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I have no idea if anyone can even read this, and I still dont know why I do this, I dont realy know how to discribe or say what I want to say, but Its a mixture of stress sadness confusion loniliness and um yeah, thats all I can realy think of, well dont feel like saying much else.

I have no idea why I am doing this, maybe because im stupid, maybe just because I am feeling more of an outcast of society, or maybe because I just feel more at home here. (Sorry if anyone takes that as an insult, it wasn't intended that way). I probably lead an average life, maybe even a good one, probably better then most people, but It just doesn't seem that way to me. I have a twisted mind and everything I think seems to be a distorted version of reality, maybe it's true, or maybe I'm on the brink of insanity. I dont know why I even bother, Im sure millions of people complain and Im just one of them now, well if I feel the need to add on to this crap, I guess I will. Untill then, I will just end this entry.