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When I was young i loved and trusted the Undead. They were like Dark Guardian Angels of the Night to me and they made me feel safe. So powerful and beautiful. I am an Abuse survivor and I feared the Living Not the Undead. I wanted to be like them. I thought that then no one could hurt me again because I would be to strong or I would belong to them. I.E like Daniel in Interview with the Vampire.


I was also born different from others and felt alone. Not knowing why. I'm Developmentally Disabled, Autistic and have Functional Neurological Disorder and I am also Trans and Queer. So I always felt alone like I never fit in and neither did Vampires. They were like my kin in a way I suppose. I also just feel more comfortable in Darkness by nature. I'm not a Vampire but I wish I was to this day. I don't know so many reasons why I felt so close and still do to them. i Just love them and have always been a fan. I also have had dreams of being in Dracula's castle and other Vampiric dreams. Anyone else by the way? Is this a common thing? Hypersensitive by nature as well and to the light of the Sun.