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17:45 Feb 29 2024
Times Read: 228

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You know, it never really occurred to me how closely linked Elden Ring lore, and Norse mythology are...
You've got the tree, the gods/demigods, the different planes/worlds of existence, the wolves thing, the runes thing, the valkyrie thing.
I'm kinda fascinated now.
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The hilarious thing about it is though is that it's kinda like, "Pontiff Whothefuckisthat?" Because Pontiff Sulyvahn was such an easy boss even the very first time I played DS3, I breezed by him in one try. You fight Sulyvahn because you're trying to get to Aldrich, he's the big baddie you're really after at this point in DS3, he's the one who somehow made it to our beloved former Dark Moon Blades Captain Gwyndolin, consumed him, and is using his corpse as a fucking puppet. It doesn't expressly state exactly how this happened, how Gwyndolin, who is essentially a demigod who survived all this time between DS1-DS3, falls to a literal bucket of slime. Interestingly, it's ALL Pontiff Sulyvahn's fault because HE is the actual big baddie of the entire game who orchestrated the downfall of everything in DS3. You wouldn't know that based on what a fucking pussy boss fight he has xD You would have no idea. It's really tragic that this guy who dies so easily... destroyed everything, and no one else could stop him? Really? Even half dead Lothric, carried on his brother's back, puts up more of a fight than him. I don't get it. He's definitely not comparable to Ornstein and Smough, not by a long shot. Nowadays, I can pass through O+S like nothing, but the first time I played DS1? Super difficult. Same with the Four Kings. The first time you play DS1, these are super difficult bosses. The 10th time you've played DS1... it's like, oh ok, one and done, why was this ever so hard xD Oddly enough, I find the fight against Radagon/Elden Beast to be one of the more difficult fights in the Souls universe. Especially compared to other final bosses. Gwyn is nothing, Nashandra is nothing, Soul of Cinder is a little harder but not really, Mergo's Wet Nurse is a fucking joke, and King Allant is also nothing. Those are not including DLC because obviously... the DLC bosses are all pretty challenging. The Elden Ring DLC bosses are supposed to be a huge jump in difficultly, which doesn't surprise me, so that'll be fun~♡

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03:25 Feb 29 2024
Times Read: 273

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Close enough❤️
I also finally made level 600 xD
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I feel so accomplished~♡

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21:26 Feb 21 2024
Times Read: 359

I've definitely fallen out of love with the Red Asylum Uniform...
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I really stopped looking for it when I started seeing it everywhere. And let's be honest... rare or not, it's real frumpy looking. But honestly, I don't think it compares to my current outfit.
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I like to wear things that are unique. And I haven't come across ANYONE wearing my outfit. Which is currently available in the Atomic Shop... Maybe people just don't want to pay for it, but I think it's well worth it. It's definitely different than anything else out there.
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Nothing personal to whoever the fuck this is in said Red Asylum Uniform xD I saw them standing in Whitespring, and decided I'd use them as an example. The mask doesn't help my point... but a lot of people try to make themselves look as goofy as possible, it's a thing.

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15:44 Feb 21 2024
Times Read: 426

