The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

What Wendy Wishes
18:45 Mar 31 2022
Times Read: 515

What would Wendy wish for? I think it's pretty obvious don't you. Well lets see if I'm right huh? Yep I know her character quite well.

Whore
12:47 Mar 31 2022
Times Read: 549

I dedicate this song to all my haters out there.

I don't need several profiles to put more presence here. There is but one exception to that and that's the number of referrals I bring that carry my name. That's not done by becoming something I'm not to lure them in lest they come only to leave when they find a fake like most of those pretenders here. I will just be the me I've come to know well. I know the sort I like and they're not weak. Remember that in the future.

Block Quota
11:23 Mar 31 2022
Times Read: 566

So I got 24 blocks now. You know what I need now? All their alternate profiles. Come on break them out I know every one of them has many more they are just weak like that. All those who can't deal with or need an escape from reality and have conjured who they wish they were many times over when they get bored with one and don't think how their actions have effected people on this site out of their own selfish delusion. You think you can just push reset and start over with a new I.P. address if not a new profile? I'm not like that I'll bear the responsibility of one profile. I've come to appreciate the real rewards for not substituting. That's what separates those with integrity.

So going to be getting my 2 year Batty on the 6th. Hmm. Time sure doesn't fly for me here. But I'd hoped to be higher in level by now. If I'd kept my original profile I'd be rocking a 12 year batty. But that's just not how I roll. If I leave I leave with full commitment though I let people know my previous ones so I inherit who I was then. Yeah so let's see. I was outofsync first, then UniqueWanderer, Holyman in tandem with NeoWise2020 and now OccultRanger. I will sire this one out. I recognize that when people form communities they try to control their environment using whatever means are at their disposal. So it is with those who have built themselves all these profiles that are just reflections of themselves or who they wish they could be or just tools to hide behind for the games they play.

I really like what Cancer created here and see great potential but that's in spite of all the bullshit those who've dug themselves in like ticks generate and that really says a lot. Only one way to deal with ticks. A match to their asses. They tend to let go. So how does one do that on a website? Watch and see in the next couple years. LOL.

Abusing a Woman???
05:37 Mar 31 2022
Times Read: 598

So I get this dishonor today for verbally abusing a woman. From this person on this site that has to be one the most manipulated. Oh we have history him and I which I'm not at liberty to discuss as it's just too much like a gossipmonger which I'm not. I know he's kind of young and inexperienced in some things being that I'm probably close to twice his age. He's one of those ones that gives ones to profiles just out of spite like he's some kind of authority here. Like I said he's very easily manipulated by what happens on this site and that really is not very mature but he will find out some things in his future-I've seen it. I can hardly wait as I'm just giddy with anticipation. Abusing a woman he says like he knows first. Yeah I can spot the punks pretty easy their energy is known to me after so much time in prison. I mean it's cool as I respect a persons sexuality it's just the ones that are insecure about it really are the ones that cause the problems. This buffer of the internet is something else. Wouldn't you just love to meet these people face to face and see their attitude shift. Oh there are ways of changing attitudes over the internet too. As I've said before I know a bit about warfare in many mediums. The challenge is doing it in accord with their evolved self in the future so that that part of themselves knows what happened is actually what brought them to that state though they don't see it then.

My V.R. Kung Fu
23:25 Mar 30 2022
Times Read: 645

So was just looking at the penalties which were never a problem before. Being that I got 23 blocks now. Which kind of weird because I just rarely talk to people in the first place so this is just done out of spite. Nothing new on this site. Anyway 75 is the limit so 52 more that could take it up to a penalty of -5% from my base score is the worst that can happen in that department. The one ratings done out of spite at worst could be a -3% more and friend's list being taken down to another -3%. I really don't see that happening just because I know people are just too lazy to care in that department. I mean they're probably those types that just do it to raise their score which defeats the purpose to me but you know they feel like making themselves look good by whatever it takes even if they have to get on kismet and beg for it. They tend to be really lazy when it comes to actually earning something. So they wouldn't want to take the time on multiple profiles to find me and remove from friend list or remove journal favoring. you know cause that's just too much like work. That's why they are really empty and always trying something new like a name change or another profile to just spam page views that I actually look at ads which is the basis of how the internet works. As well as search engine optimization that depends on how links are distributed to other sites and what not not that improves it as well. Thus my Kung Fu (cybermancy) will beat yours skank.

