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Days go by so fast,

The monments no longer linger.

I hold the memories close.

My only reminder of you.

The pictures I had, became misplaced

They never caught the beauty I saw in you.

Certain things in my life do nothing but

bring pain...

These memories, feelings, past,

To think of them hurts

I can't seem to let you go...

It appeared we grew distant.

I felt unwanted-became confused.

Lost site of what i held close to the "pit" within.

Seconds away no longer seem forever.

I've lost time...I know no future

I wish to live in memories of the past...

The few I have with you...

I am lost.

I am alone.

The only thing I have

Is the fading memories of my happiness.

The person who always put a smile upon my face.

That one person I cared for so much.

One in my mind...daily.

The reminder of what is lost...

Will it ever return?



© Rane

To my friend Janet who took her life over the loss of her fiance.

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I sit here alone

In my dark corner

Holding a blade

Should I cut?

Or should I not?

My hearts full of hatred and love

for you...

You hurt me so...yet I still love you



You left my life

for some chick

You broke my heart

and shattered my world

I was to be yours

and you mine



I toss and turn

Un-able to sleep

Too afraid your face

will haunt my dreams.



When will I be able to sleep

without the fear of you?



I cut as I think

You said you loved me

Was it just a lie?

Cutting deeper

Just thinking of you



As the blood flows to the floor

I realize...

I don't need you

You tried to fix me

And save me from gloom

but how can you fix something unbroken?

Or save one that's far from gloom.



You're a lying bastard

Living a lie

Making others feel like shit

So you can feel better about yourself



Well I wont be a toy in your game

I'm through with your shit

Try to toy with me again

I'll slit your throat



© Rane