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Just a theory....
17:51 Jun 26 2007
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Ok this is my theory...



The world is a subtle universe made up of thousands of stars and galaxies. And it is in this universe that emotions are tranquil and the thoughts displayed between two people is a bond that no one else can ever comprehend. We are one with eachother but sometimes not truly one with ourselves. Sometimes we are looking for a way out. Were searching for a reason to carry on and to build upon. We searching for bricks of life to stack between ourselves and the rest of the world, that at times wont be so forgiving. In turn we are all truly alone but it is this lonliness that keeps us whole. When we are far away from ourselves we are closer to our own meaning of faith. Faith to love and to carry on with a smile so lively that in turn, you help those who have lost their way and have done too many wrongs to find the right trail.



Love is a sin. It is most deadly when not cautioned, fore it is when you trust, when you believe and when you truly love that person they they turn around and adminish the blow. The fatal blow that causes your heart to begin to wither and in time maybe die. To love is to suffer, and to suffer is to love. Without love you suffer but with it you suffer as well. It is a strange emotion and better left, left alone. Once you love one person you begin to open your heart to many and that is when they may turn upon you and the pain is increased tenfold. I have felt this pain. I have lived it. I have caused it. And I will stray from it. It is love that has destroyed me and my faith. It was love that shoved me off my trail with cold fingers that forever seemed to linger between me and my meaning to live. It is love that has caused me to hate and to feel a need to avenge my pain.



I have numbed myself from all emotion from all love, from all feeling what so ever. Because of this, I still prosper. Alone, yes...but free. Free from the torment of sin and free from the chains that held me down and held me back. I'm free of insecurity, of fear. I'm free from the troubles of my past and everything i've ever done. I'm free from the demon inside me. I'm free to rot it all away. And I will do just that. I will rot the pain and the hurt, the demon and the love. And I will be happy alone. I will be happy free. And I will be happy knowing that I can fly away anytime I want, without having to wait for someone else to catch up. I'll live free.