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Life is cruel
05:02 May 05 2008
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I long ,yearn, to gaze upon her beauty and to feel her touch. To run my fingers through her fiery hair and to touch her skin that is white as snow.To see what lies behind those eyes that take me away .Is this a fantasy,or just a dream?Is there really love at first sight, or is it just a saying to diguise lust . I caint stop thinking of her yet I dont even know her . I see her in my dreams and wish she was in my arms but am I fooling myself ? She is like the soal that got away. As if I've know her for a long time and my heart could never let her go . What do I do ? Should I tell her how I feel and risk loosing her for good , or do I wait to see what becomes of the future . Who am I kidding ? I'm not strong enough to tell her. I see her and I get weak , afraid she will reject me . I do not want to lose her again now that I have found her . Even though I long to gaze into her eyes and show her my true feelings. I shall wait untill the time is right and let it happen . Life is cruel.

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blackwolfeskunk
15:52 May 06 2008

I have answers or possible answers to your questions. however they may be answered best when we talk. Too deep for comment space at the moment, but soon...