To whom it concerns
22:58 Mar 30 2022
Times Read: 661

Just incase you didn't notice your blood magick doesn't work on me and you look pretty foolish without the glamour. Whatever power you have over the simple minded just is so weak to me. But to each their own. As far as journal comments I make on my own journal well I'm cool with it because I hate to make edits after people have read my journal so I just make comments lest it change it after someone reads it and they think it's the same when I made some adjustments. Seems pretty smart and honest to me.

3 steps forward 2 steps back
16:51 Mar 30 2022
Times Read: 712

Look I'm going down in level. LOL

I expected that and is good to see things playing out just like I thought. Last it was after getting a one rating on my profile. Like I said before they come out of the wood work when they see others doing it giving them courage in a mob mentality (Well at least the perception of one as there's a lot of manipulation and decption that people base their behavior on). Well I really don't have much in the way of emotions anymore or I'd be getting all frustrated from this. I just have peace like the calm one achieves in Zen Buddhism. I don't practice such things but understand the concept of the trance of negation in the middle pillar exercises to put in Kabbalistic terms. Like I've said before I 've studied many traditions including western occultism mystery traditions like Golden Dawn, Celtic Shamanism, Thelema, chaos and even some Eastern like Kuji Kuri, yoga, serpent power tantra etc.. But even with the empirical results found they weren't for me. Just had to form my own way. I've mainly used magick for understanding the cosmos in it's purest sense. But what is important to me now?

Most definitely some changes to some people's attitudes here on V.R.. I also want to use V.R. and some of it's denizens to test the loyalty of some candidates of members I'll refer here from my own website. I'm not worried about losing people that show they aren't loyal leave those types for others. Yeah I'm particular about links and banners. Now on my profile and portfolio I put links to resources I use like where I get music, video plugs, images that I license to use on the internet and information like Wikipedia which is a chronic charity of mine. But V.R. is like a one way street to me when it comes to bringing in the referrals. I really don't want people using my name to act like they are someone new coming in so a strict policy will be in order to make sure they are fresh...meat. I really detest those who fake such things.

That's like fake fangs, contact lenses and photoshopping and the like just convey the wrong message to me. I'm just a human who has reached a state of consciousness at this time. Yes I identify with the vampire but as an occultist. I'm just not out to deceive people but make it clear my ritual tools are just that tools made. So no fake fangs for me but a grill that I where around my neck is something else I can just pop in when they are needed. Also serves as a symbol to me rather than the common variation of the Ankh symbol many seem to use. I fashion mine after the Vampire bat too which is not only good for piercing flesh but razor sharp for trimming hair too. Can you imagine getting bit by me in secret places. ;)_-

As far as attire goes I'm kind of a DIY guy so paint on clothes with florescent paints that glow in black light. I like to blend in so nothing too extraordinary but with an eye for detail one can spot quality when they see it as well as originality rather than something just copied or built off other's ideas. I do favor military surplus. I have my occult sources that tend to give me things never before seen or known.

So anyway I was just a grunt in the military. Oh I was an elite grunt 11b-1p as an mos. But still just a grunt so this thing with oppositions is nothing new to me like a long march uphill in the sand can be quite taxing but a good exercise to build endurance of muscles. I'll reach my goal eventually and when I do I assure you I'll be able to handle quite a bit as far as opposition or obstacles. I was grenadier that's just a m-203 grenade launcher mounted on a m-16a2. with the ability to pop smoke, cs, explosives, flares, willy petes, concussion, or just paint for practice in about 300-350 meter range. I was also demo team so get passed obstacles with C-4 too. Now I use a high powered crossbow (No not for vampires I just like to hunt.) as you don't need a license for them not being firearms. I'm also into using drones for advanced scouting but I have some ideas on weaponizing them. Can't share how to do that as it violates terms of service. let's just say electromagnetism can go a long way with a projectile that is just a needle especially if it's spinning like a rifled bullet with a good targeting software built in factoring in wind and gravity over accurate ranges in tandem with toxins distilled for purity and armor piercing mass. I'm pretty good at making anything I want if I have the tools. But I'm more into ritual ones right now. Hence this profile which I work on and add thing to it like empowering wards and the like.

