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23:59 Feb 20 2018
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all alone




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21:02 Feb 19 2018
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We would of gotten to the hotdogs anyways, or to the point of fart, in this relationship..


Oh hell no, did he just say that?


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12:47 Feb 19 2018
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Im gonna nap and smoke all day.. yep yep


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12:06 Feb 19 2018
Times Read: 32


Its my birthday on monday.
I think ill try hide out where no one can find me :)


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dale0302
dale0302
13:17 Feb 19 2018

Well happy Birthday :-)





Shaqra
Shaqra
13:31 Feb 19 2018

First in a week but thanks lol





 

10:12 Feb 19 2018
Times Read: 39


& today we wake up with psytrance.
The rare kind i enjoy, that is.

ugh. Have awhole lot to do and so very little motivation.
You're your own slave when you are on your own.

Doesnt fit me.

.

Crowned.


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22:21 Feb 18 2018
Times Read: 68


Pathethic?
You really got nothing better to do?

Online drama? oh my
And i thought MY life were boring.


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Shaqra
Shaqra
23:10 Feb 18 2018

/No, im not part of it and dont intend to.. grow up people. :)





Slain
Slain
01:59 Feb 19 2018

Aw but drama is so 2018... lol





Shaqra
Shaqra
10:14 Feb 19 2018

Yah i know you tend to be abit bitchy my puerto prut but even you dont stoob that low ;)
as if we dont got enough real life drama to attend to -_-





 

Pandora.

20:12 Feb 18 2018
Times Read: 78


But you and i.
we never learned how to do this.
feel all the right things show opposite.
Ill honor you below me, Bow.
Only for i cant give you my love
Without your submission.

Do one thing mean otherwise
only to see the others reaction
to afraid to give one self up and be true
thats what we do.

,

May there be someone
Willing to open this backage.
Look at one thing at a time
try to understand it

For you
Thought you wanted the package
without looking at its content.
Having it, tored open
for you to have a look
and yet not see a thing.

Oh what wonders you missed
And messes you created.


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21:50 Feb 17 2018
Times Read: 89


I want to.
walk up behind you, wrap my arms around you
as i press you into me, and i bite at your neck.
I want to, make you mine.
but i hold it all in,

all while i hear you say
Shaq, youre staring, whats on your mind?


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18:27 Feb 16 2018
Times Read: 115


Indigo, starseed, earth angel reincarnated
Extraterrestrial, serpent/reptilian/dragon hybrid
Human Psychic, medium, clairvoyant, witch

Sweet child got many names
can you
Link it?

wake up.


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LordAriel
LordAriel
18:42 Feb 16 2018

I'm not sure if starseed child can be linked to reptilian. But again, I could be wrong. But I know the definition of other kin.





Shaqra
Shaqra
18:44 Feb 16 2018

There is so many species was just to mention some.
of the most ''known'' :)





LordAriel
LordAriel
19:33 Feb 16 2018

I want to study them well. Keep posting





 

13:46 Feb 16 2018
Times Read: 128


Inside any tragic cause of damaged person. wHom turned out to be abusive, or destruktive, towards others or one self.
Is a wounded person just trying to protect themselves for the chance that, someone might wound them again.
that they might show their fragility and someone would crush it.
this..

makes killers.
Those who did not mean to become so.. that is.

Im going to do something i rarely do..
I am going to admit to be such person.
I started out young, i have not had 1 relationship.
where ive not been abusive.

Another reason i refuse to this day
to be with anyone..

I went through abuse as young, kidnapping and rape
not sure if it was just me becoming damaged
or the cause of that?
I never really sat down and went trhough with what have happened to me in my life.

always stayed strong and moved on.
First now i realise ofcourse you cant go trhough life like that and not have effects of it.
cant turn it all away.


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22:27 Feb 15 2018
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I dont talk about this really cus, i dont know. ive always been taboo on the subject, when it comes to myself.
Ive been biting people and having their blood since the age of 16. its not something i ''practise'' as said, im actully not fond of it.
i try not to, i dont actively participate in such evens.
they sorta mostly happends in lack of control when people come close.

Since i was a child i have been odd and different.
I did not feel things like other people. i never cryed, and always went my own way.
i understood things that a toddler or young kid normally do not.
and tho i did not feel much, when i did i felt it, alot.
lust, passion, desire, rage.
I was pretty much left to my own. but i remember stuff that creeps me to the core.