So I've watched the Shadow of the Erdtree trailer several times... This is just Miquella, right?
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Possibly under a different name...
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Not for sure on that. But that's the vibe I'm getting. Now, you have to remember that Miquella was cursed from birth to never grow physically beyond the body of a child. So he cocooned himself in order to grow into a proper adult. That's when he was kidnapped by Mohg, taken to Mohgwyn Palace, corrupted by blood, and the Formless Mother. That is where you find him, presumably dead. But I never thought he was truly dead. I always thought that perhaps his rebirthing would be complete, but I didn't think we'd be getting the same kind Miquella. If this is indeed Miquella, he's gone from Marika's signature blonde to Radagon's blazing red. It looks like his abilities revolve around blood and fire, both of which were heavily used by his captor, and corruptor. In any case, he does not look happy xD See, this is the point where it would be nice to be like, hey, Malenia... do something about your brother. Of course, she'd probably just team up with him, can you imagine? It'd be nice to see them reunited. But also extremely terrifying. Pre-cocoon Miquella seemed like one of the better, maybe even the only Good character in the game, he created the Haligtree to replace the dying Erdtree, and he didn't just allow the beautiful and powerful to live there, he created a place for outcasts, he took all creatures in to help them, he tried to do good. But I don't think Miquella is Miquella anymore. It would be fitting to take down the final Empyrean. But also very tragic. It all looks extremely compelling.
I can't wait til June~♡
I mean, only $40? I would've paid more xD Honestly, I think they could've charged full game price, and most people would pay it. They'd complain about it, but they'd still do it.
It's gonna be a great year for video games which is something I rarely say. Most people, who have zero taste, think every year is a great year for gaming when the new shitty Call of Duty or Assassins Creed or Elder Scrolls comes out. But this year we've got not only Elden Ring DLC, but also some pretty big new content releases for Fallout 76 on the way, and Dragon's Dogma 2 coming next month. I played the first Dragon's Dogma through several times, and while it was a pretty redundant game, it was still also fantastic. I'm anxious to see if 2 will be any good. Often times sequels, especially long awaited sequels, don't live up to the wait. So I'm worried for it... but hopeful. We're also supposed to be seeing some update on Dreadwolf. I dunno, I think people just need to leave it alone. Let them do their do their work, let them finish their game, stop worrying about it. Go play Inquisition again. I'm thinking about it. Dragon Age Inquisition is so fucking good, I understand the hype for Dreadwolf. But ya know, stop trying to force it. I would love to see it released this year, that would be the cherry on my fucking rpg cake, but I won't be upset if they need more time. Take the time to make it the best it can be. That's what drives me crazy about so many gamers, they just want it NOW, they don't care if it's ready, they don't care if it could he better, they just want the instant gratification, and then when they get it, and it's not done, and therefore gives them no gratification... they wanna whine and cry and be huge babies. Just shut the fuck up. It'll be done when it's done, fuckers, you don't even deserve it xD

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05:06 Feb 21 2024
Times Read: 457

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You know, what really worries me is that FromSoftware tends to put most of it's hardest bosses into it's DLC...
Sister Friede, Gael, Orphan of Kos, even Artorias to a degree. I think Artorias is a bit more manageable than the others, but can still kill you very, very quickly. People often say Manus is one of the more difficult bosses, I never have trouble with him, but I get it. Of course, everyone said Malenia was the hardest boss ever. I don't know if I agree. Her first phase is very easy so long as you don't get caught in her Waterfowl Dance. That's really all she's got first phase, and it is impressive, but certainly not impossible. Her second phase is much more difficult, in my opinion, because you're managing her relentless attacks mixed with scarlet rot quickly taking you down. There really is no good time to heal, you just have to kill her as quickly as possible without getting hit. I'm really curious if Miquella is going to be in the DLC. Or where in the timeline it's going to be. FromSoftware has a thing about time travel. You time travel in both the Dark Souls and Dark Souls 2 DLCs. I guess technically you do as well in 3, you go into the future, I believe. You kinda time travel in Bloodborne, but... it's more just another dimension rather than going through time. But it feels like you're going into the past. The title, Shadow of the Erdtree, you kinda burn that fucker down so that would make me think it's probably placed before then. The Erdtree is a symbol of light and hope and healing so what would it's shadow be? There's deathroot which is basically the opposite of the Erdtree. It's dark, it attracts the dead, and it can fuck you up if you touch it. While deathroot is spreading, the Erdtree is dying. And deathroot started with Godwyn. So I wouldn't be surprised to see more about him in the DLC. It would be interesting to maybe have a way to retrieve his lost soul. But I also think that would take away from the severity of what happened to him. Ranni royally fucked him over. It's crazy to me that people think she's Good in all this. She is possibly the most selfish of all, and that's saying something compared to her family. Ranni is a great character, but let's be real, she's kinda fucking just as evil, and self motivated as everyone else. This is why I like the Frenzied Flame. Let's just burn the whole down, bring it all back together, stop the fighting, stop the suffering, everything together in one beautiful chaos flame. The Two Fingers cling to a dying, darkening world while the Three Fingers want an end to all which means an end to all the suffering. Look at the Lands Between. Is this a place worth saving? In conclusion, fuck you, Ranni, don't pretend to be a hero, I see you, bitch xD
I did see a really compelling theory questioning who actually killed Iji. When you find hus corpse, it's surrounded by dead Black Knife Assassins. If Ranni were in league with the BKA then why would they then kill her closest ally? So maybe they were there protecting Iji from something. But you also find multiple BKA corpses near Blaidd when he loses his shit, and attacks you so the assumption is that he killed them first. There's nothing else there to indicate anything else killed them. Blaidd is Ranni's shadow, a shadow us gifted to every Empyrean to be their sorta bodyguard, but they also have a built-in switch to where is said Empyrean turns against the Greater Will, that shadow is forced against their Empyrean. It's interesting that Blaidd's switch isn't flipped sooner. Because by the time you meet him it's been a little while since Ranni not only sacrificed Godwyn, but also discarded her own physical form in an attempt to get away from the Greater Will's influence. Did the Greater Will seriously not know what she was up to until she killed her Two Fingers? Which could be an indicator of the Greater Will's continued presence because I've always had the opinion that the Greater Will fucked off a long time ago or just doesn't care enough to pay attention to what's going on in this world anymore, but if they care enough to still turn Blaidd against Ranni... Although that could also be some sorta automated process, if you blasphemy great enough it just happens. I think burning your body at the top of a divine tower would probably qualify, but maybe not. And who's to say who or what actually triggered him. Maybe it was the Two Fingers. It's not really explained the exact powers or abilities of these weird things except that they can commune with the Greater Will, and they're connected to the Erdtree. Who's to say what all they can do. But back to the BKA possibly there to protect Iji or Blaidd thing... Why though? Sure, they teamed up to kill Godwyn, but there's really no indication of them working together beyond that. They're not hanging around before this point in time near Blaidd or Iji. They show up at the moment of their deaths. I guess the BKA being Numen, being of a race that worshipped the night sky, maybe they were Team Ranni for the Elden Throne to bring in the Age of Stars, and really stick it to the Greater Will for what it did to their ancestors. Maybe in his frenzy Blaidd killed the BKA Ranni had sent to protect him. But then who actually killed Iji? Who was Ranni trying to protect them from?
It feels good to be back in the lore again. It feels like home~♡

