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... I spent the day with an amazing man at the beach. It's been a long time since I've liked someone worth liking. I'm not jinxing things, it'll go wherever it goes. I'm not hoping, not wishing, just enjoying our time together. So now I'm sitting here listening to the DCFC playlist I made on project playlist and can't wait to talk to him again.

I wouldn't complain about the stupid movie pop-up if the friggin close function worked properly and closed the pop-up. Instead, every time I click it, it opens another window. THAT IS TOO FRIGGIN ANNOYING!!



(end rant)

I miss my daughter so much, I can't even think about her without tearing up. When stupid and I split, we said we would never use Becca against each other but I should have realized that's the only thing he had to use against me and that he would use it.



So, my options were to stay with someone I wasn't in love with, wasn't happy with, and stay with my daughter



OR



leave the unhappiness before it literally kills me and live everyday with my heart broken and the biggest chunk of it 300 miles away and no longer in my life.

I've decided that since I'm starting my life over, why shouldn't that include aspects of my VR life as well? I'm going to forget all the negative things I've written in the past and start my journal anew.



Positive changes in my life:



-Starting college soon



-My dad is a part of my life now, we've been apart since I was 19



-I'm going through a divorce, maybe someday I'll find an elusive decent guy (if such things exist). I'm not holding my breath.