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Not to the senceless, no.
20:24 Mar 28 2020
Times Read: 440
Did u withness it?
When the light left our eyes.
..
prophets
priests
Witches
Earth angels
extraterrestrial halfbred
Indigo earthlings alike.
Stigmatas and marks
they said same thing all along.
..
Deny deny deny deny
Because you cant understand
It doesnt change the facts.
We are not like you..
And for that i am fucking glad...
& then we change again..
23:42 Mar 09 2020
Times Read: 542
I made brownies at 1 am.. cus i got high..
21:57 Mar 08 2020
Times Read: 569
people seem to think that "because I am still young"
I will find someone.
Bitch first of.
I'm not.your average everyday human
Second, you dont know how long my life span will be so stfu
Third, I am far wiser than half of your fools and I know very well that, I won't find someone. I have issues far further than I ever let on. No one wants me and that is not self pity no that's a fact.
They may want the idea of me, or their image of me.
But not the true me and so far, no one have cared enough to go
Into the depth of my being and get to know the true me
Onto top of my unrealistic views on what I want.
Sure as hell wont settle I want the best for me.
I can be one of the nicest people you'll ever meet.
A golden heart. A pure light.
I have two personalityes more.
I switch and become the same darkness society despice.
The worst kind.
And the host.
.
Opposites.
Empathic yet.psychopathic.
A narcissist with a honor.
Someone even I would want to put in check.
And while being that.
I am so much more.
Inclusive full on borderline..
I have not been in a real relationship for 5 years.
Yes I miss someone
Yes I wanna be loved and love
I long for something
Want
But we all do.
I.guess that is human.
Doesnt mean we should.
Same with kids.
If we are not capable of nurturing love in a healthy way
Then dont breed it.
One can hope there would be someone out there
But even if there is
Then you can hope they wont fuck you over
Or that you wont mess up
I'm staying alone unless something amazing shows up
Or if I magically turns amazing for someone.
But we all know it's like winning the lotto and chances are small.
It doesn't matter how much I can love someone
Or how little i can pretend to.
It doesnt matter
Point is.
There is no such thing as "you're still young"
Everything fucking depends.
Maybe I'll never be old
Maybe I'm fucking ancient.
Garhrr
10:48 Mar 07 2020
Times Read: 590
they may never know the
True extent of your being but
They dont matter
Such things are only visible to those
Gifted enough to recognize the world beyond physics.
Mine.
10:50 Mar 06 2020
Times Read: 611
with that being said.
It will hurt me just as much as you are
To see you hurt.
Baest will feed on it
Sjak will push it away but I
I will embrace your being and
Shield you from it all.
00:21 Mar 03 2020
Times Read: 645
Yeah that's it
I'm putting us up for adoption.
😏
Note that we have a habit of ending
up in bad and dangerous situations
If left unsupervised
17:15 Mar 02 2020
Times Read: 665
My left wing is hurt.
Feels rather broken actually.
When I lift my arm and let it down
Again I can hear and feel this crunch
Not to mention the constant pain
Cant move without its painfull.
If its not one thing it's another
Guess this bird wont be flying for awhile.
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