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Thirty Seconds To Mars - The Kill (Bury Me) (Official Music Video) LOL How I feeling right now. LOL

God in Heaven,

That #$$%%^^%$##@# job, all black, don't come back. Thinking of doing the other temp job this weekend, looks more fun, anyway. Working at a baker. Slave labor, you have breaks, when the work lets up. Nothing if the work is solid. 12 hours to 13 is ruff, like I said. Yesterday, felt like using a walker.

Well, well, well, Found out that my terrible pain in my legs, is definitely, from drinking soda. Have to give it up. Will be sooooo difficult.

NEED SUGAR WATER, like that BUG, IN ..... MEN IN BLACK.
Men in Black - Edgar - HD
LOL THERE HAS TO BE A WAY WITH OUT DRINKING SODA.


After, I drank two cokes, the next morning I really needed to use a walker. A little late, but, I guess I should HAVE stick to Blood.... LOL

MY GOD IN HEAVEN

BEEN DOIN 12 HOUR SHIFTS, BUT, NOW THAT THE SODA IS DISSIPATING, FEELING MUCH LITTLE BETTER.

Didn't get threw to Stonehenge last night.... hmmmmmm….. Shatter Me Featuring Lzzy Hale - Lindsey Stirling

Felt good, every time I tried, like.... a good feeling all over my body for a brief time. Now, what was that word in the spell, gathering, no..... lol..... did do it in a dimensional way. C..... hmmmmmm

Went for a job, that I actually, would like. Only part time, told them, I want to keep the other job, and I will just work around, if I get it. Love the biz.

Truthfully, would prefer my own business. But, noooooo money. Oh well.

Hey found a webster childs book..... LOL.... no comments please.....

Feel like the grinch, people here playing their bar bousers, the noise, the noise. . . .

So about 2 did new Stonehenge trip w trilithons. But, honestly too noisey, even my dog chimed in. Lol. The noise, sounded like a weekend. Maybe somebody has a birthday. Still goin on. LOL

I said the first ritual, no, commentary, no..... started with a c. hmmmmm commotion no..... what was that word. LOL. After the Trilithons were placed at Stonehenge. Now, I was here and there. So what would that do.... change the water levels.... LOL Drawing down the moon.

Did see full moon, they were drawing down. But, was not clear, after. Just moon and drawing down. Tried w actor. Was something about rehearsing lines. This actually would have been an ok one. Maybe will do it again, later this week. Safe.

Back to Joan Crawford. Lol. Lots of actresses were like her. Margot Kidder, Judy Garland, to name a few. Interesting though. Like the hanger scene. Who did put that there. Lol. Definately not a way to get into show biz. Lol. Sorry was sort of funny. Maybe the daughter got paid off by Bette Davis. Lol.

Baby is on Parole....

Last night, gave me the third scratch.... Threw a flip flop at him.... and now on parole.... no hugs and kisses.... till I figure out how to stop this. Actually, probably till he comes back and says sorry. What a little, one. He knows I'm upset so he stayed in the sun by the window. I'll just have to be scar face for a few days. Mon dieu! third time....

The sun came back once the garbage got taken away, LOL..... Ta Ta to my skull friend.....

Did an interview, not the one I was waiting for. Truthfully, baby was still in window, took him off and put in food. Tomorrow got to get more. I got to stay away metal handles. That where he is clobbering me on the jump.

Been watching short scenes from Mommie Dearest, lol. Poor kid. Just wasnt the glitz type. Lol. But, that is what Joan wanted. The perfect stage daughter. A lot of actresses and actors need drug rehab. Kid looked like she was the control. Joan wanted a partner in crime. The scene when she picks her up from school. And asks her to just go along w her. Lol. Kid just wants control, Joan wanted glitz. Glitz kids.

Bettie Davis was too funny. When she said that her mom always told her to say good about the dead. Then she said Joan Crawford dead, Good. Lol.

Truthfully, I remember that show, Baby Jane. Both acted well.

This stuff was from my moms era. Although, she loved musicals. Dad, loved cowboys. Lol. She did hear the origanal war of the worlds. On the radio. Her account was fun.

Maybe shouldnt have joked about the Satan head in the garbage. Right after I was walking past the emergency entrance, at a hospital. When I heard a car racing, a lot of booms, screetching. I was looking at a guy in a wheel chair. And heard the valet was dead. But, didnt see anybody dead. Just a pick up, tracks threw the bushes, and sign. And the car going the wrong way on the road. He wanted to move it. Which to me was smart. But everyone said to leave it. He said it just raced out.

