~Given Up~
what do u see
when u see me
i kno some people think
as if im not here to take it
the pain u bring
it kills me so
stop thinking that im trash
stop crying you kno me better then that
sometimes i think i dont kno you
but i just keep coming back
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i kno its my fault...
i should hav never let you go.
you slipped through my fingers.
i just turned and walked,
never turned to glance.
i cried that night,
i knew what i was doing.
i thought it was for the best.
well i guess i thought wrong.
my mind was in a blur,
im sry! ok?
give me another chance!
-----Lyrics
so you found out today
you're life's not the same
not quite as perfect
as it was yesterday
when you were just
getting in the groove
now you're faced with something new
I know it hurts
and I know you feel torn
but you never gave up
this easily before
so why do you choose today
to give it all away
well it's not so bad y'all
together we all fall
just as long as we get up
we'll stand tall
we shouldn't waste another day
thinking 'bout the things
that we forgot to say
I'm hitting back y'all
I'm kicking these four walls
just as hard as I can
'till I can't crawl
I won't waste another day
with all these silly things
swimming in my brain
~Crossfade - No Giving Up
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What I really meant to say,
is I'm sorry for the way I am.
I never meant to be so cold,
never meant to be so cold...
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I wanted something more
But I can't seem to have it my way
I gave you all of me
But it felt like such a waste of time
~Black-Eyed Susan-This Time
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Aren't you such a catch?
What a prize!
Got a body like a battle axe.
Love that perfect frown, honest eyes...
We ought to buy you a Cadillac.
Hey! Get, get, get, get, get over it!
Get over, get over it.
~Ok Go - Get Over It
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2004... so much so much
2005 so much to do so little time...
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Pain is weakness leaving the body...
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I never really wanted you to go,
so many things you should have known.
I guess for me theres just no hope,
I never meant to be so cold.
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The best bands at the moment...
- Ok Go
- Crossfade
BEOTCH
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i love pearl, bloodfreak666, harker, and amelia! luv yah girls! always the best
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As I drink from the river,
I turn and see the moon shining,
its beams on me, every step I take...
It blames me, mocks me, as if I was the one that caused the pain.
As if...
... I was the one who made it this way.
Darkness falls, I know I'm alone.
Being blamed... for something I never did.
Why me? Everybody seems to ask.
Well I know why me...
Hated, loathed.
I can't step a foot out of the river...
The blood runs down my hands as my life slips slowly away.
I lay down in the water slowly, slowly drifting to the middle...
Slowly, slowly being carried down river...
Slowly, slowly losing a life I wished I didn't have...
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Beauty and grace as I walk through the doors,
not me, but the people that walk around me.
Spent hours working just for you, but you pass and find the better one.
Sometimes I don't understand, did you see me?
I keep walking and know what I've done, damnit why is it so cruel...
I wish for you
