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I'm sorry for everything I'm not,

for everything I couldn't be when it was needed.

I know I'm too often selfish,

and your warnings aren't always heeded.



I'm sorry for not being a good enough daughter,

or family member to those who needed or wanted my attention.

You keep me alive, in more ways than one,

and how much you love me , not to mention.



I'm sorry I wasn't the best friend that you deserved,

because I was too caught up in my own life to see clearly.

I swaer you're more important though,

and I love mean that quite sincerely.



I'm sorry I always put myself first,

when I should have been last.

I guess I never truelly knew

how I'd be haunted by this past.



I'm sorry that it meant the world to you,

and so very little to me.

I should have paid more attention,

instead of speaking my insanity plea.



I'm sorry about the lies I told,

and how it made you feel.

I guess I simply told myself

that what you needed wasnt a big deal.



I'm sorry for how much I took,

when it was obviously more than my fair share.

I know you could have used some more,

though there wasn't much to spare.



I'm sorry for this stupid poem.

I know I suck at writing.

Saying it this way just seems

so much easier than fighting.



I love you all.

I'm sorry for everything.