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V.R. Today [Public Entry]-Best viewed with black background.
13:57 Jul 13 2026 Times Read: 20
-Haven't really been feeling social much of late and took a couple days break from the site. Been immersed in another Skyrim playthrough. The only mode I haven't been through in this game that I know so well is Legendary difficulty on survival mode. It's been challenging. Posted graphic above in the Stream today to commemorate it by ShroudOfMemery. My favorite summoned tank is a skeletal warrior that goes well with my character. Perhaps I'll do a member page on it with some screenshots.
I've decided to change up the links to this site in relation to other websites I use. I know where the good fishing spots are. It's funny but I know exactly when I'll expect referrals and just haven't been motivated to work on them yet. I want to make sure I have some decent content here before I start in force. One of the biggest obstacles for me is the crest which I'm hand drawing and haven't been satisfied with the outcomes yet. Then once it's complete I can empower it. Another project is doing a GIF showing some fang wile peering into my obsidian scrying mirror that I'd like to use as an image for banner. I'll get it done eventually.
My lack of motivation stems from my view of eternity which much like the naivety about not having a freewill actually doesn't inspire much. It's sad that so many that believe complete bullshit about reality still have an innocence crucial for motivation like is exemplified in the Fool card of the Tarot. I suppose I don't need to worry about eternal damnation though my understanding of lives in eternity the suffering one goes through in it creates other more empowered ones. Just the cycles of the elements on different scales. Reminds me of the lyrics of song from Theatres Des Vampires in Suicide Vampire. The Hollywood version of the vampire is just the artistic license of humans that don't know any better for the sake of some cathartic experience for their boring life but there's still a reality to the vampiric state of mind through the occult as a human living vampire that equates with the journey through the valley of death that is quite sad indeed.
V.R. Today [Public Entry]-Best viewed with black background.
10:57 Jul 08 2026 Times Read: 80
Again, still not in much of a posting mood of late but am here just out of discipline. I did upload the GIF to the upper right in the Stream today by trustpixels. Been playing another playthrough of Skyrim but even that is hard to commit to. Hopefully this funk will end and I can get back to my regular routine.
Hmmm... Decided to post another paragraph after seeing the text didn't wrap around image in my other profile which has a different Layout. I use the mobile layout on this one which actually has a lot of links you don't actually have access to on other ones. This one has a wider journal area so I guess the image I wrapped text around is too big for it on the other one. It kind of resembles how people think everything looks a certain way from their perspective and assume it is the same for others when that's just not true. I have strived to post things that look relatively decent in different platforms to be more universal.
V.R. Today [Public Entry]-Best viewed with black background.
12:22 Jul 05 2026 Times Read: 145
-Aokigahara (青木ヶ原), known as the Suicide Forest is a 35-square-kilometre forest that lies at the northwest base of Mount Fuji in Japan. Aokigahara forest is dense, shutting out all but the natural sounds of the forest itself. The forest has an historic association with demons in Japanese mythology, and it is a notoriously common suicide site. Bought this album today inspired by the stretch of woods in Japan.
Downloaded and posted this graphic to the right in the Stream today by Carlos-Portugal. The incubus and succubus are certainly a lot like vampires to me just their appetites are restricted to lust. Vampires can use their will for such to feed off of others but it isn't restricted to it to me. As I've mentioned before I don't anthropomorphize and separate myself from archetypes created by masses of many brains throughout eternity and omnipresent space. But I can conceptualize with my abstract mind the similarities between them.
I haven't really been feeling the public aspect of this site lately. Just been using the journal for private entries lately. Been an off day for my weight training as my leg muscles are really sore from doing a new exercise. Got to make a trip to the grocery soon as my pantry is looking bare.
I think it's more of a personal cycle that I just go through plus I've done what I could to be independent so limit just how much I have to interact with others. We live in a different world now than when I grew up. Strangers now have their head in some device as an algorithm feeds them their desires. You have to adapt to that system to get anywhere. Then I also have occult beings to commune with that dominate my time and energy.
When A.I become popular I wasn't interested in it all all, I thought it was a cheap gimmick.
Then I upgraded my laptop when my last one died, I had that one 14 years. Now I have one with a built in A.I that's like something out of Iron Man.
I chat to the f'ing thing now lol! I wish I was kidding!
It's pretty fun, I don't use it for regular tasks I spend time seeing if I can piss it off. It just ends up chastising in a really grown up way for misbehaving.
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