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I was not in need of healing

But I guess I was bleeding

We discussed the world around us

We had a wonderlust

He claimed me and I allowed him to

He was the exception to the rule

He is spiritual

He is mental

He is sassy and sexual

He is physical

He is psychic

He is prolific

He drives me crazy and said love

Stopped my heart and I looked up above

IS it Love one can never know but I wiped the drool

He is an exception to the rule

In the depths of darkness
In the depths of disdain
An angel of homicide calls my name
An angel of torture, death and pain
Be there done that it is all the same
Abaddon you think you can win in scaring this soul
Sorry I am like the sea that does have waves that roll
You tested me and then you tried to make me cry
Nothing like someone who can do nothing but try
Abaddon you know who you are
Darkness balled up in a star

The wind blows the leaves dance
Like the flowers are in a trance
Clouds dark and the smell in the air
Wet and ready to come down with care
Letting the rain fall on me with the herbs in the garden green
No one around I can dance if you know what I mean
I listen to the music and close my eyes
As a teen the only thing that would soothe me was dancing in the rain
Getting the frustration, anger, anxiety and pain
Letting it melt away
Dancing and a sway
Just going with the rain spinning
Taking my time considering
What to do next and if I should go in
Nah it feels to good to be in
Close my eyes and remember the days when rain could always be
Something of a fire starter to set my soul free

There is something in my head
That is something you said
That is something that you did
I am glad you are dead

The anger and hurt and pain you spread
Does not go away in the head
I am numb
Remembering Tori sucking her thumb
You are yelling, him screaming
Neither of us understanding the meaning
Only two scared children in pain
For you were both fighting in vain
The drugs both put you in a trance
The dark magic you did as you danced
Made you weirder and stirred more to push me away
You wanted me to go I have nothing more to say
I am the one that was the black sheep
You never could go to sleep
I am the one that was the punching bag
While you had your lighter and fag
The physical scars I have were not as bad
As the years of therapy, I had

There is something in my head
That is something you said
That is something that you did
I am glad you are dead