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I'm nice and a sweet person if you wanna be friendly... but do understand that I might be half asian but im also half black.... and i dont care if yall swear your lives on it... i love my husband.... im married and happy within my marriage... my first personal post might've confused some of you... but my husband is one of the best things to happen in my life... and if yall think imma screw that up over some internet random fling... lemme tell you... it aint gonna happen...

Stop flirting... stop trynna tell me that no one would know... that you suddenly in love with me... nigga you dont even know me.... fuck that... fuck all of that.... I tried telling you nicely to leave me tf alone! You wont listen...

Stop texting me telling me you care... i dont give a fuck... you wanna be my friend... sure.. imma be sweet with you and nice and talk bout everything and be there for you when you go through hard times... but imma be real with you... if you think, you know me... you dont....

I love my husband... and im not gonna.. ever... be with any one else... please understand this.. i dont wanna go into this topic again and again... get this through your thick skull aight...

Thats all i gotta say
Have a good one and happy holidayz people!!

Since I was a child I always wanted to stay away from the devious circle of normal apple pie life. I always wanted to do something special be something different and go through all kinds of challenges in life.

I never wanted a white picket fence and a husband and kids and stuff. I always knew I was different and destined for something far more important.

However, look at how life takes a turn. I am married, stuck in a house with a white picket fence working a 9 to 5 job and the usual bullshit of paying bills and making life work.

It's just disheartening. My husband is an absolute sweetheart and a really nice man which is why I do not have the heart to tell him that I never want kids.

He's excited about the prospect of kids. I am stuck in this. I am not happy would be an understatement. I am stuck in this life. This is not me. I am not a heart breaker and I love the guy which is why I just don't know wtf to do.

This is just not me.

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NCBandit
10:17 Dec 16 2022

I think most of the people on this site have had the feeling something was different about them which sets them apart from normal society. I cannot speak for other members of the site. However, on a personal note I too have never had the desire to have the traditional nuclear family with 2.5 children. Yet, I am a divorcee and my ex-wife had two children prior to us being married. I've also since been in relationships with women that had children of their own. And, while I do like children I cannot say I desired to sire any of my own (especially at this stage of my life).

The situation in which you find yourself is a precarious one. Speaking from a male partner's perspective, the only advice I could proffer would be to have open communication. This is something that probably should have been discussed prior to marriage. However, as we all know hindsight is 20/20. Nevertheless, you are never going to be happy unless you and your partner can come to an understanding. Sitting your husband down, and calmly discussing your thoughts, feelings and expectations is the only way for your both to know where you stand. Ultimately, your husband will have to understand and respect your desires. Keeping him in the dark is only going to develop, or further, a rift between you. I hope this helps.

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