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Really dont know what i did this time, except love Him and is happy to be back where i was..with my Best Friend most of all...i dont know what else to do, except be waiting for when He needs and wants me..my heart will hurt and is hurting but..i cant do nothing if He wont let me..i am here for Him and i love him with all i am, He is my Best Friend, my Other Half..Know i am here mi Amor

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twoforme
02:33 Sep 29 2009

I am sure he knows you are there for him when he is ready hun. Please don't blame things on yourself, I have done that plenty of times and always when it happens to be when things are out of my control.



You both will find your way to each other in any situation.

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My Mom had surgery Friday, done good until yesterday and now her heart is doing weird things, hurting really bad*cries* i know some do not pray but plz plz keep me and my family and especially my Mom in Your thoughts

Made Ya look...lmao



Te



Amo



mi



Amor



Por



Vida

You dont know what You got til it's gone..The You realize what You lost...



Happy and whole once more

Pills and Beer makes the pain go away or You so damn numb you cant feel it...

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Bijou
16:56 Sep 24 2009

feel better soon Winter ~hugs~

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Just here, dead feeling inside...Just here

How in the fuck can helping someone not get suspended, change a person..how is fucking caring change..fucking stupid...

Dead inside and no -one cares..knew this was coming but to be told things i was, doesnt make it no better..



give me a few weeks or so and i will be fine..



doesnt change the way i feel...never will

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xoXPinkyXox
18:59 Sep 22 2009

~hugs tight~

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Dyzan
21:47 Sep 22 2009

I care, I really do. I still love you.

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I found this ad on VR when signing in...I got hooked...so if You wanna, sign in this way and I get the referral..Same as I do for VR there...lol







http://www.immortalnight.com/register.php?REF=18671







Just copy and paste*grins*

HAHA..NOTHING REALLY HERE!!!!





I



Miss



Him



I



Love



Him



For



Eternity

idk what to do anymore..i try my best but yet it doesnt seem good enough...He hurts i hurt..idk*cries*

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jaws
03:46 Sep 18 2009

aw

i am sorry

*hugs*

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Bijou
03:57 Sep 18 2009

gives winter a great big hug

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HAHA, NOTHING TO SEE HERE!!!! got that from becka*laughs*





I love my Demon.....





This He knows*grins*

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tigerslilvampire21
03:15 Sep 15 2009

hahaha yeah i know i is good!

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winterdarkmoon
03:46 Sep 15 2009

lol



I did get it from You..Made Ya look though*laughs*

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I do love You



maybe more than i should..



You are a big part of my life and my heart..



I love You my Demon, more than You know



If i stay in times like these, We fight and i hate that..



Yeah i am greedy but thats just me...sorry, take it or not...



my time with You is just that.......MY TIME......



i do love You with all that i am...

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Dyzan
06:12 Sep 14 2009

And I love you.......but you need to chill out love.

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since when is playing in the box and in sandbox makes us stupid...was why the damn things were put there...i may be alot of things but stupid is not one of them....



i may do stupid things but doesnt make me stupid...ack....



it is called HAVING FUN!!!!!!!!

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tigerslilvampire21
00:57 Sep 13 2009

A MEN MOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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would be nice



for a





hello...



how are ya...



i miss ya...



you was on my mind...



i love you...



something to



let



me



know



You



still



care..



but the lurking and not saying nothing to me at all



makes it seem like You dont want to be with me





anymore....



i know better



but



still....

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XLostAngelX
22:07 Sep 12 2009

*hugs you tight*

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Bijou
23:29 Sep 12 2009

*hugs* cheer up winter i'm sure things will be ok

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Dyzan
15:13 Sep 13 2009

You know I'm not the average man.....

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xoXPinkyXox
10:31 Sep 16 2009

I KNOW THIS FEELING ALL TOO WELL!!!!!!!!

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My Grandson Jakob was born Sept 1, 2001..Was an awesome day... A friend called the morning of 9/11 telling us what was happening..We watched and was shocked by what we seen...Alot of innocent ppl lost their lives and loved ones without warning, gone just like that.. Here We were enjoying a new life born and 10 days later so many who have lived and some who was beginning to live and so forth, lost their lives and loved ones for why? We may never know but I have my doubts as I am sure everyOne does..It is called opinions...But for anyone to think it is no big deal, is wrong for it is a big deal..I know life goes on and such and ppl die every day, every second..Some natural, some not...Anyways like I said We all have Our opinions, but We need to respect those who lost..I will always blame......anyways I am not gonna say what I think...