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14:18 Feb 20 2024
Times Read: 485

Has it really only been two years since Elden Ring came out? I feel like I've spent many more years exploring it xD And I've only really played through it three times. I've been wanting to get back in, but I've been waiting on this DLC to do another full playthrough... I miss it. The gameplay in Fallout is so primitive in comparison, just press the button and shoot, no skill, no artistry, no real consequences to dying. At least past the first couple hundred levels. Fallout is fun to play when you want to mindlessly play something. I've tried getting into the lore, and while it's nice to know, it's really not that compelling overall. I've been hearing a lot of good things about Helldivers 2. Generally, I'm not into shooters with Fallout being the exception. But I've really come to enjoy multi-player games, especially since I'm usually the best gamer there. Not humble at all, I'm pretty good at video games xD But I've been playing them 30+ fucking years. I cut my teeth on SNES Castlevania, Mario and Mickey Mouse's Magical Quest. And if you're thinking because it's Mickey Mouse it's gotta be easy, WRONG.
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But the nostalgia❤️

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17:55 Feb 19 2024
Times Read: 509

Found someone selling the plans for an animatronic clown...
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He's a cutie~♡
I come across camps occasionally who are selling plans in the thousands, many of the same items. Makes me wonder if they're duping. Like any multi-player game there are people who bend the rules. I came across a camp the other day that was completely built underneath the map... You entered via a symptomatic stuck in the ground, and it literally took you underneath the entire map. Not exactly a great view of black abyss... but impressive in it's own way.
I also saw that Fasnacht Day actually is offering a couple plushie designs as rewards... So now I'm a little more incentivized to go. I gotta have all the plushies xD

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01:45 Feb 19 2024
Times Read: 540

Got the Dark Matter paint for my rifle, and it's fucking sexy🖤
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Matches this outfit much better.
I'm a girl, of course I prefer my outfit to match my weapons of mass destruction~♡
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I came across this radstag. Usually when you find this particular albino radstag it'll lead you to a treasure stash. But after saving this one from a group of wolves, it just kinda followed me around everywhere for awhile. It would be nice if you could pacify it, and send it back to your camp like you can with other animals.
Only one more week of Fasnacht to go before it's gone for another whole year. Another reason I dislike it so much is because it makes people skip out on other events. I ended up alone in Moonshine Jamboree today which is really rare because people show up for the XP. I can do it alone, it's not really a big deal, it's just bizarre. Actually I was in the middle of doing it by myself when someone else popped in, ran over, saw me completely surrounded by giant lizards and anglers, and that pussy turned around, and left xD I had it completely under control. And if he had stuck around then he could've sat back, and got an easy win. I actually kinda enjoy doing it myself, it's a challenge. The only two events I haven't been able to successfully complete on my own are Radiation Rumble and Eviction Notice. If Eviction Notice didn't have the fucking Firestarters, I could do it. Radiation Rumble I could probably do on my own if I really hauled ass at the start, got just enough ore from the tunnels to satisfy that part of the event, and focused on protecting just one scavenger. Or, in either case, just got myself a fucking grenade launcher. But that's no fun. I do really like the flamethrower...

