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It's over, it wasn't and didn't end quite the way I thought it would, but I did play it on easy...lol Perhaps it will end differently if I play it hard..if I have the time..



I must of jumped out of my skin on quite a few occasions during the game. Alma isn't dead though I can still feel her presence running through my wallet...I wonder if we will meet again in a few years.



Best played with quadraphonic sound and nice and loud or even with headphones which makes it a little more up front and in your face...*smile*



Going to change my brown stained pants now...

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Isis101
22:04 Feb 28 2009

Oh crap...literally!

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Sinora
19:59 Mar 01 2009

But did it take your mind off your diet ? lmao

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Theban
13:03 Mar 03 2009

Yes it did actually, stopping me from eating because I couldn't stand to be away from the game! Shame the Rave doesn't stop me from eating! lol

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ThothLestat
15:52 Mar 03 2009

ha ha ha... ewww...

That reminds me of Eric Cartman playing video games & yelling for his mom to bring a bucket....

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I have been playing Fear 2 and it's a great game, well worth the buy. You get to kill stuff, you know the normal 18 rated stuff. I have almost finished it. I haven't spent much time here because of this.



I also have approached a paranormal investigation team near me to ask if I could join with them as I'm getting a little bored doing it on my own...did I say scared, lol not me! Sadly they have no vacancies at the moment. However they do want to check me out and want to meet and have asked me if I would be interested and accompany them for a venue in the future.



I wonder who the four people are who are lurking..it was five but I switched mine off again..



I'm pondering about paying for a lifetime membership, due to the fact that my money is sparse and I like the idea of having a premium membership. This is after all going to be the third year that I have been here soon.

I've been ploughing up journals again to read. I got rather bored of rating the Data Base! I had felt that I had missed out by rating like a man possessed, also because of the fact I'm unable to sit in comfort...Graa!



So I'm destined to stand, like a I'm waiting for a bus as my lovely wife stated...



My lack of booze is going well, my cutting out rubbish to eat is also going well. My job hunting is poor..got to find something soon.

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Joli
17:42 Feb 19 2009

Thank you for sending some time in mine. It was lovely to log in and find comments on old things I'd written and never even looked back on.

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Re-search can, and is, a wonderful thing...The issues I have with research are when you research what has already been researched, flaws can, and are, inevitable.



Duplication and self-learning with the roundness of the probable....What's more are the time scales....



Which reminds me of a story.



Being an arch enemy to a best old friend of mine for many years, and reading a journal entry reminded me of an incident that happened many years ago.



Arnos Vale graveyard was to set the scene for our down fall...We were about eighteen years old and had beautiful silly girl friends with one difference, I was in love with mine, he was using his. You know the type, the ones who giggle and spend hours getting ready to go out even if it is for a walk in a grave yard, with the wrong foot wear lol. Any way, we had a board with us and I trusted my friend 100% as I like to feel he trusted me. We had agreed to do a board on a grave, and because we were young we didn't think that it was disrespectful...



The scene was set and we did the reading, there were other friends with us, but it was just the four of us at the time who were using the board. What was to follow was a reading of pain and hatred that has plagued me for many years. The spirit had told us that I was doomed to live a life without love, I was to die young and childless, I was to cheat on my girlfriend and I would be unable to control issues that I had at the time...there were more things that came out but to be honest it was a long time ago.



Needless to say after a couple of years of attempting to hold my relationship together it faltered and died! Along with it went my friendship. Not long afterwards my friend had told my girlfriend that I was seeing some one else. It of course wasn't true. I was so in love that it broke my heart. My friend went out with my girlfriend to console her and to of course to sleep with her. He had always liked her and had always joked and told me he would take her away from me!



In the years that were to follow they were to get married and have four children I had known my friend since school and I had trusted him with everything...Some times friends have motives that are different to our own. I often wonder if I had fought more for her if I would have been able to hold our love together.



I still have major issues with trust because of this!



I have lost my thought on the other now..Bah

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Sinora
17:05 Feb 15 2009

And yet, without that betrayal you would not have the lady and children you hold so dear now. I'm not saying it was destiny, not sure if I believe in that at this level, giving too much thought to that kind of stuff sends me nuts !

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Theban
17:25 Feb 15 2009

Maybe it was, who knows...I do wonder what would of happened if we had stayed together...

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Not been out for my usual walk and rest amongst the dead for a while...Just been to cold.



I actually miss it and I have not been banned from the grave yard yet..



With the warmer and lighter times coming it will be nicer though.

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Sinora
10:53 Feb 14 2009

It's always good to have something to look forward too lol

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Well all that's left is the Data Base...umm not really looked at the other sites yet. I have been concentrating on this one at the moment.



I just haven't the time between this and that, that and this!



As I wonder at the amount of content I can only ponder on the time scale to do this lol. And I'll not forget what Bloodlife said to me “rate rate rate” ..lol

Ok I've rated all the profiles, now for the portfolios and most of them are done...I'm sure a Sire used to be 200000 pages veiwed. And not 250000 Bah...So I'm short of about, oh god loads. How much longer will this take! I want to be free to roam the journals and not have to worry about rates....so much to read and not much to bloody rate now!



I want to power up...lol I do like saying power up! Must be a power thing, or just a man thing : )