A Silent Thought for Those who suffered from 9/11

today has been one hellva of day, i havent slept in over 30 hours and this morning we were at the er until 11:30..Deann took Jakob to school and on her way back to the car, she blacks out..wakes up to a few ppl standing over her, she didnt remember passing out...argued with the school nurse about her talking to her this morning..when in fact deann did talk to her..anyways they called an ambulance and took her to the er, ran all kinds of tests and everything came out good..we know something isnt right but what, we dont know..then also my mom told us that her surgery is set for the 25th, she has colon cancer but the say it isnt bad...i know i am not a very religious person but someone is watching over both of them..I didnt get to go to my appt this morning, so out of drugs til they reschedule it..ack



i am still with my Demon and We are happy...Least i think He is too*grins* i know He is..He spoils me so..Our song is Temptation by CoF, He made me an awesome graphic using Temptation...Thanks Hunny, i love You..



I am outie..PEACE

Just another day it seems but wont be quiet much for a demonspawn stayed home cause of sickness..ack...Will be a fun day cause i have had like 3 hours of sleep since Monday and well i know why a restless night then but thinks all is better now..Is happier than i was even with lack of sleep....Goes to the Doc today and will get my happy pills, well happier than without...lol



Boy do i have alot to tell Him...Has to pay a few bills and rent...Fun times...*sighs*



i miss You mi Amor and know You are on my mind as always..Te Amo Baby...See You soon...



I know what a boring ass entry to read...Be glad I am having brain farts or wow no telling what i would be saying....lmao..



PEACE

I am happy and whole feeling again..Yay....mi Amor is back...I love You Baby





I am thinking of opening my own coven again and this time will be the last..I have a name , a rep and possibly a crest...Just needs to change it around abit...Just talk for now, not really ready yet..thanks to a certain asstard who fucked me over twice..shame on me for the second time...I learned a very valuable lesson...Oh well...



I am gonna enjoy my Hunny...

gah, how i hate myself and what i did..but i always fuck up..i didnt sleep for shit, my heart hurts and i am empty inside...i am sorry mi Amor..i cant do this, it isnt making me stronger at all...*cries*





i am trying but i cant do it...i know you feel my hurt and anguish...i am sorry, i need You Baby..I love You with all i am

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twoforme
18:55 Sep 08 2009

the first 24 hours are the hardest. you will grow stronger both in strength and love.



You can do it.

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Gah i knew it would suck without You here but suck this bad and hurt..i dont think i am strong enough to do this...*sighs*



A part of me is gone and it doesnt feel right..I need You Baby and i love You bunches..Plz come back to me...



I know You didnt leave me but needed a few days, but i need You back..doesnt feel whole without You...hurts to bad.....I love You Dyzan

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xoXPinkyXox
03:18 Sep 08 2009

~hugs~ Awww sis.

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I know He loves me and feels same as I do about Him...We had a long talk, was emotional as well but did Us good I think...I was told things I wanted to hear and know, to me that was a good thing..He knows my heart belongs to Him and i want only Him...I love You Baby more than You ever know, well now You do know*smiles*



You are my life now and for eternity...I love You

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TaintedPoison
10:53 Sep 07 2009

It's a great feeling

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tigerslilvampire21
14:17 Sep 07 2009

damn i leave for a day and all hell breaks loose what am i the gate keeper or something????





glad ya'll talked and worked it out!!!! i love you guys to death and hate it when ya'll are upset!!

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All i will say is





I Love You



I Need You



I Want You..



I Miss You



I hurt when You hurt



You are my life now, my own brand of heroin, yeah I got that from Twilight*smiles*



Tell me things I did wrong or what You taking out on me....I do love You and i know i am not the only one, but I am the One who stands up for You, fighting right beside You...You want space, You got it...I am here, just call out my name....And I am THERE



You know and i am sure most know who You are too...



I love You my Demon

I miss my Demon and really missed Him tonight when I made Great Sire, wasnt here to congratulate me but I know He will soon as He finds out...I love You my Demon and miss You badly....

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tigerslilvampire21
07:58 Sep 05 2009

GO MOMMY GO

GO MOMMY GO

GO MOMMY GO

RA RA RA

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XLostAngelX
16:55 Sep 05 2009

major congrats!!! :))

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winterdarkmoon
17:53 Sep 05 2009

thanks Hunnies*hugs*

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Dyzan
21:08 Sep 05 2009

And I missed it?