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17:22 Feb 15 2024
Times Read: 587

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There is one good thing about Fasnacht Day... Watching all the idiots actually line up to march in the parade xD It's just hilarious to me how seriously people take this event. So it's a good laugh at least.
What I usually do is try to time it so that I get there towards the end. But if I get there early I pick out a spot, and sit patiently while the bullshit gets over with.
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My character's face right is entirely accurate xD We are above this mediocre shit. Just give me the rewards, and I'll be on my way.
I noticed though... in almost every server, Helvetia has been nuked. Maybe a kindred spirit who also finds no joy in this two week long garbage. Or maybe just someone trying to kill a lot of people. Seriously, people, a lot of people even, just go there, and sit the whole time waiting for their opportunity to march in the parade... And that makes me laugh even more, these fuckers waiting 45 minutes just for that xD People are fucking dumb.

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17:37 Feb 14 2024
Times Read: 616

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Not gonna lie, I kinda like it xD
Wish I could change the colors... but it ain't bad~♡
This is though.
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This is so fucking bad to have 20 people show up to a VERY EASY event.
And what do they do when Fasnacht Day is not in session?
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They wait at Helvetia. They just sit there, and wait for it to come back which could be 45 minutes or longer... Insane. It's not even really worth the rewards which is the only reason I show up. I don't think there are any plushies to win. Mostly masks.
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Which are fine, but I'll never wear them. The whole event just puts me in a bad mood, I'd kill those robots every time if I could xD

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22:49 Feb 12 2024
Times Read: 661

I hadn't been much on Fallout in the last week, and hadn't seen the guys at all since I had been playing earlier in the day because my sleep schedule is FUCKED so they were excited to see me when they eventually got on. It's nice to be missed. Apparently I missed some drama. Sly was telling me he had to block Jelly at one point because of something Jelly said to him during a heated Rocket League game xD And I'm just sitting there like, guys, why is this my business... But they genuinely consider me the leader of our little group. Or maybe just the mom xD So Sly brought it up, but wanted Jelly to tell me exactly what he said. Something I've learned about Sly is that when he was younger his dad killed himself. Which is really awful. I've tried to keep my personal life out of things, but I don't dismiss them when they want to talk to me about things, and obviously it's something that still bothers him. And apparently Jelly said something derogatory about this so Sly rightfully blocked him for a few days. I told him, I better not personally hear any of that douchebaggery. And he seemed very ashamed, he didn't want me to know what he had said. So they're on good terms again which is good cause I'm not there for the drama, and it's always those two. Sly is a good guy, and Jelly is kind of a dumbass, but he's not so bad either. They're mind so I have to deal with them xD

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12:20 Feb 10 2024
Times Read: 696

Got all the rewards for the Valentine's Day event.
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The jumpsuit, glasses and pink fire fireplace.
I actually really love this outfit. Obvi, it's pink. And I still don't have the Red Asylum Uniform, but I haven't really been looking hard for it either. I was in a server a couple weeks ago, and there were like three people wearing it... It majorly takes away from the mystique, and desirability of it when I see so many people wearing it. I get it, it's rare, but is it really when it's everywhere? I'd still like it to complete my collection, but I dunno if I'd ever wear it. I'm really loving the pink💗
Fasnacht Day starts on Tuesday... For two fucking weeks. I might take a two week break from Fallout, I hate it that much xD It's bad. It's really bad. I'm pretty sure that was one of the driving factors in my last hiatus almost a year ago, which lasted a couple months. It would be fine if it wasn't every 30 minutes, and 20+ people didn't show up for it every fucking time. Both of those combined with an insanely easy event... it's tedious, and it takes away from events I'd actually like to do. The rewards also aren't worth showing up for. It's just a big lump of things that annoy me for two weeks straight. It's the worst of 76, in my opinion.