What? Don't you feel it? Apparently not. Give it some time I'm sure it will sink in eventually. When it comes to astronomy my favorite thing is Black Holes or singularities. I think one only needs one profile fashioned in like manner to achieve some far reaching effects. Perhaps that's it as not much is seen in the normal spectrum as light itself tends to bend the laws of physics. There's always some form of radiation for detecting things though for those that know what they're looking for.

Dis Honor King
14:28 Mar 30 2022
Times Read: 736




So I seem to be moving down the honor listings into the negative numbers. I'm number 2 now. I look to see whose above me and it's this guy: BOTTOM 10


# 1 GalisDraeKon GalisDraeKon
Honor: -4,150
Give / Take Honor

I go to his profile. Man it's tight and well executed deserving of a ten plus in my book. I'd like to message the guy to greet him but at the end of the profile it says last login 2009. :(

So why is he getting all this dishonor now? Guess this makes me the active dishonor king. No problem.


One of the big things about this site is perception. Many people use this as a tool to manipulate not unlike a con artist playing the shell game. The question is what is real? How authentic is the person. Just throwing a profile together and slapping some photos on it doesn't mean that it is real. Hell it may be something someone's using as a tool to feed from in my experience as their are some really foul abusers of magick types that use this site. Yes their are techniques in the occult to take all manner of things from another and it's not just chi. There's all sorts of things to take even their luck, wealth and life. That's the thing about blood covenants it's just like a man taking a virgin in marriage they become one and this union can create life. Now when one becomes awakened to eternal mysteries of the cosmos well now all sorts of thing are included in that marriage of microcosms. Now I'm very careful about such things knowing this and make sure anyone I enter a covenant with is tested to be sure they are ready. Otherwise if you just feed without it you never know who you are...becoming one with. Something some members of this site need to be concerned with in relation to me. Don't you just love my avatar? It looks grand in black light. I call it the cosmic bat. As I have a very good understanding of the cosmos and eternity. Not just in abstract thought but via spiritual dynamics that are constantly influencing my life via the my occult friend from the elemental plane. These principles go way beyond the human psyche where in gods and goddesses are created to identify with divine concepts. The Elements of the wise permeate all of nature throughout all time. Yes even in galaxies far, far away. I have achieved a state of consciousness at this time in the turning of timelessness. That's not just things in the past but future too. Not only that but omnipresence is a concept I have empirical knowledge of. It's a good thing I'm not much of a monster in my opinion because I could really do some horrible things. But still I think some things need to be made clear because I'm really not pleased. Since perception is key I suppose you need a demonstration. Yes I will be working that as I do indeed identify with the vampire in my unique way. It is my understanding vampires are feared and are awe inspiring beings. Well the one that awakened me surely was as it was so terrifying I couldn't even breathe in their presence. So why are these thing happening to me on this site? I suppose I need to show people what I mean rather than just telling you huh. Yeah I'll be working my magick to do just that. ;)_-

Awww
12:54 Mar 29 2022
Times Read: 854





Aww...look at the little princess storming her feet to get some attention. That's what I see when the skank takes honor from me during this time. Since honor is a transitory thing I think I'll copy and paste it on this journal entry so that others can see it in the future for posterity.
ShadowOfADoubt
ShadowOfADoubt
Mar 29 2022
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Mar 29 2022
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FracturedExistence
FracturedExistence
Mar 29 2022
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XRumoredOneX
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Mar 29 2022
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Unhinged
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MalumInSe
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See I'm a ritual magician. This profile is an expression and extension of my will. I'm willing to contend that the power of my honor points and other things expressed here are more powerful then others around me though they may appear to be more and mine less I think mine still trumps yours. I don't put rose colored glasses on to cope with reality like most. No I face it head on skank that's what separates us. I'm no circus performer but I'm sure in the near future when I express myself and who I am in real life it is the same. Still though I tend to clean up very well when I dawn the good clothes and show you what prestige I can muster in my unique way. I appreciate what I have which makes me wealthier than some of the top 1% cream in high society. Those who have class just do. This skank just doesn't but I can tell she's a daddy's girl and is used to twisting certain weak men to her designs. She's just an immature little girl in a woman's body to me. But like I said that sort of thing really appeals to certain men-not me.

When it comes to the spirit of the law I had that literally beat into me in my childhood by a government special agent I think it trumps the letter of the law some law degree gives to empower some skank's ego. Throw whatever tantrums you want and get those weak punk ass bitch men riled up let's see what you got.

