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I summoned demons and tonight you can watch them descend upon the earth-the fallen angels. No just kidding! I'm not one to take advantage of people's ignorance or naivety let a lone let them draw their own conclusions in obscurity like many. But yeah tonight is the new moon and the Perseid meteor shower is best viewed around midnight tonight even more so if you live in a rural area away from city lights. Posted image above in the stream today titled: "Darkest Night" by heartyjessman.

Been striving to get back into my routine. I did develop some good habits there for a while then it just fell apart. Just got to discipline myself to get back into them again. Well I'm off to do that right now. Got more to write but it'll have to wait.

-Her nickname was Gypsy. A gothic girl. I remember that first meeting and there was chemistry as we talked together alone. But circumstances weren't right and we found ourselves going our separate ways. At that time in my life I was living from one party to the next. As it turns out I did meet her again at a carnival. We were these two loners that hung out with our own cliques. She really put herself out there and invited me to come live with her. That was the window I realized in hindsight but I didn't seize the opportunity to go through it because I was having too much fun living life the way I was at that time. After some reflection I did go back looking for her again but didn't find her. She had fell in with a different crowd and was murdered a few months later. I think of her at times and wish luck would have gave me something better at that moment that I could have seized it. In many ways my life has been plagued with rotten luck. Not all bad as there was some good sprinkled in. Like fate was teasing me. Not that I have regrets as this is one of those words that the mundanes have created that don't understand nature and in their ignorance it creates it. No after awakening I have come to understand everything is fated to be and such notions like regret no longer apply to me but to the flights of fancy that captures the mind of children like fairy tales.

Bought and posted graphic at the top in stream today by ZiggyDreamBorn.

..Later I suspect based on that first line in public journals that the fucktard is still writing about me twisting shit around to suit his own narrative. Go ahead make your noise like a retard in special education class trying to get attention by clowning about. Do whatever your crayon and glue eating antics give you pleasure. You are so far beneath me I don't even see you as a threat so why would I even look.

Been checking out the standings which shows how your society is ranked. It really doesn't matter as those scores are too easily corrupted. Its too easy to exploit the system to think that the standings have any true value to me. As I've mentioned the true mark of prestige is referral points. Unfortunately it seems too many of these are by active members creating alternate profiles that just give them to certain people that use it to make themselves look bigger than they are. Not too many actually go out and network to bring others to this site. Well anyway with only me myself and I in it now I have accumulated 483 favor points. That's pretty much just what my own activity has earned minus the two points of blood cost per day from my two profiles. Since making my coven for my referrals only that locks out the corruptive elements others use. Now I can place banners in high traffic areas and get plenty of referrals but being honest like I am I don't beguile people with bullshit to sell myself like others do. I know how to do it but it just doesn't interest me. I prefer down to earth people not attracted to the shiny new thing then when they string them along wasting their time and resources they move on to the next thing that captures their attention. I prefer the intelligent ones with years a experience that know how the game is played but instead of playing it circumnavigate it. I did note that the Coven of Twisted Reflections went from last place to 19th. She like myself just has her profiles in it. Again not like it really matters that much most didn't even create the content in their society but had them turned over to them and have just been squatting in them for years inducting new members and letting their activity build their pool of favor points. It has some value but not much to me. Being able to keep my referrals entertained and active in my society is a goal worthy to note. Yeah I've been in management before.

Someone recently mentioned the devil. Figure I may as well give my take on him. First for me we are merely the product of our genes as they pass through time in certain environments that creates variation among commonalities. The patriarchal religions where you find the devil comes from a certain gene pool. You see these things called traits that determine eye and skin color also are the source for other things like how our brains tend to work. Groups of the same common ones create whole cultures pending their experiences in life that also is a determining factor. Humans are capable of abstract though. This capacity is our ability to create tools. Human experience tends to have an average that most experience and there really isn't that much variation. So anyway this dude the devil prominent in Jewish culture empowered by their religion's blood magick you know all those animal sacrifices and even human ones not to mention rites like circumcision and man taking a virgin in marriage has power to it. If you are a vampire you know these things in your own way. The reality is there is no actual god or devil. There is however a bunch of brains with higher function that can look out at eternity from their mortal life and shape a being that condenses all that is good right pure and wealthy as one being. Not unlike other transcending traditions. Being empowered by such can move one beyond what they are able to accomplish under normal circumstances like other tools that utilize feats of engineering. Although these traditions I discovered weren't absolute truth I do see their value. I don't really have much in the way of those traits that make others good at profiting off of others, I do have something and it spans the limitation of human experience as I relate to the cosmos through the elemental plane. I tend to include more than what makes me profitable in society. Thus I have a nature spirit inclusive of everything. Not just what is good and pure but all life forms that have a nervous system throughout eternity. I think my compass is a bit more refined than others. I'm a man that likes the best tools. ;)

...Later. Today some fucktard gets on their journal and starts mocking my journal entries. Don't recall ever seeing them reading my journal on last ten so that would be one of those that read it while being logged off. I wonder why they feel the need to do that. It says a lot about their character to me. Yeah I replied a couple times but they just continue to twist things around. Like mentioning 13 for a limit to my following of certain bands rather than just letting the system tag every purchase as a band that I follow or like the default setting websites use to auto-renew your subscription that you have to turn off manually or find yourself paying for it the following year. Dude takes it completely out of context like I'm some conspiracy theorist. Just like an attention whore you can't keep feeding them but just hope someone with at least average intelligence and above sees their bullshit and doesn't fall into their trap. My hands are clean in the matter I've done what I could to expose them. Not going to continue wasting my time and energy on them.