I remember the spirit on the stairs, how it creeped up behind one at the last steps.
I remember standing on the top floor of the house looking out the window, about to jump
i remember biting my lip to see the blood and just watch it dry, till at last i had formed a little pool on the plate
i remember how id sleepwalk downstars, go get a cola, then lay myself down under the table,
then knock my head up the table and walk back up in my bed.
continuious dreams of blackness, and bubbles of different sizes came out of my hands.
How i went into the closet, just to sit in complete darkness..

this was all between the age of 4-9, and only a few things.

as i grew up. it all became.. much, much, worse..


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22:10 Feb 15 2018
Times Read: 151


was mach du mein schatz?

was sach du mein schatz?

wir sollen essen!

Gesundheit, when you sneeze.

4 things my mother always said in german.


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22:05 Feb 15 2018
Times Read: 152


Jag pratar svenska men jag kan inte skriva det

Jeg er dansker

och swenska

Unt deautch

what i know of.


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21:56 Feb 15 2018
Times Read: 157


My dog snore like a man.

Imma go for the kitty next time.


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20:36 Feb 15 2018
Times Read: 160


Forever printed on my skin
My devotion
How far id be willing to go for you.
Yet too scared to give in.

I feel too ugly, i feel too bad
When it comes to you every inch of my confidence fall
So afraid of not being good enough
Its a relief when you leave.

But here i am
Cant get you outta my mind


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09:36 Feb 15 2018
Times Read: 167


Think i have a serious issue with electricity..

Also. My bathroom lamps always manage to stop working no matter where the fuck i live.
Not just the lightbulb no, the whole fucking thing..


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Psychic sleep.

08:49 Feb 15 2018
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Someone have hidden 2 bodyes in a shared basement area, like a basement with severel doors and rooms.
afterwards this person have been going to a zoo, or somekind of amusement park with animals.

this is the only info i remember.


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15:25 Feb 14 2018
Times Read: 187


I want you.
want you to want me.
to be mine.
spend time with you
stay strong with you

just you.


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11:56 Feb 14 2018
Times Read: 198


God this bad, ugly, dead energy or, lack of. inside me
not sure.


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11:07 Feb 14 2018
Times Read: 203


Its funny.

So my sister over time keeps telling me about how i once apparently had just liftet up my shirt and flashed my boobs and she just will never forget it
Im like ya whats so weird bout that youre my sister but then we laugh

then she say i just saw these perfect round boobs and you just came about and flashed your boobs.
'

But its funny now cus we can laugh about it, i dont really have a memorie about it i was probably high.
still i dont get the biggie.. i get its weird to do but relax, its boobs.


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10:59 Feb 14 2018
Times Read: 205


I never forgot you psycho.
I really really hope you are a better place now.
Im so sorry i was not able to keep you.
I was so young..
So irresponsible.

i hope you went to a good home.
I miss you.
i hope you forgot about me.


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Shaqra
Shaqra
11:00 Feb 14 2018

I wish i could forget you
I love you
Im sorry





 

09:26 Feb 14 2018
Times Read: 216


Im gonna find the prince or princess to roam among my side.
King gone lost his crown, lost his mind, his kingdom.

Now we start from scratch.
Just me, and my joker.


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20:50 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 226


I have a sister in another country that ive never met.
Ive always known about her tho.

Me and my young sister is basicly aunts to someone a little older than us.
i know her name, what she looks like etc due to facebook.
she looks like my dad.

i dont have the guts to contact her.
though my father never hid this from us.

He got her long before us
when working in sweeden.
he told that he had to go home back to denmark
and they did not want to follow.
or so her mother didnt.

i know that they have contactt again
and i love that..


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unconditional

20:11 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 227


I will wait 100 years
for one true kiss.


Forbidden love.


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20:00 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 233


Growl, as you list closer, curious, we're a dangerous pair you and i.


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Haven.

19:45 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 239


If i called would you respond?
Or am i hopeless.

Come here im right here
None of them obey

they have forgotten the old ways
what is pure in each their own

perhaps its all for me
long for what is oh so familiar

fell only to turn dark
in this darkened world.

Lucie.


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impulsive.. cus ew. i dont like it. its kinda creepy!!

