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02:06 Mar 23 2019
Times Read: 58


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the Bat Ruffle Dress by Dracula Clothing❤
The lace up back, and the ruffles are just everything.
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05:32 Mar 22 2019
Times Read: 90


"If you're out on a moonlit night
Be careful of the neighborhood strays..."

https://youtu.be/8oIrZwANcKI

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00:09 Mar 21 2019
Times Read: 154


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Because petite, blonde witches❤
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LZAPERVERT
LZAPERVERT
22:37 Mar 21 2019

lol





 

04:02 Mar 20 2019
Times Read: 192


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I saw this, and just had to get it for Wolfie :3
Easter is the best time to find cute bunny stuff to fill up the top shelf in his office with stuff from me.
He says I get top shelf because Bunny is most important ^^
While we were in Skype a few days ago, he put out all the tiny bunnies I got him a couple months ago.
He seemed really happy. He says I really help.
I just want him to remember how loved he is so I try to surround him with cute, happy things.
Maybe it's working.
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16:54 Mar 19 2019
Times Read: 219


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I sold a couple of my dresses for a few hundred dollars, mostly stuff that was too big for me, and decided to treat myself to something a little more elegant. I really love these dresses because they're elegant, but not floor length, ballgown, over the top. I adore those dresses, but I have to be realistic on what I'm more likely to wear. The bat dress really demands a corset, and they had that gorgeous sorta underbust corsety top on sale. It's obviously not the real deal, the boning is plastic, but I think it'll look really pretty with that dress.
Besides. Wolfie just loves me in anything tight, and corset styled...
He was telling me today how he'd met a new friend at college, and the guy wanted to know what I looked like after Wolfie had gone on about how gorgeous, and amazing I am. He loves to show me off to anyone who hasn't met me yet. He's so adorable... But he showed him some pictures I'd sent him in the last week, in particular the ones where I'm wearing that Lolita Killstar dress that I'd shown here recently. And I just love that instead of showing his friend my lingerie pictures, or something sexier, he chose to show me off as his beautiful gothic girlfriend. He loves the way I dress, and that means a lot to me. Because all my life people have told me the way I dress is just a phase, I need to grow up, dress like a normal adult, all that stuff. But he understands, and loves me, and encourages me as myself.
He's never tried to change me, but I've still become the best version of myself from knowing him❤
But. I've been wanting both of these dresses for quite some time. I told Wolfie that after I move there we should start finding places around the city to do little photoshoots of me in my dresses. He's a really good photographer, and I'd like to have some better pictures, even some cute ones of us together ^^
It's funny, it never really crosses my mind to take pictures together. I need to remind myself to do that.
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09:24 Mar 18 2019
Times Read: 244


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Gothic ball gowns❤
Wolfie offers to buy them all for me. But honestly, I don't need them. I'd keep them in my closet forever just to admire them, but I probably wouldn't wear them much.
I just want to live in a big pile of velvet and lace❤
The top right is actually a wedding dress. It's like what Wolfie imagines I'll wear for our wedding.
His little Gothic chibi vampire bride.
So sweet...
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04:45 Mar 18 2019
Times Read: 260



https://youtu.be/_adCqdUA5z0

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17:59 Mar 17 2019
Times Read: 284


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Purple hair.

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04:46 Mar 17 2019
Times Read: 313


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This happens all the time xD
Life of Master's Kitten❤

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21:16 Mar 16 2019
Times Read: 365


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I just noticed this dress is covered in demon faces.
Huh.
When I bought it a few months ago I saw the stars, and the Cross of Leviathan, but I just didn't notice the leering demon faces all over it. I just thought it was really pretty brocade.
I wonder if anyone else has noticed them while I was wearing it.
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FeverDreams
FeverDreams
04:27 Mar 17 2019

I think you need to give us outfit haul ... we would love to see your collection of clothes. I am starting to wonder how much closet space you have :)





 