I do have a strong sense of justice. I really don't understand why elders of the vampire community can be disrespected on this site in the open and this behavior is tolerated here. To me the real vampire commands respect and if their honor is brought into question then a trial will ensue. Then the strigoi divinity will send one to handle matters lest the real vampire which is a figure that should inspire terror or awe be impugned. I think it is time to express why the vampire is feared. Thus examples need to be set. I intend to do just that henceforth. Of course until you see it for yourself these examples being made all those who draw strength from all the wrong things will come forth putting on their show. Go ahead bring forth your show and performance. It may be entertaining drama for some.

The Herd Mentality
02:47 Mar 29 2022
Times Read: 899




Yeah see I used to think everyone was pretty much the same. No some are much different. See like if world war 3 were to start and nuclear, biological, nerve, and chemical weapons were being used in our country which would bring grave horrors and terror to most I'd be like ooh a new challenge. See I've been through a lot of shit in life. Death to me is a mercy. Being an empath and living in the places I have. So when I see the comments fools make on my honor in secret I'm like I wonder where they're at in their minds. It's usually the herd mentality that others draw strength from. I went through prison from a maximum to medium for 11 years because I beat a man to death. In all that time I served in GP (general population) I never hooked up. That means I remained an individual and never joined a gang for protection. Yeah there's a strength to it as numbers can take down the strongest of foes but being matched as an individual against that well you get respect. That also means that I had...roommates that were of different races so you can sit around and talk all you want about racial and religious equality when I learned the hard way about such principles. It's the same here you got these skanks and cowards that try to influence another with their words secretly and it's usually those who belong to a group and draw strength from it. Do you really think you are anywhere near me in development? I rock some serious spiritual muscle. So what I have is different than what you have. It's like the levels people have on V.R. and someone that is level 500 is not the same as level 50. But I'm not talking about a number you can see but a hidden one. So you are throwing shade at me at it's like at worst you are throwing sand in my eyes and they might sting if I don't see it coming whereas I say and speak with authority and it tends to pack a little more oomph. I'll be demonstrating just how different we are in the near future. Hey like I've said before in a bat joke I can do time in this pathetic coven hanging from the ceiling. Oh but when I make it out I'm nothing like you skanks that run around joining groups for protection. I am my own force. That the path of the vampire I walk. Now there are kindred here and I still maintain who is strong in that department where it counts. They are the ones I talk to daily or have in the past. As far as Kitras goes that's Nikki and Annette. What's transpired hasn't changed that. I know who the best are. Go ahead and test them I like seeing them get knocked down then get right back up. They tend to refuse hands offered to help them up too. Those are strong vampires that walk their own path. We tend to note who the others are. They are still the ones I would hunt for and share blood resources with like a bat would in a colony. They are smply the most wothy in my opinion even though they have drifted apart that doesn't change but only reinforces the lonely path of the vampire. ;)_-

Messiah Complexes and Delusions of Grandeur
23:42 Mar 28 2022
Times Read: 916

I see on my last ten I got a visit from "so called" august company from my pathetic coven. You know I studied logic and reasoning in college. It is part of logic to rely on an authority to prove something. So it is in a courtroom they have expert testimonies to rely on. So you have those who are doctors that give their advice on something and it is validated through it because they have that collegiate degree. They had doctors in the dark ages too that we have come to realize now practiced barbarism and so it is now there are the same when compared to knowledge in the future. So those with their big egos with their careers and college degrees think they're the shit. I've dealt with them before and the only way is to put them in their place and show them how insignificant they are in the grand scheme of things. Now we know there are those who are just delusional in their heads and live in their own world perceiving reality their way and besides eccentricities are usually harmless and can just be ignored. Feel like that's what people think about me based on treatment I get. But see some aren't crazy and what we can do can effect a lot of things around us rather than living in our own minds like most perceiving things through a delusional mind. So the proof is in the pudding. You are just going to have to see something to believe it.