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00:33 Feb 08 2024
Times Read: 751

It kinda blows my mind that Xbox fanbitches are so upset over their precious exclusives possibly going to other consoles... because it makes the Xbox completely fucking obsolete xD
If the ONLY reason you buy a console is because there are certain games only available to it, and A LOT of people are saying this, it's really depressing, it's almost like you've wasted your money on something lesser than when you could've had better all along. You're willing to pay so much money for an inferior product... because of a game? Like Starfield. I'm obviously a major Bethesda fan. But I would never buy an Xbox just to play Starfield or Fallout 5 or Halo. Honestly, fuck Halo, I never saw the appeal in it. I owned an original Xbox and 360 at one point, I played Halo up to Reach, never for a day saw the obsession with that series. It's ok at best. Same thing with Elder Scrolls, it's just ok. The gameplay and story and graphics, especially of Elder Scrolls, are extremely average. I ask myself when I see the obsession with these games, why? Why are your standards so low? Why don't you want better for yourself? There are better games. Beautiful games with intricate stories, I just don't get it. The same way I never understood buying an Xbox when Playstation or even Nintendo have proved to be better consoles for years. Back in the 360 era, Xbox was markedly cheaper than a Playstation 3 so I think that reeled people in. But gee, the 360 was also much more likely, almost guaranteed, to self-destruct at some point. Microsoft doesn't build to last. People will also argue that the multi-player base on Xbox is much higher than Playstation. I haven't seen that. Never entered an empty lobby on my PS5 on any multi-player game.
Normally, I don't give a fuck, play on whatever console you like best, it doesn't fucking matter. But the fact that all these Xbox fanbitches are so upset, and want to gatekeep games strictly to keep their console relevant because it's the only thing that keeps it relevant, and they're openly admitting to this... hilarious.
Like I've said, you wanna take any Playstation exclusive, and put it on any other console, I don't give a fuck. Because Playstation can survive without exclusives. Can Xbox? Sounds like you aren't so sure~♡
Also this drives me crazy.
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Look... The general Silent Hill protagonist is not a Chris Redfield or a Sebastian Castellanos. They're just dudes. They're not cops or combat trained military vets. Well ok, I think the Silent Hill 5 guy was in the military or he imagined that he was in the military, been awhile since I've been to 5, but still, most of these guys are just guys. So why would they be proficient in combat? And personally, I think Silent Hill 2, you were made to run away from everything. You can stand there, and beat shit with a fucking stick, or... you could just run by it. That's kinda James character, he's a runner. The story is him running away from the fact that he killed his wife by building this whole illusion that she's still alive, waiting for him. And you think this guy is going to be good at killing things? I think if you play a survival horror game, and get upset over the combat mechanics, you're kinda missing the point xD It's like the people who get upset that Dark Souls kills you. Yep... yep, it will do that. Bit it kills you to make you a better gamer. Every death, you come back stronger. You learn from dying. Whether it's learning how to dodge perfectly through attacks, when is the correct moment to heal or simply just learning not to poke at the giant fucking bear because it will turn around, and rip your face off. That's more Elden Ring, but sane thing. That's why I thought it was really cute when I was playing Minecraft with Cheshire, he immediately took off to make me equipment because he was worried I would die. Dude... I've died so much in games xD You have no idea. But he also hasn't played any FromSoftware games... I know, I know, how could we possibly be friends? I'm working on it. Imma get him on Elden Ring eventually, just you watch.

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07:27 Feb 07 2024
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I had to immortalize this moment in bunny history... Like I said, Cheshire and I had hopped on Minecraft a few days ago. Now, Minecraft isn't something I play much of, I really only ever play it with my nieces and nephews. But because he has an Xbox, and I have a Playstation we settled on this for the crossplay capability. I'm working on bringing him over to Playstation, I'm wearing him down xD Anyway, he brings me into a world he already shares with friends, and he leads me to his big, dark, dismal castle he's building. Very dark surrounded by fire. And he goes off to make me equipment because he wants to take me to the Nether. Never tells me why he wants to take me to the Nether... So naturally, I wander off away from him. This is true to life, if you take me anywhere ever I will wander, I genuinely belong on a leash. I roam around the countryside a bit, punching trees, looking at turtles, and end up picking every flower in about a five mile radius, and plant them all around his castle. Which once he saw he complained about it ruining his dark aesthetic xD But ya know, I told him, I'm the Goddess of Spring, deal with it. Don't bring a flower nymph to your world, and expect to walk away unscathed. So after planting about 200 flowers I dash off to find more, and suddenly he runs up to me, "I found this," in the most monotone deadpan voice, hucks a blue flower at me, and by the time I look up he's fucking gone, running away into the distance. And I just fucking lost it xD My oldest niece was sitting beside me watching the whole thing, and we could not breathe we were laughing so hard at just... him running up, emotionlessly throwing a single flower at me, and running away. I don't know why it was so funny, but we were dying, and he was so confused which just made it even better. Cheshire, being a self-proclaimed vampire, sleeps in a coffin bed. I warned him... if you ever leave me alone in your bedroom, you're gonna come home to your coffin painted pink, covered in glitter. Moral of the story, Bunny is why you can't have nice things~♡