19:05 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 241


They are all around me.
im serious.

its creepy.
they are watching

i hate it
i hate this ability

specially
when the light goes out

i wanna shut it out
help me
they are all around me

ghosts.


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18:53 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 242


Can you imagine how lonely that must be?
ignorance is bliss
insight a gift.

Cus lucie is such a know it all . (eye)

Shaqra.
Fallen


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18:30 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 244


`Finding anything exciting?


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18:16 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 246


And of being so in love
but not letting it show

why dont they make it police bells and church sirens.

police bells church weeooo


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17:01 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 251


They all look like you
why do they all look like you
Your eyes
mouth
everywhere
why?


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14:47 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 266


I went to buy cigarettes and i was asked if i had turned 18 yet..

ok, ok, the person may be blind as they clearly did not see the massive face tattoo i have .
but but.. go me!!!


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08:57 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 277


Ok i got the flu, my mother got the flu, my sister got the flu. we all got the fucking flu
My mother still gonna drag us fishing for 4 hours in the cold.
looking forward for some family time but this is, fååårk!!. only doing this cus its my mom


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dale0302
dale0302
14:43 Feb 13 2018

As long as she doesn't strap a fish to you trying to draw the flu out of you :-)





Shaqra
Shaqra
14:47 Feb 13 2018

lol!





Shaqra
Shaqra
20:21 Feb 18 2018

Man it was cold.





 

08:36 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 280


We all know theres more out there than most are aware of.
some of us has seen it some of us has yet to, some of us never will

whatever is among us is within us.
may it be dirt or cosmos.

human kind will always be destructive
aknowledge that amongst you all
or welcome the era youve all feared.

its coming.


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08:04 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 286


You know something has clicked when you find yourself or others just stare, at nothing, like they are elsewhere..
this can both be a stoner,wonder,philosophic,memorie. etc momentum. or the person has died a little inside. yep.
turned off, emptyed out, let go, given up.. whatever follows is usually not good things.


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AlexMystique
AlexMystique
08:15 Feb 13 2018

if you feel this way... we are more alike than you can imagine





Shaqra
Shaqra
08:25 Feb 13 2018

Shaqology 101.





 

07:39 Feb 13 2018
Times Read: 289


Demons do tend to hide behind a little faith
do not expose selves likely
some have light
some utter darkness

Most of all
not fond of you.

Light has fallen to its minion
Dark wont obey
Catastrophic in the cosmos of souls
May you awaken in time enough

walking among you


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18:42 Feb 12 2018
Times Read: 299


That i always forget to turn off the stove is another reason i dont belong in a kitchen.


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13:15 Feb 12 2018
Times Read: 309


My dog gets scared of her own farts and runs away.


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UninhabitedHeart
UninhabitedHeart
17:47 Feb 12 2018

lol





 

12:06 Feb 12 2018
Times Read: 312


Today is my moms twins funeral.
ibut my family is so messed up and fucked that my side of it cant attend it.
rather sick thinking about we were so close to her.
Makes me hate them more. they have no regard for my mother in this.

Something ill never forgive.
its her twin. you monsters.

bunch of selfish psychopaths.
ill forever be bitter.


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09:51 Feb 12 2018
Times Read: 318


I will never love you and how you treated me..

never.

:)


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bounce.

08:46 Feb 12 2018
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07:52 Feb 12 2018
Times Read: 324


My words meant to cut you
To show me exacly how you feel
my actions meant to bend you
To make you show me exacly how you feel

Ill take you to the edge and
have you jump
only to grab you
and take the stunt.


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19:58 Feb 11 2018
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19:27 Feb 10 2018
Times Read: 359


Music awaken the chosens
music is their cries
their sorrows

Fly
Fly up above
spread em.
move
follow the sound
as we become one.

melodyes
wawes
emotions
cry
fly
fly up above.
follow the sound
We're one.


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15:33 Feb 10 2018
Times Read: 367


When i dont wanna open the door to my downstairs complaining old lady drunken neightbour she starts calling through the door, you know the little opening in the door where you put letters in, .
I dont want to get all angry at an old lady but hell i just might.
fucking write a complaint i dont wanna hear about how you didnt get your fucking nap cus my dog barked or played ball ..

