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I’m gonna give up. Every damn person that I show interest in.... ever single one always does one of 2 things. Either friendzone me or just tosses me to the side like I’m trash. I’m giving up on trying anymore. I don’t even know why the fuck I’m still around anymore. I feel like either a pet or shit nearly 100% of the time and like I’m not wanted so I’m tiered of it. I’m completely done. I don’t even wake up happy. All I have to look to is the suicidal thoughts and desires that come my fucking way every damn day. To this day, Every morning, I’m beginning to ask myself what’s my purpose here. Not like anyone wants me or I’m use to anyone. Looks like there’s some wishes to make tonight.

I’m tired of being lied to, cheated on, and led on. I can be extremely loving and sweet but I’m tired of people lying and taking advantage of me. Yes I’m looking for a mate. With an exception to 2 people who are like mother and father to me (and those in their family who have become my family), those who are not interested in me/like me; I will begin to not care about. I’ve got only a few goals in my life. I’ve got 1 of 3 goals completed already. I’m working on goal 2 which is finding a mate. So until that goal is complete, I am not gonna care about anyone who wants to stand in my way/shows no interest. And I don’t plan on waiting forever either. I do have a busy plan for my own life. And so I’m not dealing with anymore stress of people trying to beat around the bush. If you are interested in me, say something. Tell me you have a crush on me or wanna date me or something. It annoys me when people play games and go in circles. I’m not a kid. I’m not gonna chase you around like we are playing tag. Get to the point and tell me straight up that you wanna date me. Otherwise, you’ll be the one screwing up and missing the chance. If I like you or something, I’ll call you beautiful and tell you I like you, I may flirt with you. But from now on if you show no interest, then I’ll go and may not talk anymore. I’m tired of being let down