-Just sitting here sipping my creatine laced water listening to some Enigma while contemplating my day. This band's been around for a while. I remember hearing commercials advertising them when I was a kid. Went ahead and bought this album again for my Bandcamp collection. Had to go in and manually turn off the default follow option as I keep those I actually follow down to 13 (the number of completion moons in a year). These default fucking auto-renewal things computers do to help sell something in web services is ridiculous to me then I'm the oddball because I keep my number down to just 13 while everyone else gets thousands and appears so much greater. I got my book in today on Adobe Illustrator and started reading it. Training manual is a stretch in defining it more like a poorly thrown together primer. Reflects well the enshitified product and services marketed now. I'll extract value from it but at the same time I'm studying it my mind will be thinking how I would have written it with better quality. Instead of taking summary notes its injecting more substance into it. The standards sure have fallen far in the world now.

Posted this graphic in the stream today by Buzatron. I like blacklight art. There's a spiritual quality to it. I know many associate it with the trippy drug culture but its more than that to me. Back in the Celtic age in the dawn of humanity the dichotomy between male and female was recognized in night mysteries of violet lantern light as opposed to red. The black light would light up certain colors giving it an ethereal glow while red light would give more depth to black. After the advent of Christianity there developed a different system that became normalized and the Red light districts took on a new meaning. Instead of donating to a goddess' priestess you were paying for a service. The wisdom of the ancients were overshadowed by the new much like the conquering enemies would deface the idols of the subjected ones.

I've been binging on Nikita which is free now on You Tube Movies & TV. I saw that on my computer yesterday as I went over the channels I'm subscribed to see what's new. I liked that series so jumped on to my Xbox which is hooked up to my TV and entertainment center and found it wasn't listed there. So I had to go back to my computer and start watching it there before I could gain access to the que. Only then when I jumped onto the Xbox it was activated. There's fuckery afoot in having to do this.

-A man can never have enough tools. Where to put them all is the thing. I've decided to put Adobe Illustrator on the bottom tool bar. Although there are tutorials I'm actually looking forward to reading a training manual that I ordered. Just seems right to me to have a textbook open off to the side or to read while away from desk. Posted graphic above in the stream today by trustpixels. Broke out some Tetsugaku that did a lot of video game soundtracks like Zelda, Silent Hill and Castlevania to play.

...Later. Today there was a new profile that wrote they were here as a critic from some newspaper after spending 7 days on the site they were giving their opinion. Okay never mind the fact that at the end of a profile it lists exactly when you created it and the last time you logged-in and this one illustrated it was created today. So lie number one about this profile exposed their credibility. Then they start posting in-depth responses in their journal after criticizing this site that seemed like what you get from AI customer service a loop of stringing you along. I gave up on it feeling like my interaction was just data-mining or to teach an AI model free training like you'd give to an intern. These are our replacements in the job market now. Later I see that profile was suspended. I like dealing with real people that think for themselves. I think it is healthy to integrate AI tools but not to replace the human intelligence. There's always a trade off in everything even if it is related to time and how long something lasts.

Went ahead and bought this album. I like this band's energy some serious pagan vibes. Though I don't actually anthropomorphize and connect with cosmic forces through human experience as my mind was retrained to deal with elemental plane I do recognize many occultists do and can partake through them as it applies through the elements of the wise as they are inclusive of human nature.

Well I got Adobe Illustrator today. Lots for me to learn. First on the list was resizing graphics and renaming files. So I downloaded and posted this graphic in Stream after resizing it by I'm-Your-Daddy-Now. A new process but I'm getting the hang of it. Looking forward to doing my own graphics after learning how to use it. This just typing in prompts for AI creations just wasn't working for me. I know what I have in my imagination so can just get it into graphic arts. I got lots of arts and crafts supplies. Leather craft, drawing, painting, jewelry making, blade making, fang smithing and even been looking at a sewing machine to create my own clothing. I got my own style that is just hard to find. I see things on this deeper level in just about everything I apply myself to. Then it feels like a compromise when I get things from others.

Well I got my pantry restocked.

...Later. Okay I put an under construction sign for the main page of my coven. Since its exclusively for my referrals I need to get a lot of content sorted out on it. I intend to use upiori in my journal a lot because just having easy access to material allows many to come in then copy and paste what others are doing. I mean all a person has to do is write my name in referral box when they are level 5 and under rather than actually be pulled from a banner or link. Not that I think too many are actually intelligent enough to do this as the link is only seen in the mobile layout when most seem to use the classic. Right now I'm treated like a pariah but as a pioneer I do know that at a certain point that will change and people will try to hop on my bandwagon. So I have to protect a lot of it then let it out in stages after a person earns trust. Otherwise, some fucktard will come in spying on you to see what you're doing and just copy it and pretend they are the same in their own circle. It's not something you can stop but you can manage it and make it hard for them to do. Take a look at the patterns on vampire rave and you'll see this behavior. They seem more like lemmings to me just following the herd mentality. That has a place in a society but shouldn't be the end all comfort zone that develops degeneration.

Today I experimented with search by post option in the stream. Which is relative to key words not a graphic. So a person that uses the word "demon" will only see it if there is typed wording in the post or a comment in the post. I think most people just use the default main stream rather than the search by user or search my post option. I'll be endeavoring to teach my subjects differently to use their intelligence.