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← Jul 2009

Heartbroken
12:30 Aug 31 2009
Times Read: 959

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than to be home,

Listening to the crickets’ sounds,

Outside the windows.

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than in the bed,

Closing my eyes,

Falling into a deep sleep,

To forget about the days,

Forget about the nights,

Forget about you.

Heartbroken,

Nothing better than to sleep,

To forget that you are gone,

To forget your lies,

Forget the way,

You told me,

You never loved me,

Forget the way,

You looked at me,

When you left me,

I want to forget,

I want to leave this world,

Close my eyes,

Fall to sleep to stop the heart,

From beating.

I block my ears,

From hearing the sounds,

Like your voice,

Like when you sing to me,

Those lovely songs,

They sounded to tender,

Now they kill me,

They hurt me,

I don’t want to hear anything,

Don’t want to hear the waves,

Hitting against the sand,

Don’t want to hear the birds,

Chirping outside the windows.

Don’t want to see my face,

Don’t want to see you,

Don’t want anything,

That has to do with you,

I want to close,

I want to block away,

The world to stop the pain,

In my heart.

I want my heart to stop beating,

To stop bleeding,

From your words,

Your lies.

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sippa
00:31 May 10 2010

its astonishing how much damage and pain words can cause

still luv you sis

Spring Rain by Sara Teasdale
13:38 Aug 25 2009
Times Read: 966

I thought I had forgotten,

But it all came back again

To-night with the first spring thunder

In a rush of rain.

I remembered a darkened doorway

Where we stood while the storm swept by,

Thunder gripping the earth

And lightning scrawled on the sky.

The passing motor busses swayed,

For the street was a river of rain,

Lashed into little golden waves

In the lamp light's stain.

With the wild spring rain and thunder

My heart was wild and gay;

Your eyes said more to me that night

Than your lips would ever say. . . .

I thought I had forgotten,

But it all came back again

To-night with the first spring thunder

In a rush of rain.

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Broken Spirit
15:41 Aug 20 2009
Times Read: 977

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CONFUSED.
12:35 Aug 18 2009
Times Read: 984

Still sighing. Still breathing.

I thought i erased you

But then...

And there you were again

All over my mind, in my every thought,

In my every mental crevice...

I - Just - Don't - Know!

I truly thought I erased you

But it seems I only misplaced you.

Is there something I should know

Moreover, is there something YOU should know?

Still I sigh, still I breathe

...Confused.

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Forever Friends.
16:37 Aug 16 2009
Times Read: 991

For my Diamond Dragon..:)

Sometimes in life,

you find a special friend;

Someone who changes your life

just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh

until you can't stop;

Someone who makes you believe

that there really is good in the world.

Someone who convinces you

that there really is an unlocked door

just waiting for you to open it.

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Deceit & Deception - Angeline Richards
00:27 Aug 15 2009
Times Read: 993

Lies and Deceit, it's all around me

Lies and Deceptions, two bad surroundings

I see no point, I see no end

Those are your enemies, who you think are friends.

You see and hear it, find it hard to believe

They don't want any good, but only to deceive

You don't know who to trust, everyone's a target

The things they'll do so hard to forget

Deceit and Deception, over and over

The chances of good friends ,like four leaf clovers

They'll think you don't know , or wont find out

But surely you do so without a doubt

The things that's done determines your fate

makes choices for the best, better soon than late

Lies spread like a diseased infection

Life's just full of deceit and deception

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If You Forget Me-Pablo Neruda
02:49 Aug 12 2009
Times Read: 1,008

I want you to know

one thing.

You know how this is:

if I look

at the crystal moon, at the red branch

of the slow autumn at my window,

if I touch

near the fire

the impalpable ash

or the wrinkled body of the log,

everything carries me to you,

as if everything that exists,

aromas, light, metals,

were little boats

that sail

toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,

if little by little you stop loving me

I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly

you forget me

do not look for me,

for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,

the wind of banners

that passes through my life,

and you decide

to leave me at the shore

of the heart where I have roots,

remember

that on that day,

at that hour,

I shall lift my arms

and my roots will set off

to seek another land.

But

if each day,

each hour,

you feel that you are destined for me

with implacable sweetness,

if each day a flower

climbs up to your lips to seek me,

ah my love, ah my own,

in me all that fire is repeated,

in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,

my love feeds on your love, beloved,

and as long as you live it will be in your arms

without leaving mine.

Pablo Neruda

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