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08:20 Apr 23 2020
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I need you to never give up on me.
Otherwise go now. For I will push all your buttons.
I will dominate, I will fight and I will leave.
All the things I need you to not do with me.
Dont give up on me.
I am worth the fight
16:30 Apr 22 2020
Times Read: 540
baest is right.
No matter how much I want him.
I might have to realise he is not the man for me.
He triggers her more than he makes me happy.
My intentions are pure but she's not
Letting me and he dont calm her.
We dont feel secure with him.
Everything else seem more important than us.
He even makes us think that it is all our fault
And we own our part but him?
Nah. He uses it against us to bargain his freedom
"Its not right for you to be and feel that way, its wrong"
"I ain't putting up with that"
"You need help"
Oh I know honey, and you ain't helping.
No you know what.
You might wanna consider if you want us because we ain't changing what we want and need.
Someone willing to submit. To give their all.
To be ours, completely, and be proud.
To make us feel secure. That we wont have to worry.
Someone who is there..
I dont think that's too much to ask.
The heart wants what the heart wants
If he wanted me
He would be here, not anywhere else.
Like I want him here..
But no no..
I might be fucked up but I'm exclusive and rare
And worth so much more than to be treated as a option.
Fuck what he say. Bla bla bla
He shows me exactly what I needed to know.
It's not me he wants
It's his own image of what I should be
And same goes for me
I'm starting to think he ain't what I want.
He is not here for me.
He is empty words.
So he shall be free
13:43 Apr 11 2020
Times Read: 603
Mine?
Ah.. Those.. Okay.
They are proud to be collared (marked) (scar) They wear it knowing
I will protect and take care of them, with my all..
as i carry their leashes in my hand.
They always come when i call, and therefore can be unleshed to run free.
But also accept that after third time with no responce, there will be punishment.
I will either cause the pain and sorrow they did when they have me worried.
they will come crawling, follow me as i walk away, or panic as they see me gone.
Or i will release them from their bond to their own.
Something that would kill each piece of me that belonged to them.
No they are not pets, dogs or whatever.
they are not lesser beings than i.
They are the ones i love and cherish the most.
With all the control and pain.
Comes the double amount of love.
They bow before me, and i never let them down..
Yes...
Those..
All mine..
And proud to be theirs.
12:43 Apr 09 2020
Times Read: 629
Come to me mine
Lick my wounds.
I need you.
Are you here for me?
Or am I alone?
Left to die
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