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15:31 Feb 04 2024
Times Read: 828

I actually had a lot of fun with Cheshire on Minecraft. Typical him, he took it very seriously immediately trying to get me equipped so I'd be protected when we launched an expedition. Meanwhile, I'm off in the forest picking all the flowers I can find to decorate his gray, dismal Gothic castle he's building... Look, inviting me anywhere means welcoming your own personal pain in the ass, it's my irresistible chaos nymph persona🖤
I haven't laughed that much in a long time. Literally could not breathe. That kind of stupid happiness feels good again.
I'm trying to convince him to get a Playstation or Switch so our gaming options would vastly increase. I think I'm wearing him down. You can only say no to me for so long😘❤️
Then again, Cheshire is a bit of a dark, solitary creature. Too much exposure to a bright, hyper, giggling rabbit might be bad for his mental health.

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08:49 Feb 04 2024
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10:22 Feb 03 2024
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After very smoothly approaching me with the irresistible offer to be his girlfriend yesterday... Jelly came at me again today.

"So, Psycho... you got Instagram?"
Nope.
"Facebook?"
Nope.
"Twitter?"
Nope.
"Snapchat?"
Yeah.
"Cool, can I add you?"
Nope.
"Come on, why not?"
Why do you want me on social media?
"It'd just be cool to have someone famous on Snap."
Ehhh... I'm famous? Wait, what?
"Well, in our group you are..."

I don't know what that means xD But I guess it's a compliment. I told him I'd add him once he's 25. It cracks me up because he has absolutely no filter, and does this shit right in front of the other guys who are just cringing so hard. I heard from Sly that Jelly did give him his pie back after I left. I told the both of them, if you can't get along, I'm gonna leave the group, and they straightened right up. Jelly asked if I'd get on tomorrow, and meet another friend of his, another female apparently. I told him, bring her into the group, anyone is welcome. It does get a little loud with everyone talking, but it works, and as long as they're not super obnoxious or a major asshole, bring them in. Bring them before your leader xD I'll judge whether they're fit to join our ramshackle bunch. I dunno, I question the taste and sanity of anyone who befriends Jelly... Although I'm supposed to have a Minecraft "date" with Cheshire later xD I'm calling it a date anyway because he asked me yesterday if we could arrange to play. You gotta preschedule into his busy day. We're only playing Minecraft because it's crossplay on everything, and he refuses to get a PS5. See, that just makes me entirely question his commitment levels that he won't even get a console JUST to play with me. I think I'm worth more than that~♡

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05:52 Feb 02 2024
Times Read: 978

It finally happened... one of the guys hit on me.