08:24 Mar 15 2019
Times Read: 421


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Today was Wolfie's last day working for his business. He took the weekend off to get ready for his new job, starting next Friday. He's going to take a couple weeks to settle into his new schedule then have me visit so we can have a little more time together, and figure out when I'm going to move there. My proposed plan already is that possibly after I'm there we drive back here after 2-4 weeks to get my stuff, and move me in right then. We're going to have to drive back here eventually anyway to get my stuff so why not right then? It also saves on a plane ticket sending me back. And it's only about a 9 hour drive. He'd just need to take 2-3 days off work, or even only 1 if we go on a weekend. But you can't just ask for time off immediately from a new job. We're hoping to plan my visit for May/June so asking for a couple days off in July might be a little bit too soon. But he said his boss told him if he ever needed a couple days off it's no big deal so we'll just have to see how everything goes. Being moved in by the end of the year at least is definitely looking more, and more like a possibility. We really weren't planning on having me moved in til the end of next year, but I'll definitely take it sooner.
It'll be great though. No more getting home past midnight. No more revolving his life around his job.
Lots, and lots more bunny time.

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07:01 Mar 14 2019
Times Read: 469


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I've been playing quite a bit with the Fetish eyeshadow palette. This particular color is La Petite Morte. A very lovely shade of green. I mixed it with some black because it was just a little bright for me.
When I'd read the reviews on this palette a lot of people had been saying the colors lacked strong pigmentation. I completely disagree. The colors are very intense. Of course, I'm not a professional makeup artist so maybe compared to professional makeup this sucks. But it's been very good to me. Definitely the reds in it. All of my recent pictures have me wearing a color red called Bondage, and it is just perfect.
The dress I'm wearing is Tomiko by Killstar. One of my favorite purchases from them ever, it's just gorgeous. Especially with a nice petticoat at the waist. That's how I wear it anyway, but I like to be extra fluffy like a Gothic cupcake❤
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XbluesandX
XbluesandX
15:14 Mar 14 2019

Gorgeous





 

22:10 Mar 13 2019
Times Read: 492


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Kitty brought me a gift, still alive and wiggling...
He kept looking at me like, "You're not gonna play with it? But... but I worked so hard to catch it for you..."
No. And when I asked him if he was going to clean up his mess, he walked over, and laid down right on top of it...
Noooo mess here.
I eventually moved him, and shooed it back outside.
I didn't want to kill it, I actually like snakes.

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NLW
NLW
05:32 Mar 17 2019

I had a cat named Gino that looked just like your kitty. So cute!





 

01:46 Mar 13 2019
Times Read: 538


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I'm mapping out her clown makeup in pencil before I paint. I only want her to be half menacing. Perhaps she's really not malicious at all. Things are often misunderstood in the dark❤

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02:42 Mar 12 2019
Times Read: 555


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But someday ninja Kitten will bring down mighty Wolfie-sensei, and lead the Gummi Bears to glorious freedom...
And then devour them mercilessly...

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21:24 Mar 10 2019
Times Read: 626


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She's telling me she wants to be a creepy clown.
I see...
She actually plays musicbox music, AND her upper half moves. A moving, musical, creepy clown doll...
I love it.
The dress is the problem. It doesn't scream clown to me. Maybe if I cut off the lace, put some of those puff balls down the front, on the sleeves, the shoes.
She needs a good cleaning, and paint job first.

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20:18 Mar 10 2019
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07:57 Mar 10 2019
Times Read: 674


Someone had asked me if it was the makeup that makes me look so young.
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I almost feel like I look younger without it xD
I love makeup though. It's pretty. It's fun to put on. It makes me happy.
But I hope I'm never one of those women who feels hideous without it.

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22:01 Mar 09 2019
Times Read: 730


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I like Wolfie's idea for matching tattoos. Maybe Fenrir, and a bunny valkyrie :p Rather have Sif and bunny Firekeeper.
I absolutely need some Dark Souls tattoos. The symbol for the Blades of the Darkmoon. The Hunter's Mark from Bloodborne. The third phase Blood-starved Beast across my back. Sick.
He's had a few clients who are tattoo artists so it should be easy to find someone who can draw up some ideas.
I would draw it myself, but... my stuff is always a little cutesy. And I would never seriously ask Wolfie to get something cute on his body.
He was also talking about how good I would look with a wolf on my lower back. I've heard that some Doms like to give their subs a tattoo or brand as a mark of ownership. I really like the idea so we'll see after I move in.
He was telling me that aside from International Women's Day, March 8th is like a holiday in Russia that's sorta like Mother's Day, but it celebrates women in general. So he spent the day thanking me, and telling me how much he appreciates me for putting up with him. He does that a lot anyway, but a little more yesterday. I'm not going to say dealing with his depression is easy, it's been a bit of a struggle,but he's definitely worth it. When you get past all that into the center of who he is, there's a lotta good stuff in there worth fighting for. He doesn't see it. But I do...

