Rough doesn't even come close to describing the past 3 years.02:39 Oct 11 2022
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Since my divorce and graduating college I have learned many many things - not so much good things but nonetheless life lessons that help me to grow. But staying strong enough to not let it turn me into negative cesspool of hate for All mankind that's the challenge. I don't want to be jaded. I don't want to lose my optimism. I don't want to lose my smile that's genuine. I don't want to lose that little sparkle in my eye just because of all the fuckery or just because of all the people who are so fucking fake they don't even know who they are when they look in the mirror. I doubt their parents recognize them either.
I heard of this song and it kind of describes life in Austin Texas. Because everyone in Austin Texas - okay maybe not everyone - I would say maybe 90% of the people that I've met since living here in Austin Texas fit the description of being fake. Using me manipulating me tossing me aside whatever it is that's on their agenda they do it whether it hurts me hurts the next person hurts my son you don't matter they will steal something when they don't even know what it is or how to use it just because like they have nothing better to do than to fuck someone up still their identity hack into their accounts take all their money out their Bank on Christmas Eve stealing the only thing of mother has her daughter just because she won't fuck them people here or thoughtless heartless and there's a special place in hell for them.
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I've been keeping things inside
Taking up space 'til I got someone
I could open my mind up to
I guess it worked pretty good 'til now
But shit's kinda getting serious
I think I'm running out of room
Everyone's got someone built custom
To give their darkness to
I wish I had someone, could trust 'em
But loyalty
Don't come for free
'Cause all my friends are fake, fake, fake, fake
They just want me for the day, day until they don't
I stay up wondering
What if I broke my legs?
What if I changed my name?
Would you still love me the same?
Or are you just as fake?
Like all my friends are fake
Sorry if I got you wrong
Didn't mean to judge you by your cover
I've been burnt so many times
It's hard to turn it off
Everyone's got people they see through
But I see through everyone
So if you want me to believe you and need you
Might take some time to recognize
'Cause all my friends are fake, fake, fake, fake
They just want me for the day, day until they don't
I stay up wondering
What if I broke my legs?
What if I changed my name?
Would you still love me the same?
Or are you just as fake?
Like all my friends are fake
Sorry if I got you wrong
Didn't mean to judge you by your cover
I've been burnt so many times
It's hard to turn it off
All my friends are fake, fake, fake, fake
They just want me for the day, day until they don't
I stay up wondering
What if I broke my legs?
What if I changed my name?
Would you still love me the same?
Or are you just as fake?
Like all my friends are fake
I've been keeping things inside
Taking up space 'til I got someone
I could open my mind up to
I guess it worked pretty good 'til now
But shit's kinda getting serious
I think I'm running out of room
Everyone's got someone built custom
To give their darkness to
I wish I had someone, could trust 'em
But loyalty
Don't come for free
'Cause all my friends are fake, fake, fake, fake
They just want me for the day, day until they don't
I stay up wondering
What if I broke my legs?
What if I changed my name?
Would you still love me the same?
Or are you just as fake?
Like all my friends are fake
Sorry if I got you wrong
Didn't mean to judge you by your cover
I've been burnt so many times
It's hard to turn it off
Everyone's got people they see through
But I see through everyone
So if you want me to believe you and need you
Might take some time to recognize
'Cause all my friends are fake, fake, fake, fake
They just want me for the day, day until they don't
I stay up wondering
What if I broke my legs?
What if I changed my name?
Would you still love me the same?
Or are you just as fake?
Like all my friends are fake
Sorry if I got you wrong
Didn't mean to judge you by your cover
I've been burnt so many times
It's hard to turn it off
All my friends are fake, fake, fake, fake
They just want me for the day, day until they don't
I stay up wondering
What if I broke my legs?
What if I changed my name?
Would you still love me the same?
Or are you just as fake?
Like all my friends are fake
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