The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I have this best friend called Heidi which i nick named her since the first time i laid my eyes on her i know something good was going to happen it started with me being bit shy and flirting and messing round, then each time i saw her i couldnt wait to see her again and then one day we was put together on duty at the E.R.C. for the day and we talked all day without stopping and we had things we liked the same and past things and how we are and things and it all started off from there i couldnt wait for mondays to come round just so i could see her and her smile which made me smile and i made her laugh cos i was and am the joker in a way, we started seeing eachother out of redcross and going round n messing round and having laugh and my feelings grow stonger for her and cared more about her and that she was ok and she did and does the same and when people put her down it made me mad and i stuck up for her and told them to back off as i had been in same situration and they didnt like that but tuff shit i told her ill be her true friend and stand by her and thats what ive done and shes done the same, shes helped me see things i didnt know or understand and has made them easier to see and understand also made me see certien people wasnt being friends like i thought they were which i thank her for. she has and is so patient with me and been there for me though good times and not so good like at the moment with this depression and shes helping me through it when i get to see her and im scared at the moment n worry that im going to lose her as the bestest friend ive had its so confusing for me and feels like my heart and soul are being ripped apart but evern if im not here!! my soul will always be with her and try and guide and help her and be there for her and have but feel im im losing her which hurts me to think but i know no matter what we will be friends and ill be there for her no matter what or what happens thank you so much heidi love you always xXxXx