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00:59 Mar 09 2019
Times Read: 737


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Definitely my spirit animal :3
With dual-wielding chainsaw action❤

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07:39 Mar 08 2019
Times Read: 801


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Omg, fucking nerds xD
Emphasis on the- wait a minute! Did he seriously say Ra's al Ghul isn't evil? The man who has plotted to wipe out like 99% of all humans on multiple occasions?
Whaaa-?
I just came to that realization about Harley too. I never really thought twice about it before. Ya know, people think she got a lot sluttier in SS, but look at what she's doing in a cartoon for kids...
But I watched her as a kid, and it didn't turn me into a psycho sex kitten.
That didn't happen til muuuuch later...❤
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00:14 Mar 08 2019
Times Read: 845


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Seaaabunnyyyyy ^^
Bunny of the sea❤
I even found a cute merbunny dress. I love to swim, I'm actually really good at it.
I haven't been to the ocean in a little while, but we're talking about things we can do after I move in. Wolfie hasn't had time to have any fun since... well, as long as I've known him. So I'm working on coming up with some WolfieBunny adventures. It's interesting because he traveled the World, and did all this amazing stuff then just sorta completely threw himself into a boring 15 hour a day job for a few years where he had no time for anything else. So the thought of him actually having time is really exciting. There's so much we can do.
Of course, I'm happy just to hang out with him at home with pizza, and video games. But I want to get him out occasionally, and reintegrated with humans outside of an office building. And there's lots in the city he hasn't had time to show me. Like, lots of artsy stuff, and the aquarium, and so many ice cream, and candy stores.
We have a lot to do...
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00:30 Mar 07 2019
Times Read: 879


When my brain says, "Time to get up, and jog your five miles for the day."
And my body says, "Nahh, get back in bed, and feed me pancakes, bitch."
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Wolfie always says I'm already most gorgeous, but I do really like to jog anyway. It's a good release, especially if you have a buildup of emotions. You can put it all into your run, and get it out. It's solid time to yourself in your own head where you don't have to worry about anything else.

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06:12 Mar 05 2019
Times Read: 922


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But ya know...
Wielding a pink chainsaw against hordes of zombies as a cheerleader dressed in a bunny costume makes me feel a lot better about chainsaws❤
Of course it's a bunny.
Not a fox.
Not even a kitty.
Bunny :3
I would never personally dress in a full on bunny suit though.
We're never crossing that line into full on furry territory here...
Ears, and tail suit me juuust fine.
Honestly, what else do you really need to wear❤
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07:37 Mar 04 2019
Times Read: 961


People who scream over horror games...
Annoying.
People who enjoy watching other people fake scream over horror games, I don't understand at all.
I prefer horror that makes me mentally, and emotionally uncomfortable. Games where I have to pause to remind myself, I'm safe, it's not real. That's the best. It's only happened in two games. Silent Hill 2, and The Evil Within, at the very beginning when you have to sneak past the big chainsaw guy. Chainsaws completely unnerved me... I think it goes back to playing Castlevania 64 as a kid. When you leave the mansion you enter one of those hedge mazes, and lurking within is a big zombie lookin' dude with a chainsaw that chases you. As a kid, I never got past this level because as soon as I saw him I'd drop my controller and run away from the TV. I've since learned better though. Get the holy water, and stun that motherfucker -_-
Then run your ass straight for the key to the door, and leave like a huge coward. Screw finding items, run awaaaay.
And chainsaw wielding zombies in Resident Evil can also fuck right off. You hear the chainsaw revving, and you just know it's somewhere... waiting. To kill you in one hit.
Actually, I have only genuinely shrieked once while playing a game. It was while playing Prey. Not a terribly frightening game in general. My 4 year old niece, and 6 year old nephew had come over to spend the night, and we were all alone. It was around 9 pm, they'd been watching me running around ruthlessly slaughtering aliens when I popped into the elevator. The main elevator is a safe zone, nothing can follow you in there. So I click a button to go up, but the elevator starts going the opposite direction, very quickly. Then suddenly the power goes out. It is completely dark. So while the kids are peeking out from behind my chain, I'm telling them, "Don't worry, the aliens can't get on the elevator, we're completely safe. Absolutely nothing can go wrong so don't look away from the screen for fear of being traumatized by aliens, and video games forever."
I mess around for a few seconds before remembering that I have a flashlight. And when I click it on, big, screeching alien face right up in my face on a giant tv.
I screamed, the kids screamed, and ran out of the room completely while I beat it in the face with my wrench, shouting for it to die.
That's the only time I can recall screaming over a horror game. I've yelled, and cursed MANY times over games. Mainly Dark Souls... Although, eventually you reach a point when you've played so many hours in Dark Souls, like 1000, when the dying has driven you over the edge of insanity, and then you just start to think it's hilarious every time the game kills you. You start talking to it like, "Good one, game, you really got me that time."
And then you plunge even further into the depths, and you start enjoying the agony of death...
Please, screw me harder, Dark Souls, you know I want it xD
Then again, I am a masochist.
I like it hard, rough, painful til I scream yet beg for more.
Dark Souls knows❤

