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Okay. So I am starting to comprehend why Alexi felt the need to leave this life. I am not too fond of it, and yes, at times I still undoubtedly hate him for doing it. For not having the strength to face another day. For not believing that I would have talked with him, and done everything I was capable of (and more) to help him come through all of it. But I am starting to get it. And I question if I will ever have a dearer friend. Just so you all know, and he can undoubtedly find it in simple text..... I still love you Alexi, and always will. Your memory is all that keeps me going at times. Thank you for the years of friendship which you gave so willingly to me.