I will fain a smile,I will fake a laugh.But inside me the monster is ready to attack.Look into my eye and you will see...I am dead inside,and soon death is all i'll see.Years of anger and self hatred has tainted my soul.The world tore me apart,and put me down.Now it only stands to reason that I return the favor.I am now homicidal and filled with rage.My eye is ablaze with fury from pains of the past.If I want I can kill all those people who ever hurt me.I'd burn them,stab in their hearts and slice their throats.You see I don't intend to survive this night of mayhem,but I'll be damned if I take no one with me!So I'll grab my knife a lighter and gasoline.I shall cut them down and watch this place burn to the ground.The look in my eye is dead serious.Some sons of bitches are gonna die.When the cops at last take me down.fire will surround me as I lay on the ground.In one hand a bloody knife in the other the lighter.A smile on my face,not fake this time but real.Screams will fill the air mixed with smoke and the smell of death.Those who knew me will say its a shame.The meds never worked and since 5th grade I was never the same.But in their minds they will wonder what took me so long to finally go off the deep end.My family will simply say she finally snapped she finally cracked.My so called friends will say old one eyed went whack.But on this night of mayhem I will for once in many years be happy.So I shall march down the streets and kill any I meet.This will be the end for many including me.But at least i will be happy!
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