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01:17 Mar 04 2019
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Once the wolfie finds himself distracted, the bunny then lazily exits her pink blanket burrow in search of carrots, strawberries, chocolates and popsicles.
Natural bunny food, of course...
 ❤
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21:10 Mar 02 2019
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I would really like to get the kanji on my neck changed from neko to koneko, more like Kitten.
Ten years ago when I got this tattoo I never would have imagined that I'd belong to someone as a Kitten. I think getting the tattoo altered would be a good representation of how I've changed in ten years. I'm definitely not who I was then... In mind, body, heart, and soul  I've transformed. I shed my old skin, and rose from the dead gloriously closer to who I wanted to be. And I adore who I've become.
With a lot of help from a certain Wolf...
I think an addition of a wolf, and kitten paw print would be cute to add to it as well. I'll have to contact a tattoo artist after I move in with Wolfie. He's always said he'd like to get matching tattoos, a WolfieBunny tattoo, so we may look into that as well if things go well after I'm there❤
The one on my neck should be a simple alteration. Just adding the one symbol in front of the rest. Then it'll be little cat instead of just cat. I'm not sure why I got this particular tattoo... I love cats, obviously. And I've always loved wearing cats ears, collars, etc even before I became a sub. But maybe in my soul I knew I would always someday be Master's lil kitty. He just had to find me❤
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22:04 Mar 01 2019
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I really hate when Wolfie's depression hits, and I'm not there.
Not that when I am there I'm able to do much. But he says that just being there helps a lot.
Really severe depression is one of those things that you have to deal with from the inside. It doesn't matter how great your life is, how many people love you, how good things are on the outside if you can't feel it on the inside. All the sunshine, blue skies, and happiness does fuckall if your heart feels like it's buried six feet under where the light can't reach.
The good news is, Wolfie hasn't had a really bad breakdown since last Summer. He's doing so well, I'm really proud of him. He's really gotten ahold of his life. That was another big reason why he's been so hesitant to let me move in. He wanted to be in a better place, emotionally, before we started our life together. I think he's ready. But there are still times when he hides his sadness from me because he thinks he's a bother. Even after almost 3 years of me assuring him that's not true, he still doesn't want to burden me with his feelings.
I know the depression is never fully going to disappear. There will always be darkness clawing at the edges of his mind.
But we're in this together❤

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09:11 Mar 01 2019
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I have a feeling all our pets will be named after ultimate evil...
Ultimate evil always enjoys a good cuddle.
He can drop obscure Tolkien references, have hours long conversations with me about Dark Souls lore, teach me new things about Batman, and recommend good anime...
He's my perfect nerd❤

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Dakotah
Dakotah
17:33 Mar 01 2019

I think Liliancat will name all our pets from those bands she likes... the.... Ummm... Kpop ones!





LZAPERVERT
LZAPERVERT
18:37 Mar 01 2019

My pets have all been named after famous horror movie actors or directors :} My husband named our last dog after my favorite director George A. Romero :)








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