Fuck off. i can hear your grandkids yelling every fucking sunday morning
shut up. bitch.


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Doru
Doru
21:12 Feb 11 2018

*smiles* some people just need to be told.





Shaqra
Shaqra
21:21 Feb 11 2018

lol indeed





 

14:45 Feb 10 2018
Times Read: 375


Today it was a stroke i knew would happend before there was any indications .
i was left rather shocked. i stopped looking at the screen and looked to the side.

thought to myself.
ok im psychic, dont know how long i will be able to deny that..
but what the fuck is the point when there was only a few minutes before it happend. not that it is the case always. just made me wonder.


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21:53 Feb 09 2018
Times Read: 381


the first one you think of in the morning.
the one you think of at night.¨
thats whoever have your heart.

Who got yours?


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20:09 Feb 09 2018
Times Read: 388


As yall can clearly see on my profile i need a little help with the coding. i really forgot half since not using it for years..

do come forth.


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host

14:04 Feb 09 2018
Times Read: 403


I know how you feel about me.
i know when you think about me
when you miss me, tired of me. long for me.
I know when you look at me
though im not watching

i dont know how i feel about you
i dont know what i think of you
dont know if i miss you, tired of you or thirsty.
though i am not watching.
i see it all.

--

Shaqra lucie-helel sun torn.


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10:57 Feb 09 2018
Times Read: 410


Most of my family is half bred ego centered psychopaths.
That shit didnt start with me.
honnestly somethings just wrong with us.


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10:32 Feb 09 2018
Times Read: 416


A comedy about a psychopathic child that grows up to develoup borderline personality disorder..

this is gonna be fun..


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10:25 Feb 09 2018
Times Read: 417


They say im a psychopath.
i say i have alot of love to give to those that have alot of love to give to me.


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07:53 Feb 09 2018
Times Read: 420


Does it say 666 at my forehead? Lol
Naaah, its flowers right ;)
Mostnlikely it says, be.
Riddle you this
Riddle you that.

Crowned.


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21:12 Feb 08 2018
Times Read: 436


Miss me yet? lol


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18:14 Feb 08 2018
Times Read: 449


Im broken, come here
shield me.
let me take in your essence
feed once again.
Heal me
love, tears, flesh and blood
Ill hold you through all

shaqra.
.


come here, let me devour and use you
show me, your colours.
dont want you for nothing
Fun, money, respect and submission,
be eaten or be servant
i have no tolerance for your kind.

Lucie.
.


adore me
cherish me
crown me high
Great sacrifices might bring fruit.
Youll never be alone
stand the tests. do not stray
loyalty.
Kneel, im here.
forever.

NoNameNikita/Helel

.
A love this size
Comes with a prize

Riddle you this
riddle you that
only wise human figure.


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17:48 Feb 08 2018
Times Read: 452


They're all just fine, they're all just good.

But, they're not you..


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12:07 Feb 08 2018
Times Read: 458


Its. Sickening sick to be sickening sick as a sickening sick sickie.


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20:44 Feb 07 2018
Times Read: 476


Humans, supposedly created of principles. oh, what a failure.

nemesis.


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19:55 Feb 07 2018
Times Read: 482


Bitch, am i lovely?
Do you want me?
Bow, come here,
love me.
whos my bitch?


;)


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Borderline trouples.

16:08 Feb 07 2018
Times Read: 494


Even my mentor asked me today if i concidered that a woman might be the right thing for me.

mh, might be. id say both genders have each their own pros and cons.
that id take someone who is good to me nomatter the gender.
then again my history with men is really, bad.

I know the best thing for me (and them)would be just to stay away from relationships.

but even monsters need a lil love.

Maybe a woman have the qualityes that would be healthy.
otherwise its a disaster waiting to happend.

either way, wont dare to be with anyone again
till someone comes along that handle this shit right :p


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BloodEnthusiast1841
BloodEnthusiast1841
21:01 Feb 07 2018

Women can be very complicated... This is coming from one. Best of luck!





Shaqra
Shaqra
07:33 Feb 09 2018

I know, i am one :) thanks though





 

20:22 Feb 06 2018
Times Read: 505


Reflect onto you what you reflect onto me - logic.
Cus we all forget to see our own flaws at times


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Slain
Slain
05:52 Feb 07 2018

Absolutely. : )





 

20:07 Feb 06 2018
Times Read: 507


I saw a picture i will never forget. a decade ago.
It was a man, looking identical with someone in my family.
but it was not a man, and it hung at a strangers place.
it was a devil, or vampire, his piercing eyes and fanged smile intimidated me
He was real, and familiar.

id like to find out more about that painting. but i only remember the image.