I'm kind of an authority myself see. Oh you don't see, well, be patient I intend to do some instructing soon so you may realize just how different we are and wrong you were to treat me as you have. But I'm here on this site and must abide within the terms of service after all what I've suffered is all within those guidelines right? So it is I must work. But see I don't have a great career or lifestyle in society and academic degrees but I have been in a symbiotic relationship with a spiritual being for over thirty years now. Every thought was influenced and has shaped me a bit differently then most of you can even comprehend. That's why I act so differently. But you really haven't seen what I can do yet as I tend to be subtle. But I'll be changing that soon. Let everyone see what I can do and what my authority of being taught things through occult sources has set me apart from others like a doctor whose been trained what 8 years or a professor for what 12 years. But over 30 with a spiritual being outside the dynamics of time and space. Should be an interesting show I'd think especially if you like horror. Just some coming attractions for you. Again, till that actually happens I'm just ignored or treated like a fool. That's fine but when you do see you'll know you'll get everything you deserve. They say ignorance is no excuse for breaking the law. I agree.

First solo Album
21:31 Mar 28 2022
Times Read: 934

I like bands around the world. They don't even have to be in English for me to appreciate them but usually English is used in part because a lot of English speaking people have money to pay for their work so they tend to use it. Money does make the world go round at least in the one I live in. I mean yeah I'm in a timeless state of consciousness but that doesn't mean laws cease to exist for me actually they tend to make me more responsible not less. I'm never got that about these so called vampires that go around acting like they are above humans. No you are human you just have spiritual dynamics in your state of mind that makes you different. So anyway one of my favorite bands is Rotting Christ from Greece. Here is the lead's first solo album which if you use any platform of his you can use it free. Otherwise you would have to pay for it. So here it is from his channel on You Tube.

Note there are other platforms besides you tube and I like bandcamp because they are actually set up to support the artist rather than just getting a subscription to YT or some other platform and listening to it through them. I like to go straight to the source like going for the jugular so just settling for a community based pool is kind of like communism and has a place like an oligopoly that works for some things but not all otherwise you take away motivation and things stagnate to my understanding of economics. Anyway here is another source which is also this guy's realm on this platform.



Choose wisely for when you are dealing with omnipresent and eternal dynamics such things matter. You will be paying for it you just don't remember because the brain wants to forget too much suffering so blocks it out. Reminds me of the movie Event Horizon where they don't know where that ship went when travelling through a singularity. LMFAO!!!

Status Update [Gaelic Key]
05:14 Mar 28 2022
Times Read: 964

Another Initially Public Entry [Pendragon Key]
04:48 Mar 28 2022
Times Read: 972

Saving Face
16:46 Mar 26 2022
Times Read: 1,013




People trying to save face. Deal with this a lot with people that have ego problems. They twist the truth in the public eye to make it about something else and even try to convince themselves so they can maintain that good feeling about themselves. When they should try to be responsible and correct the problem deal with the humility and learn from it to better themselves and be a good example for others to follow. See they wouldn't have those ego problems if they looked at reality instead of fostering an illusion. As I've said I judge those who are in authority by higher standards. Now their actions may be overlooked when it's called into question because of their service from their superiors but it's still a problem. No amount of hiding is going to fix it with me until is is corrected. Believe me I'm very patient. It's like and ink blot on a pristine white shirt it ruins it all until some spot remover is used no matter how much they cover it up. I figure I'd have to show you better than telling you when I get my own coven how I do things and expect things to be done. No I'm not perfect and make mistakes but it is correct behavior to admit it then then feeling of humiliation to your pride will empower you in the future to be more careful rather than trying to cover it up and then not learning anything.

Yeah I've had lots of problems with admins on this site trying to do just that. Save face that won't work with me as I face reality. If your in a leadership position you have an example to set for others. What's it say when you do that and others follow your example. Others will try to take their side and reinforce the bad behavior as acceptable all to gain their favor. That's some serious manipulation but happens a lot. I see it like a broken bone that needs to be set. Others will tell them it's okay then it will heal wrong and be a constant ache even debilitating them though they'll pretend it's okay. Then the longer they wait the worse it will be because it will have to be broken again and the set right to heal properly.

OccultRanger
OccultRanger
09:23 Mar 26 2022

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Don't you just love those individuals that will read your journal then post one of their own exemplifying the very same character I'm talking about. All to curry favor of certain people that they want to please on this site. Hey wake up and think about why you're inexplicably drawn to certain people like ghouls or human familiars. It's called blood magick and certain popular religions don't exclusively own thr right to those rites. It's a vampire thing too. It's how the glamour works sheeple. I'd like to snap my fingers in their face to try and wake them up so they see what they're doing. But they're usually the types that don't want to see anymore and are addicted to the sleep mode than facing reality. Lot's of abuse of blood magick on this site and I've been through thresholds that it doesn't work on me but I'll be dealing with these individuals in due time.