*growls*

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winterdarkmoon
22:51 Sep 05 2009

it is okay mi Amor...

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I LOVE YOU MY DEMON!!!!!





I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!!!





AND I NEEDED YOU TONIGHT OF THIS BEAUTIFUL FULL MOON AND YOU WASNT HERE*pouts*





I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!



(You so gonna owe me*grins*)







PEACE ALL

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tigerslilvampire21
19:39 Sep 04 2009

ooohhh sheet daddy in trouble!!!!!

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I so love the Full Moon but the week before sucks ass..It hasnt started out good and well after last night, really doesnt see it getting any better...Maybe just maybe of the asstwats shit their damn mouths and shit things will be okay..Yay today suspension is lifted and maybe We can have fun without shit heads lying and trying to fuck things up and blaming others..We will see...Not in the best of moods so be careful plz when treading on my space....You have been warned...Thanks and with that..Have a nice fucking day...haha





PEACE

WTF does these lil bitty girls think they are doing, they run to ppl and lie through their damn teeth and when they get caught they blame that person..They run to Their Men and when it back fires , they blame the Men when they take Their's girls side...I was ask to leave her alone and i did then she turned on Him and tried getting others involved, didnt work..We fight for what we believe in and We dont stab THOSE WHO TRY TO HELP IN THE BACK

AND BLAME THEM FOR THEIR CHILDISH STUPID ASS SELF...I tried to be a friend but i could see from the beginning the true colors of this person and warned my Loved Ones...KARMA IS A BITCH AND BELIEVE ME IT WILL SOONER OR LATER BITE YOU IN THE ASS...I WOULDNT PISS IN THAT ASS IS THAT GUT WAS ON FIRE..AND PLAYING GAMES TO MAKE PPL FEEL SORRY IF A SURE FINE WAY OF KARMA BITING THAT ASS SOONER...NO ONE FEELS SORRY FOR ASSTWATS WHO LIE

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tigerslilvampire21
21:28 Sep 03 2009

GO MOMMY GO

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Today was a very long day, slept til 10 am and was gone by 10:30, didnt even get online..i missed my Demon so bad and i know He missed me..Will make it up to Him asap....I LOVE YOU DYZAN





It isnt same without Him being in box with me and i hope this shit is over with, if only the fucktards would keep their mouth shut, things would be fine.....If you dont like it, shut the hell up and go about your business...We arent hurting you but us stooping to your level is..not fucking worth it...





Today was my grandson's Jakob 8th bd and party is saturday but we had a small one today, he got a play station 2 and yeah used but to him it is new..we got him some transformers as well..He is a big transformer freak, games we got was Need for Speed and Need for Speed Most Wanted and Spyro...He got need for speed today and all rest will be saturday..



I want to say this:



First off I do not threaten, so get that out your pea brains now and no i do not think i am special and nothing can happen to me here but i know it can...I do hold grudges and I will seek revenge, most times I let Karma do as she does BEST...Karma is The Shit...





Second of all:



I will take up for the ONES I LOVE AND HOLD DEAR TO ME, SO YOU FUCK THEM OVER, YOU HAVE ME TO WORRY ABOUT.....I do say shit sometimes I do not mean but thats life, We all cant be perfect...Close...lmao





Last but not least:



I can be the best friend you ever had or your worst enemy and if I had a problem with you, do not think for one minute I wouldnt let it be known..And I do not take my shit in public, unless provoked and yeah I do let my ass overload my mouth sometimes..But it is TRUTH..I will not say anything behind your back I wouldnt in your face..Respect Me and you will get my RESPECT!!!!



I miss MY DEMON AND i LOVE HIM!!!!!









PEACE ALL

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tigerslilvampire21
05:09 Sep 02 2009

I LOVE YOU MOMMY

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winterdarkmoon
05:12 Sep 02 2009

loves you too

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Just when i need Him, i am pushed to back burner while He soothes others but not His own...*cries*



Today i found out my mom has colon cancer, hope it isnt bad as it sounds but..Still bad*cries more* and i need Him but He is busy else where's and always i am stuck on the back fucking burner..why do i even try or care? knows why i care but still...i am sick and tired of alot of shit...home, here and the back fucking burner...oh well such is life i guess but how would He feel if i told him yeah give me some time for i am bombarded by msgs...very good question isnt it? worry about the one You suppose to love and not the lil whiny ass tards