Just 2 second missed. So much for getting the new Gambit.

Reminds me of late one night I was almost hit by an x coworker in Walmart parking lot. Stayed behind tree. This time I stayed to side.

Lol. I lost a day. I walked in heat Thursday. Friday was sick. Sat. Thought it was Friday. Sunday found out lost day. Too much cold medicine.

Was so dark when I got up. Maybe Satan statue mad in garbage. Lol. Well, tomorrow interview at 1.

Was just noticing the house that Mr. Musk, is selling, for 4.5 mill.
Too institutional. Small, very small.

You might think I am flakey. But, what about Dracula's Castle, in Transylvania. White, but, not too white. Sunny, but, not to sunny. Big, but, not to big.

Someone said astral, that spacious, could hide in it forever.

Another said astral, no pesky neighbors for miles.

And what a view of Transylvania.
Just rigit.

Well, looked for uniform shirt. Has to be fancy. But, the biggest size was medium. Yup, think that was a tuxedo shirt. And that looked like a female medium. Actually, was 6.99. Which I high for a thrift. Didn't look like a male size. And I am a large, female. Tie was not there, either. But, hey, came close. Think they were only a few hours anyway. So, will have to give up weekend, Jolt. Bummer, did try. Why I was looking for a shirt with ruffles on both sides, I don't know. But, I think the ones I saw at the thrift was Tuxedo. Were accurate.

Might go to try cooking, again. Just have to get rid of runney nose. LOL. Was easier with sore throat to hide.

And, my Baby knocked over the devil head. Truthfully, I bought it because It matched the dragon head. It was too.... recked. Lol. Baby staying clear of me. LOL. NO big deal. Sort of gave me bad luck. The ram horns were both broke. The protruding tongue broke. And a vampire tooth broke. Would have had to use a lot of super glue. . . . A lot. IN THE GARBAGE NOW. Lol. Just a stupid thing.

Still sick. But, runney nose not just running out. Lol. I heard someone at the library, sniffle, like I do.... wonder if he gave it to me. Today is Friday, maybe why I didn't see much on the job board. Was one I liked, phone interview Monday, for that. God, I feel bad. Can't have nose run on food. LOL

Saw Jafar w out dentures. So unlike him. Lol. Get em in.... Smile.... LOL

Landlord probably thought was trying to slip him. LOL. Was only that sore throat turned into runney nose and sneezing last night, was up all night. Lol. What a mess I am. Need cheap meds. Tried to get tissue at CVS. Could only find toilet paper. LOL.

OK, my eyes were itchy the other day, so took allergy pills, waiting for nose to stop. LOL. not good for interview. LOL

Took one pill. Nose still ran. Choke on throat. Took another. Still runney. Choked on throat again. Only 3 more pills to go. Lol. In bed w TP.

Back to Stonehenge. Cant wait to do astral again.

The stones were like razor cut. And they looked very light. Could be sun light. Looked so diffrent from mess that is there now. Felt so hugh, they did. Like towers above. Cant believe that someone cut and smoothed so perfectly. The men looked so perfect.
Just riding on brown horses.

Need to go further. Did same entry from middle outward, then counter clock.

Was like a summer day today. Dog I washed a few days ago. Looks back to messy.
Lets see if cold weather comes. Lol was so hot. Only for 2 days.

Landlord called, and it is time to take first step to get check. Had to gmail. Next. Wait till tomorrow to take next step. . . . . TAKE IT BACK. DAY LATE.

Then go physical. Then govt. It is over two weeks and a half official. . . .
NEVER MIND. . .

Got a cold in throat. Been second guessing buses lately. So far my 4 leaf clover is failing. LOL. AND SOMEONE MOWED OVER THE PATCH.
JUST A LIL BUNCH. LOL. NEAR HOSPITAL.. WHERE IS CONSTRUCTION.

NOTHING IN MALL. SO FAR NOTHING ON STREET. . . .
Went at wrong day, to hotel. Next week. But, all black, don't come back.

MIGHT AS WELL GO CHECK OUT BAKERY. PAYS 10.

Uh oh, the gerbil lover left early. I told her to calm down. That everybody gets it. But, no. . . . Even went 2 the bathroom looking for her. Gone. Ooo why she let it get to her. I didnt c the trauma. Guy who said he did c refused to talk. All could say is. . . She was upset. When she does it to me, I pull back. Well, she isnt goin back anyway if no check.