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The angel, the demon, and host to hide (witch)

19:46 Feb 06 2018
Times Read: 511


and i was left, feeing the need of another human.

this was new.
is it hunger?
lonelyness?
or realising how another person could belefit me?

or have i, remained humane.

.

Shaque you keep to forget your split, youre torn.
its all in your names.
riddle you this its not the first time
why do you keep denying this
you shut yourself down, you wither away
the powerr you posses possessed you.
wake up.

.
Lucie go away lucie youre my damnation
youre everything thats wrong with me
a monster, a beast, liar, evil.
Lucie stay, lucie protect me, go away.

..

How about you shut up the both of you
youre crazy
both being deminished versions of yourselves
stop fighting youre all you have

..

Just crazy (:


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rimble ramble.

19:24 Feb 06 2018
Times Read: 512


Theres two of you, i love you both, both of me that is, both of you.

But we're fucked up fucked , fuck it fuck it forget.

why if for nothing, lessons learned or we just tell ourselves that.
lets be real.

drop the insecurity
we were meant to be.


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08:30 Feb 06 2018
Times Read: 522


My maker left me long before i woke.

Good call, im a nightmare of a daughter. ;)

- Lucie


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''story time''

08:13 Feb 06 2018
Times Read: 528


(in theory) or whatever the fuck to call it.
If someone were bit by a vampire, almost drained, then raped. (exhange of fluids)
The vampire has chosen to keep the victim for awhile. and reveal his abilityes and age and personal likings as well as info onto this (victim)

And then let it go, The victims survives. a few years later this victim almost die but come back to life.

The one who the victim away would drink some recieved liquid themselves. some that the victim probably should have had. but couldnt get, as were allready out in the draining sun so the vampire couldnt bring it. point is the victim did not recievev the special drop.

yet before remembering (after failed attempt to compell to forget
Had tendancyes that were bred uin darkness
( still do)

one day it all came back to this victime.
what had happened, as a sick coincidence.

in theory.
What would this victim now be?

!sick coincidences)
Been feeding before remembered everything again
years before. anemia sicknesses
Half dead
Tend to be ice cold (for real) on hands and feet
plus some cool abilityes.
was born different and from mystique


Im having trouple deciding with myself whether this wictim turn zombie or just got a few side effects.

suggestions?


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hybride.

19:29 Feb 05 2018
Times Read: 542


Cant wait to this fucker cold weather is gone
I might be allergic to sun
but i take the nocturnal nights

rrrargh
its torture.

why are we not build for our own fucking clima.
nah, perhaps its just me.

ugh.

serpent.


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19:17 Feb 05 2018
Times Read: 545


I tend not to like when people ask 'how are you. reminds me how i am.
then again, i could do with someone who cares.
but for what bother? im not here to chit chat.
i mean, ask or write something else.

Im sure you will recognise how i am either way lol


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14:02 Feb 05 2018
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I got to let him go
I gotta let them go
gotta let them go
so whos is out there for me?'
who is?
starint to one side
then the other.
wondering

cus i found myself doing that
musing.


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13:54 Feb 05 2018
Times Read: 560


Something changed in me
life became all too real
and its not that i cant take it
frankly have no choice but to
its that im broken
dysfuntional
i hide alot for that reason
cant seem to be able to express myself here
as i have people reading it that knows me.

i want to be honnest but its all too heavy and complicated.
i tryed to pin and point where i am at mentally and spiritually but
no one get it with the bits and pieces.

rambling
i dont know what to do, with everything.
but i must.
find a way to express it. if it means privacy then so be it.
id rather be, anonymous.
if 100 honnest in a world like this.

not going to be a writer with this face.
and rather not be more than that
wouldnt even want that.
just want money and have fun
fuck everything.

right now.


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UninhabitedHeart
UninhabitedHeart
18:46 Feb 05 2018

💖





 

10:57 Feb 05 2018
Times Read: 568


So do i.
So do i my friend
the same ones you are spitting.