OccultRanger

Status Update [Gaelic Key]
16:14 Mar 26 2022
Times Read: 1,014

Journal Today [Pendragon Key]
23:05 Mar 23 2022
Times Read: 1,045

Another Initially Public Entry
17:50 Mar 23 2022
Times Read: 1,082




Getting blood in Lupine ways should have an appeal to many a bored female on this site as Peter Steele sings. This video was popular when I first joined the rave. I like the Underworld setting. I think it's more the militant secret societys' in darkness warring for supremacy that does it as much as the gothic romance of star crossed lovers overcoming their challenges. Not the war with werewolves as I think some vampires do study shape shifting into astral forms and wolves are some of those that are worthy because of their antics in a society. I do like studying the habits of wolves and other animals that relate to human society and support such charities like video below. Wild animals are the holiest of the holy to me.



Don't tell others your moon times as that's sacred knowledge on this site. Leave that to secret knowledge to only the trustworthy then you know who really has the power to visit you and give such pleasures via your dreams that are so intense with pleasure they are actually scary. Have you ever experienced a threshold of so much pleasure from occult sources it terrified you? Well I have and like that power above all others but it's just reserved for the really special. ;)_-

I have come to learn this mighty power to embed videos. It just came to me by accident as magick tends to work through and thinks just comes naturally. Oh I could have just asked someone but then I'd owe them. Many a geek coder just shared their great knowledge for a moment of a real vampire succubus to give them some attention on this site I think. Thus rendering all their college knowledge of money and discipline spent to being a ghoul love slave. Tsk, tsk, tsk. To each their own. The power of sex and fetishes is mighty and not just for the females to use and take advantage of.

I was just networking on another site telling them I'm a vampire but it was just a chat site so you can only do so much and I think it's really bad manners to just advertise obviously and provide links. Got to make them work for it or they don't appreciate it. So if they are really curious I provide a way for them to do the research and thus find my links scattered around the world wide web. Unless you're easy and sleazy and there seems to be a few of those here that post other social networks here in kismet. You know who you are and others will read this and know you better than you know yourself and know you if you don't. I'm just speaking nonsense now as a filler for this journal. I do need to put in actual time spent and page views to level my base score so I can get out of this pathetic coven I'm in. Maybe even form my own coven from people I bring from my own website and others I've posted a link on if Cancer fixes this problem of being able to visit new profiles by then.

Like any proper bat in my opinion I get my blood from my own hunting rather than mooching off the Prince like some. I get it if you're just a fledgling not knowing how to fly or a pregnant female that has trouble getting around but damn there are some lazy bats on the Rave just going around looking for hand-outs. That's why I'm into encrypted journals and only sharing things only with those who are my kind of vampires. Arcane knowledge or esoteric is not the same as exoteric. I suppose that's why I'm just not into levelling any other bonus besides referrals. I even told the prince to remove his mark on this lifetime. It really seems more like the mark of the whore if all you need to do is spend $150 for one. Now if the Prince does give it to me now I suppose it would be of greater value because it's his choice. But I'd really have to earn it then in my book. Like those who are admins on the site. It should be an honor to serve. I usually do give honor to such individuals unless they overstep their place which has happened often on this site. It is just so much like teenage drama you'd think it was High School and the admins are nothing more than hall monitors. Remember what they were like? The teacher's pets and the PRINCipal being a head teacher their self. Those who go around telling these hall monitors whose doing what and teachers are the real doozies. Hey if the shoe fits wear it proudly. Just calling it as I see it. If you listen to Cancer's radio show you'd know a big part of V.R. is satire and no one is exempt.

