was set for public. I made it private then public again and it seems to have apeared where it should have been. I wonder what glitch in the system caused that shit.



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11:19 Apr 04 2026
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08:03 Apr 03 2026
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13:11 Apr 02 2026
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07:19 Apr 01 2026
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-Today I bought and posted the above image in the stream titled: "Cosmic Dark Purple Landscape" by wellowr.


Been continuing my fast for the full moon which among Pink for the flowers here in the U.S.A. has also been known as the Egg, Seed and Awakening moon. I've been practicing lots of vampyre magick exercises to keep my energy up. Today I posted in a certain member's journal but they seem to have self deleted as is their habit to not have to deal with drama they are actually the most responsible for creating in the first place. I seem to have been brought into the middle of this shit and am going to have to deal with the narcissistic member that thought it was a good idea to attack my character. I'll deal with them astrally.



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