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15 more hours and I will be free of this cage :D

Sorry if I freaked people out at all. I have been in a bad bad head space for a while. I have always been truly honest with all of you so here we go.

I have had a lot of pressures on me lately and I have had a lot of options on roads to take in life. If this is a mid-life crisis then well, I guess I am having one. Being so secluded from all of my friends and I mean my true freak friends, it has put wear and tear on my heart and my mind. I live in a world where I have to tone down my personality all the time because the only friends that my husband and I see are usually his normal friends. My husband does not like my friends at all. Hence why most of you are my online friends. This isolation has just made me need and desire to be with my friends even more and take a break from my life. I feel like I am losing myself more and more every year. Who am I, where am I going, what do I want in life? What will make me happy?

Personally I don't know anymore and thank gawd my husband is letting me get away to go see my brother and my friends. My anxiety and loneliness has been utterly crushing me lately. I feel so caged with no escape and I know this is not the way how happy people are supposse to feel. I have never hid anything from my friends here nor will I ever. Honesty is always the best policy.

It sounds so fucking cheesy but I really do have to find me again. I have been unhappy for a while, I need to smile, I need to be me, I need to feel free, I need to feel the earth under my feet and the sun on my face. More than anything else, I need to breathe. Thank you everyone who was concerned. I appreciate it and I am sorry to cause alarm.

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LORDMOGY
04:15 May 23 2020

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LZAPERVERT
04:48 May 23 2020

Thank you Mogy :D

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Ankou
08:40 May 23 2020

Pluto retrograde currently is in full effect but I forget to tell y'all it was coming. Plays ominous music on my little keyboard

You are one of the most amazing people I've ever met on this Site Woman. And you can always call me If you need someone to talk to.

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