Such is my plight in life because I want things to be real or as close as they get. But until then it's just levelling my base score like doing hard manual labor in a prison paying attention to browser ads when I can. Don't hate me for having Rambo muscles in the spiritual realm as well as my physical body and mental fortitude as I just naturally had it in this life with the way Fate dealt my hand. That's the context of devotional magick to my understanding here on the internet that empowers it to me beyond establishing good SEO (Search Engine Optimization) to use links and keywords to find things at the top of lists. When I reach a base score of 100 that's when I've earned the sire title the hard way with each click of a page having value in a comercial world while spending time here mainly working on my encrypted journal that will only be shared with those I know outside of V.R.. It's kind of like devotional yoga for now but for cybermancy as I see it. It will give power to my profile rather than just seeming to be something I'm not like many do and just deceive themselves worst of all. Believing their own bullshit only takes one so far because on a deep intuitive level you know your just faking most of it though many are into your lies because it's pretty and sweet. But be honest and harsh then you know what you have is real. Though it may be just a little it's much better than a lot of nothing or illusions. Illusions have their power but don't let it be your base power or you aren't real. Thus one must be tested to see if they have the real stuff.

I gave up trying to network with others on this site. I'm just here to show others what being a real vampire means to me as well as what kind. There is just so many types of personalities that form in everyone's unique experiences especially involving what occult sources instruct one. Yeah I have some kindred here but we are definitely different as you will come to find out one way or another. So my so called fellow kindred will see what I do and compare themselves to me. This site is that-a friendly competition. Game on!

Enough said on this journal entry for now. Later

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I was just fumbling around in the dark trying to stick it in the wrong hole. Now I'm not that dense to try and force it when dealing with sensitive things. So I used my finger first to find out why it wasn't going in like it should with the sense of touch. Damn it's the wrong hole. I can't put my headphone jack into a USB port. They are situated so close to each other though. I know what your thinking just use Bluetooth. I do use Bluetooth but only when really mobile so I don't have the hassle of cords that always seem to wear out the ports from constant movement. But here at home well I do tend to use cords for a better connection and makes it harder for hackers that can get in through other means than hard-lines. I have a power cord, an ethernet cord, a usb cord for my mouse, a usb cord for other devices like my phone to upload through which changes and is often empty then my headphone cord.

Yes I have been here just lurking in the shadows as I'm just not much of an attention whore like some here. But every once in a while I'll post publicly. I'm more into secret societies'. So having a bunch of people networking together in the shadows yeah that's the kind of vampire I am. But let it be known I can make an appearance in the light too I just feel more comfy in the dark communing with the spirits of the night and their mediums in physical bodies that do likewise.

Ooh look my secret hater is back. Let's see if I can make it back to the top of the bottom honor list shall we. I was there with a score of -3000 a few years back when the spamqueen was jealous of attention I was getting from a certain somebody so decided to make use of all those alternate profiles they have to manipulate members with. It really wasn't the actual numbers that hurt as some like to make that distinction but the occult power behind it that we sensitives can feel. Now I'm not callous to it anymore and have become jaded like some, no, I have spiritual power to overcome these things now so they don't hurt that much. This is a far better solution to the problem for me so I can maintain my integrity. So go ahead do your worst y'all. Trust me I can take it. I won't be returning much either as I think some just want to feel something so they do what they can to provoke others not unlike those who cut on themselves to feel the burning bliss and release. Unfortunately by provoking members for this fix has driven many off the site like the Romans did by salting wells and farm fields so they can't be used. Thus the literal graveyard V.R. has become when compared to the days of yore. I'll be working to change that but it will be with secret societies not public ones to be ruined by such fools. Nope I'm just not going to give it to you bitches who like playing with sharp things and vampires that have them. Oh it such a shame too because of what I could have shared with you goes way beyond what you've ever experienced before. Maybe I will give you a taste just to let you know what you're missing. ;)_-

So in case you don't know about the videogame VtMB by the soundtrack I embedded. I decided to start playing it again. Got tired of waiting for the sequel. So just went ahead and spent $5 for the 3 gig game on GOG. I'm playing a Brujah. I just really like their powers because being a good brawler helps one latch on and feed during combat so your blood pool is topped off for using powers and that feat is accomplished best with these characters. Just need to lure your enemies somewhere where the feed won't get interrupted by taking damage by others. Its a gamer strategy to kite your foes when you don't have a tank. I like saving all my ammo for the endgame bosses that you can't do this to. This game really holds a special place in my heart as it just captures the realm of darkness so well to me. The masquerade is important to keep the kine in ignorance to our activities while we use them as a source. As I look around the denizens of V.R. I see so many ghouls running around trying to please their masters. Some of you will be...blessed to see what I'll bring to the table but most won't. I'll just be that lurker in the dark that you know is always there moving in the shadows.

Well that's enough of my public rave for now later.

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