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10:25 Feb 05 2018
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Measure my amount of love in my amount of worry.


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15:39 Feb 04 2018
Times Read: 594


It is!


ALL.


MeSSed!


up


&



WICKED!

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XDecadenceX
XDecadenceX
07:47 Feb 05 2018

Hugs, here if you wanna talk.





Shaqra
Shaqra
10:35 Feb 05 2018

thank you





 

14:01 Feb 04 2018
Times Read: 604


went to sleep about 4.30.
woke up at 6, soaking wet sweaty from nightmares.
fell asleep and was woken at 8.

I dont know how to handle this shit
If i go to sleep its terror
is i stay awake its tragedy
Or.
Solitary isolation

pick a poison.

So i forget myslef.
turn off go cold.
And remember.
She needs me.
Im needed.
This gets me through..

I will go through terror tragedy and solitary isolation.
For my cursed blood.
Their mine, i am theirs.
unconditional.


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21:07 Feb 03 2018
Times Read: 625


I could really use someone right now.
Cant be alone with my head.
My world is crumbling.


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UninhabitedHeart
UninhabitedHeart
22:38 Feb 03 2018

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15:37 Feb 03 2018
Times Read: 638


My aunt died today.. cant handle it. i knew this would happend


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Agdistis
Agdistis
17:42 Feb 03 2018

I'm sorry to hear that. You and her are both in my thoughts.





Shaqra
Shaqra
21:20 Feb 03 2018

Thank you alot :'(





dale0302
dale0302
13:52 Feb 05 2018

So sorry :-(





Shaqra
Shaqra
14:29 Feb 05 2018

:(





 

14:12 Feb 03 2018
Times Read: 644


Shes unconscious now.
Spendt all night contacting my dead grandad and grandmom to come watch over her, be there for her and have her hand if needed.

Im afraid ill awaken my powers and have
darkness come back.
But ill do whatever to have my aunts spirit at rest.


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12:35 Feb 03 2018
Times Read: 647


Today i woke up completely bathed in sweat.
I look at the clock. 13.13 .. raise myself to sit.
and feel the teardrops from my eyes run down my face.
huh>? what happened? never have i cryed in my sleep.
a dream with nothing but you. i still dream. just terrors of you.

today, ill dissapear.
may they miss me.


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19:15 Feb 02 2018
Times Read: 678


I stand at the edge and look down.
It wont hurt, for long.
One step and it will all be over
The pain, memories, worries, suffering.
Shall i cowardly jump into peace
Or stand and fight for the sake of others.
No one knows.
How many times i stood at this bridge
Looking down.
About to end it all.

I walk back into my apartment.
Maybe tommorow ill have the courage to jump.


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UninhabitedHeart
UninhabitedHeart
20:43 Feb 02 2018

💖





 

12:23 Feb 02 2018
Times Read: 689


Creeps, creeps all over. I must be a fucking creep magnet. ugh


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17:23 Feb 01 2018
Times Read: 709


Does it work?


It did

It worked!

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14:42 Feb 01 2018
Times Read: 722


im ready to get the fuck away and start somewhere new.


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dale0302
dale0302
15:18 Feb 01 2018

Is it that bad? Honestly though I am a mover.......usually move every year sometimes more than that. It keeps me from getting bored ;-)





Shaqra
Shaqra
15:40 Feb 01 2018

Yeah im stuck in a place with absolutely zero opportunityes for me.. gotta go..





dale0302
dale0302
14:25 Feb 02 2018

then do it and have no regrets :-)





 

Words words words

07:52 Feb 01 2018
Times Read: 719


Toxic, rotten, half dead.
A little human within a demon whom were once an angel.
entwined, bitten, not shy
Just,
toxic, rotten, half dead.

A borderline bomb.
So confused by what is.
1,2,3,4 stay away
its best for the both of us

Dangerous
Fragile & ticking

Tick tock

.

you cannot handle me
Ill cut into you and pick you apart.
while itll destroy me.
tick tock


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07:36 Feb 01 2018
Times Read: 727


''i am seeing 2 other girls right now''
My responce was gonna be, im not comftable hearing bout this, why the fuck you telling me this?'
instead i chose to wake the fuck up..

when you recieve info in your sleep youd rather not have.

Note to self.
Do blood and they will haunt you.


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