xMissingHeartedx's Journal
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13:06 Jul 31 2020
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As my depression has gotten worse from being in the house since the end of March and only going to a very few, select places, one of the things I have noticed that has dwindled is my creativity. I really miss it. I cannot even muster up the desire to code a profile that I have that is just sitting there, blank.
I was thinking about packing a picnic and going to Aldridge Gardens with my journal tomorrow if it isn't 5000 degrees or raining. Sometimes just being in nature and being quiet is enough to reset my mood. It is so beautiful there that it is a great place to contemplate, write, and take pictures. All of those things would be a wonderful change.
12:17 Jul 24 2020
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My mother has always said that she knew when I was done with a relationship because I would suddenly stop laughing when I was around the person. That hit me this morning as I was making coffee. Coffee, instead of tea as my first warm beverage of the day; I haven't done that since I returned from Ireland. But, I digress.
I like that we laugh together. It is free and not forced, completely natural. I like the randomness and the stream of consciousness. I like that I feel like myself and that is ok, no, good with you. I like that we don't talk about politics. I like that you are constantly trying to better yourself and don't think I am weird for wanting to learn new things. And, I really like that you have a kinky side and it is similar to my kinky side. 😉
Not really an update . . .
13:36 Jul 20 2020
Times Read: 365
. . . just some thoughts.
I spent a good part of yesterday afternoon talking to a good friend that I haven't really talked to in quite a while. I am grateful for his friendship, because I haven't always been the greatest friend. In fact, I've majorly sucked as a friend. I am fortunate that he is forgiving and kind.
I am really looking forward to deepening this friendship and seeing where it goes. ❤️
P.S.~ You KNOW I had to make this journal entry pink, just for you. LOL!
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XZenithX
13:47 Jul 31 2020
Go out and take walks when you can... Your idea to go out for a picnic is a good one.
Getting outdoors has been life saving for me during all this
MorningStarAldan
14:44 Jul 31 2020
You and me both sister. I must have a dozen of them plain janes lol. Meh. I'm on this one for the most part. I forget I have so many LOL.
Oooo pictures yesyes! Love what can be captured in nature. It shows back at you what you see in that time frame or mindset. I have a photo journal of my walks or sunsets and sunrises. They tell me what words cannot. It makes me reflect how very precious everyday is and life is amazing despite the flaws. The pictures are proof of it:)