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I've crossed the line

I cannot go back

Chills fill my body

Courage i no longer lack.







Struggling to live

Aching badly inside

Body is destroyed

Nowhere left to hide.



Was that a voice?

That snickering sound

Calling my name

Nowhere to be found.



I search all around

Cannot find my place

Glaring up at the heavens

I pick up my pace.



Guilt finally consumes me

Shame, hate and the pain

The heat rushes in

How i wish it would rain.



Mistakes all the time

Cannot do right

Dreams are now lost

Gonna fade with the night.



Body is so tired

So sick of this fight

Gotta sink into darkness

Before the light.



Don't cry my little angels

Keep mommy in your hearts

Remember the good days

Before we were torn apart.



Slowly I'm slipping

Giving in to this fear

With only one hand

I wipe away my last tear.

All good thoughts, memories, dreams and visions were once happy

Such glee, gayiety and full of hope

Only to crash down

Spitting in my face

Such a sting- feeling the pain

Bite down on me now

My demon

Shadows laughing- mock me in my face

The laughter is ear splitting

Blood runs down

Take this life- you already killed me long ago

I will not mourn for what once was

Never to be returned again

Take me away

Sight starts to fade- think im leaving here now

Calmness taking over

The quiet rushes in

Oh, have me now

My demon.

Tears gently fall down my cheek



my heart is heavy



he walks away.



I choke on words



throat begins to tighten



he walks away.



Starting to sob



chest quivering i break down



he walks away.



Pain and hurt take over



memories come running back



he walks away.



Blame, hate and denial



words of anger



he walks away.



Wanting a new day



come fill me with hope



he walked away.