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In my imagination but already more in my conviction, souls exist. Every being has a soul. Earlier I was afraid of the death. Afraid of the absolutely end of all the being self, the no-being. Just when I say to you - "remember the day XY 20 years before your birth", you say "I've not exist in this time, there was nothing" and I say "Now you see, that will be after your death, there will be nothing!" - that fear was earlier in my mind, that's what the no-being would feel like. The case if you would live only once.
Now, I know that souls or even ghosts exist, you leave your body after death and some day you get a new life, you move foward into a new uterus and become one with the embryo that is created in there. Reincarnation is something you find many stories about it which absolutely proof it.
Ghosts or even souls are something what some people close to me, included myself, have gotten a real experience. Mine happened at the day as my grandma died. This time I still lived in my parents house. For a few hours I was alone in the house, no one else. I was in my room when I suddenly heard the motor of the ice maker in the refrigerator in the kitchen. That engine noise normally I hear when I let out ice cubes. In general, you have to press against the lever (otherwise nothing will ever come out) which is probably familiar to everyone who knows these icemaker-refrigerators and has ever pressed against it for ice cubes, usually with a glass as one usually does. I heard the noise for almost a minute, then I leaved my room and went into the kitchen: There were a lot of ice cubes on the floor! I was alone at home, there was no one else. Really strange!
So, back to the topic. Souls exist, reincarnation is real, even if the most of us never remember our past lives, also like me too. Even if there were something supernatural, there is an explanation that no one and research has not yet found, but everything is natural and comes from nature. No god or anything else does that. It's mother nature. Everything that has to do with religion is absolute bullshit to me. I guess a soul consists of concentrated energy, a subtle being. After death and leaving the carnal covering probably able to push against something or knocking objects down and charging themself with energy, preferably living energy. As soon as you are touchable, perhaps in your sleep, when you are dreaming or intoxicated by a drug, then they take energy from you by letting them in. Not with bad intentions but just energetic magnetism. Or magnetic energietism. Whatever. In any case, sometimes you get to feel the spirits of the dead. Where we would be on the dead topic again. 
So, I'm not afraid of death. Even if the soul were to die with the body, the way the world is currently developing, I don't even know whether living again isn't a punishment, whether the next life will be worse to live through, whether dying now will bring me a worse or better life sooner, or takes it earlier. For all the people who jump off a bridge it's not worth it, they have to live again. So why should I want to die, in the hope that the next will be better or in the hope that nothing will happen after that -  that I will feel the way I did on day XY, 20 years before I was born...the no-being...Maybe that's the redeeming redemption, what every soul strives for sooner or later. That would be either the worst or the best, just like reincarnation.