"Hey, Psycho, I got a guy who could be your boyfriend."
Oh really?
"Yeah. Want me to tell you who?"
Oh, please do...
"Me."
xD
Oh... Sorry, buddy, you're a little young for me.
"Ah... well, what about my dad?"
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He went from wanting me to be his girlfriend to wanting me as his hot step-mom real quick xD To be fair, anyone under 30 is too young for me, in my opinion. Wolfie was 23 when we met, around the same age as the guys, but I was like 26 then, and Wolfie was always extremely mature for his age. Just... not emotionally mature. Is it fair to say Wolfie is emotionally immature? Probably more like severely emotionally stunted. Which I thought we had moved past, but I was wrong. Someone who turns tail, and runs away from all the commitments and responsibilities he's taken on in life... pretty emotionally immature. Not entirely his fault, of course. But it is what it is.
I asked him why he even assumes I don't have a boyfriend already because I never talk about my personal life with them, "If you had a boyfriend he'd be playing Fallout with you." You got me there... I mean, I'd like to think if a guy was interested in me he'd play Fallout with me. That I wouldn't even have to ask, he'd just do it because he knows I enjoy it. But my basic expectations of men are always notoriously too high.
And then, the great pie incident happened... I hopped on the game, and when I got there Sly and Jelly were exploring somewhere together. Sly tried his luck with one of the perfectly preserved pie vending machines, a vending machine that has an extremely rare chance of giving you a pie. You can boost your odds with enough points in Luck, but still, it's exciting when you actually get one because it's a rare thing. And Sly won one, the first he'd ever won. But before he could grab it out of the machine, Jelly ran up, and stole it. So for a couple hours after Sly chased Jelly around killing him over and over, demanding his pie back. And it was all in good fun, they were laughing and talking and acting like guys towards each other. But then Jelly takes Sly's pie, and puts it into a display case in his camp, taunting him with it xD At this point, Sly started to actually get angry, and the whole, "You're gonna suck my dick before I shit in your mouth," talk started xD And my five year old niece was sitting beside me, listening to it all so I was like, ok, I'm outta here, this is ridiculous over a piece of pie xD Which I have several of, and I offered Sly a replacement, but he wanted the one he had won, his first one, and you can't really blame him for that. We'll see if they're still friend's tomorrow... Friendship ruined by pie💀

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15:30 Feb 01 2024
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The pink jumpsuit though... and the pink flamethrower💗
I actually really like the flamethrower. Big surprise... unfortunately, it suffers from the same problem melee weapons have, complete lack of range. Which sucks because it actually does really good damage, and it's incredibly satisfying to set things on fire. You just have to be up close... So it's more of a solo weapon, not a public weapon. Love the pink though. Wish they'd make a pink Fixer paint...

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12:01 Feb 01 2024
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What I've learned about the Gauss Minigun... It is not for me xD
I just don't like heavy weapons. Heavy weapons are made for Power Armor because it takes a couple seconds to wind up, and start shooting. Within those couple seconds, things can really close the gap, and slap the shit outta you. Heavy weapons are also not very VATS friendly. Like, my regular weapon costs 3 action points to shoot in VATS. The minigun takes 30. And I'm so used to using VATS, and hitting those crits every couple seconds that it's just impossible for me to switch out now. Although I am looking into getting a God roll railway rifle. Much like any automatic rifle, you gotta get Quad on it to really make it worth anything. I've gotten lucky with an Anti-armor/Explosive, but I gotta keep rolling for Quad because there's a huge difference between your gun holding 10 bullets vs 40. My Fixer right now holds 85, and I've been told my weapon is OP. I've seen Railway Rifles that blow it outta the water though. I made someone mad earlier in an event. I showed up, and there were like 15 people standing there who hadn't started the event. It's generally common courtesy to give a couple minutes to allow whoever wants to show up to an event the time to do so. Or to allow enough people to show up to easily do the event. That's how I met Sly. We both showed up to the Test Your Metal event, not the easiest one, and after a couple minutes of no one else showing up he asked me if we should just start it. And since he was only level 50 at the time, I told him we should wait to see if anyone else shows up xD Test Your Metal isn't nearly as difficult as it used to be since they majorly nerfed fire, but still. Usually I'll wait. But... when there are already so many people there, and events literally run every 15 minutes, fuck it, I'll fucking start it, it's not the end of the world to miss an event, and maybe your ass should show up on time. So I did, and I guess it pissed this guy off cause he followed me, while I was shooting, and actively kept getting in front of me for like a minute straight, thumbs down emoting me hard-core. Ok, cool, well I already did it, so get fucked, stay mad. I was tempted to then follow him, and immediately start every event he went to just to piss him off, but I had other shit to do. People take stuff like that way too seriously. This is why when an event pops I immediately head over. If you think it's rude to start early, I think it's fucking rude to make people wait. You can be mad all you want, you literally can't stop me from doing it xD You know how much of those event rewards I give away? If it's that important to you, you can fucking have it, little bitch. Like people go crazy for the Mutation Invasion events, and the rewards really aren't worth it. Maybe you get a serum. I'm already maxed on mutations so I give those away regularly. So again. Stay mad over a game. Keep vigorously emoting at me because you're too much of a pussy to get on the mic. Ow, ohhh, your disdain, it burns~♡
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But yeah, much like my pretty pink Power Armor, this gun is purely a display model xD

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