Quite today. Another job interview tomorrow. New moon yesterday.
Nobody at work that I am chummy with. So sucks.

Shoot couldnt change my number. Have to back out to come in. . . .

No check. Tomorrow is d day no check. Then. Back to that govt place.

At least I was w friendly people. Guy near tables. Girl w gerbal. Few others.

Was so hot today. Beautiful.

No check yet! Maybe it is good, they didn't give me anything for the weekend. Asked boyfriend if I should go tomorrow, he said yesssss, Ask about the check. LOL

New interview Wednesday, or Thursday. Hmmmmmm

Got another Coupon. LOL

Saw a clip from Stephen Hawking's Video. Where he gets up astrally, and gets the pen. Sweet. Probably did. He wasn't much for adventure, though. If I wasn't so concerned that he would destroy my kind, I would have taken him without consideration. But, He seemed tooooooo intelligent. Miss him, though. I like how my people and a few associates played with him with the head shake. As if we understand. LOL. That is coming from someone who stares at her hand for a half hour. And, goes back in time nude with a blanket on. LOL.

Was Thinking.....(Magnetic north has never sat still. In the last hundred years or so, the direction in which our compasses steadfastly point has lumbered ever northward, driven by Earth's churning liquid outer core some 1,800 miles beneath the surface. Yet in recent years, scientists noticed something unusual: Magnetic north's routine plod has shifted into high gear, sending it galloping across the Northern Hemisphere—and no one can entirely explain why.)


I have a movie star, that I am about to play with. Not sure when exactly.

Were some that said that they would like to stay back in time. But, think. There was the hammer, and plenty of wars. It looks like simpler life. But, honestly has a lot of hazards, also.

Those two round circles had some kind of mark on them.... not sure what. Need to see them at work.

Going back to the Trilithon era, at Stonehenge, makes me think how smart they were. Very smart.

Was looking at 2 candles w round bases. Kept putting my hand between them. Wanted to see effect of flame.

Was thinking of those 2 circles in the outer most region of Stonehenge. Even visualized flow of current.

All I came up w were markers.

Yeah PHIL, WOO WHOO
YOU CAME OUT
WHAT A CROWD

And what a day. . . . I have a clear view of Stonehenge in the new Trilithon days. Even saw a group of men ride up to the circle. Saw the stone center. And for the first time was there in body, astral that is. And, was there a lil longer. Great.

Well no check yet from new job. Got to sign it over to landlord.

Applied at a old location. Guess I passed test. Said it would notify me when job fair comes. No what they say, 3 strikes your out.

Got another 3 dollar coupon today. Much needed.

Finally, got a chance to finish Mr. Musk book. Beginning was more interesting w personal info. After that, it got cold personally. Just business.

Crazy guy outside door last night and this morning. Lol. And it has been so quite.

Did an astral to warm up. Seeing that he woke me up.

Did calling. When Stonehenge trilithons was placed and finished. All stones had sharp lines. Wish I had seen more of view. Stone was linear, also. Men on horse rode up. Long brown hair. In clothing. Sun was shining. I was In blanket from bed. Wonder if they saw a ghost. Lol.
Good astral time. . . . For someone who hasn't done Stonehenge astral, in a while. I think problem of time before, was that I didn't say the trilithon stones before. Was much better view. Lots of lines.

OMG, this interview, was the same exact interview that I went on yesterday. I really, did not want to go on it. Marketing. But, I'm glad I did. Said the same thing that the other said yesterday, exact, only has a different company name. Hmmmmmm And a poorer look, for the establishment. Maybe they are trying to get names or such. Although, at least, this one is cloooossssseeeee. But, It is sales, and right now the economy isn't doing well. Plus, like I said, no car. OK, job search till the next one, later today.

Put, in for the Mardi Gras stuff, but, didn't see anything yet. LOL, glutton for punishment.

Awake now, .....

New Moon on the 4th.....

Cats, at 2 cans again. And dog now, can eat two cocktail. I better stick to 1 cookies, damn,..... Maybe hibernating.

OK, what or where am I going to take, the show off, Hmmmm has to be fun, complex, going to a great one. Not Mr. Musk. Wouldn't mind one of his sides..... maybe soon....

Feelin a little like myself again.

Someone wants to work astral with me. But, have to come up w something fun. Plus need waxing moon.

Someone else who talks like that guy WILSON, You know the dead chef. I GUARANTEE. Has chatted hear and there. Not sure who he is Astral. Has to do w previous work. Said there wasnt a 1:00. But was a later time. Hmmm now who could the mystery guy be?